Tell myself i stop everyday knowing that i wont.

CNY celbrations were fantastic! I could feel the class spirit vibe mayn~~~~~~ The whole class was wearing our new class tee. My says Syaka! at the back and now Mr N calls me Syaka. Hhahahaahhahahaa superbly irritating k~ Woooooo CNY concert(!!) Prolly every girl in school got that tingly feeling when Mr L did his thing on stage.. =,=" I think after he dance every girl was thinking what it would be like being with him, like a cheesy teacher student romance in school. HAHAHHAHAHA EVERY GIRL INCLUDING ME! HAHAHAHAHAHA but then i realise how ridiculas it was, lol. seriously. & that got me laughing to myself too... Chinese new year flings. HAHHAAHHA k mepek.
Had lunch over at Airport wv some girlfriends afters :)

Nothing much happened today, Im just really worn out from school. Right now i just feel like switching to daydream :0 Where's my rainy morning?

Tell me how, how do i save $500? I can barely even save $20 bucks to make my ezlink. Did i tell you? I lost my ezlink card on my Birthday last year, like, a week after i made a new one after 9 months. Now im ezlink-less again

Its coming to the end of January and I know im 27 days late but, i guess its never too late. Contradicting i know(lawl)
New Year's Resolution.

1. Study really hard & try not to talk so much in class or sleep either.
2. Come to school "early-er"
3. Be nice to people :)
4. STOP EATING ICE. hahahahaha one day, Cold turkey babyyyyyy...
5. Stop copying other people's homework. lol
6. Cherish the ezlink card. Try not to lose it til at least a year?
7. Stop saying "saramichimek" as tempting as it gets.........

Thats prolly all. I have not completed better yet even started my homework/revision, best.

it feels good being happy but at the same time its like torturing me. I know i should stop so why arent i? F i hate long holidays make me think think think til we all overthink(and hungry too)

Goodmorning!~~ I was awaken by a miss call & then a message. Huahuahuahua i love morning messages!

Its 912am and im having lontong at the same time. Huahuahuahua~ First of, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! WeEeEeWiT!

I spent my Saturday with Syaa Aqilah and Our Big bROtheR Isk! Meet up arnd 630 at tamp inter and bus-ed a 1 hour journey to bukit timah nature reserve. We went trekking/hiking! Wheeeee~ So it was just the four of us... Much like A guy stucked with 3 girlygirls. HAHA! Aqilah was the semangat i love hiking kinda mood. Aisyah was at front and motivating saying we're reaching already. Isk was our big brother( if it wasnt for him, we'd be lost little piglets oinkoink) And me. I was the one slowing them down.. Blame P.E on friday, it made my tighs hurt. But it was really really exciting! minus my weak ankles of course, i slipped countless times :x We managed to finaly get out after i dont know how many km but after nearly 3 hours. LOL!

Afters we changed and bus-ed to Far East Plaza to have Brunch. Trained to CHINATOWN. Me like xia~ The festive mood was there, even though i dont celebrate chinese new year, i felt like celebrating! Hahahhahaha~ Ok lets shop at chinatown one day, they've got pretty nice clothes ^.^

The backpack travellers kiks and Isk, wv Aisyah right in front.

Left arnd 240 and met Family down at royal plaza on scotts hotel. Went crazy at orchad searching for the place when it was just in front of Far East =,=""""""" My brother in law wasnt there sadly, but my 2nd sister's boyfriend was there. whoa... family or whatzxz. Hhahahahah~ So we had Hi-Tea. I didnt eat much and the food wasnt really that fantastic either. I was just amazed by the food served... kebab, prata durian, a foundue set! Hhahahhaha cool or what~

Ok so that was this saturday :) More pictures wv Aisyah~ Hmm i want a rainy morning :0

Its 943 now and i havent finish my lontong!

My sisters are watching Lost In Love on Demand tv =,= I had to watch in in Youtube k. I still love that show xia.. Especially the part where Tita read what Adit wrote on her journal :)

School's good. We're doing experiments in chemistry yey! Common tests are soon! I dont know, having four days of not working my brain by the time common tests are up, i'll end up stonning. Hahahahahah~~ But oh well.. Someone motivate me to go study please?

CLOSING MY EYES AND YOU WILL CHASE MY THOUGHTS AWAY TO A PLACE WHERE IM BLINDED BY THE LIGHT, BUT ITS NOT RIGHT. GOODBYE TO YOU.

Bahhahahaha~~ I nearly, nearly lah fell in the toilet dancing to Nsync's Girlfriend from the lappie. Now im singing to goodbye to youuuuuuuu and its magrib :x
Dah i should be off! Having a date with my BoYfIEeEeEEEEeEeE~ lOLZXZ

And happy 4th to 72ftg! Yeyyyyyy! & Iqqa's home safely! Alhamdulilah. She got to meet mar!(They even took picture doing the hahahahahahah rock sign!) And water rafting AND THE BEACH AND THE SIGHTS! omgAWD jealousssssssss! HAHAHAHHAHAHAH OK. TOOOODLES!

I WANT YOU BUT IM NOT GIVING IN THIS TIME

Remember last month?

I hate this straitjacket-feeling. Why? Why why why? Ok. hahaha.
& My nose is like a flowing tap!(Disgusting, i know.) Im really, really sick ):

P.s. Remember last month?

Yey so.. Im back. Lolzxz.

Had training after school of Wednesday. Janelle's SWEEEEEEETSIXTEEN on Thursday. She treat us to pizza hut! :) :) And then on friday. Wow friday. Definately the most tiring day this year, so far.

Reached school barely on time. My feet ached like @#$% cause i practically ran to school.(hahaha) Afters had idk what lessons and had PE. Omgosh P.E. We did circuit training(eh?) 5 stations, each stations 45 secs. Omgoshhhhhh i never felt to excited before(!!!) Hhahahaha i totally loved it but it was, really really tiring mayn. Three periods of english was a total bore and then had CCA open house... & afters again, PTM. Hhahahaha tired shit k.

Saturday(!!) Nat(HELLOKITTY) SWEET SIXTEEN!

So yep. Out w Danial Iskandar Eddy(bday boiiiiiii) Syaa AND Ki! Met at Bugis, Headed down to Arab street to have lunch. Huahuahuahua. Walked arnd and headed to costume shop! Huahuhauhauuahua. Omgosh super exciting k(!) I had fun. Lolzxz.

Super irritating face(SORRY) i didnt have anything on. K and i dont know who's under the green head. LOL .

Wazsapppp wv D!
Yey kawankawan.
Where art thou? Anadeyyyyyy

Me love me erbal~ CoCoNuT aNd OrChId.`````~~

Headed to city hall to esplande cafe. Then again by the bay.. Then to Marina Square where the guys did shopping. Sent kiki off and headed to Raffles city shopping mall. Then headed home. Lolzxz. Lazy lah to elaborate. But anyways, I somehow felt good yesterday. Yey i love friends and Happy Sweet sixteen to Eddy Ruzeinal! :D

GERLGERL IQQA! :) :) Taken back on her birthday

I love beeeeeeeeeeeeeeee```~~~

It felt good restoring normalcy after 3 days of orientation. Thursday and Friday was a total killa, had to catch up w so much stuffs.. Eeeeeeek. NCC on Firday, Went HQ for Trainfire.. Afters back in school, it got emotional? Lol.

Saturday!

Sended Iqqa off to NZ~ So she's prolly at NZ now enjoying herself/// or missing us. Lolzxz But yeh, The process of her leaving was emotional too :0 Well iqqa, if you're reading this, I hope you return home safely & enjoy yourself gal! Xoxo much misses darl!

Afters left and met Xy, Jen Aisyah&Aqilah at macd tamp & Headed off to TP open house. Well nothing much interesting, Maybe i'll think about it more after Ns yeh? Seperated from Xy and Jen and me and the girls headed off to esplande~~` (by the bay lolzxz)

Thanks eh Kiks.

Stayed for the 730 gig. I must say, im quite impressed by local talent/music! :) :) Check out For This Cycle, their original's really arent that bad^^ We got really hungry :0 but we still walked all the way to bugis. So yep, I enjoyed my Saturday very much^^

Sunday just went to waste.

Monday was fruitful. I caught up with alot of things. After school we witnessed the realese of O's. Pretty scary ey... Hmm afters initialnally to the gym but instead headed home. Home and apparently my ma was at home. So i got outta the house....... lolzxz. Got some stuffs from shop and save and sat down under a blok nearby... Then jengjengjeng... Distractions! Hhahahaha An old friend came down and we chat for abit. Lol. But then i got my butt moving under Aqilah's block at arnd 6. Completed 85% of my POA and Maths til 8. Bhahahaha im so proud of myself :) *Taps back*

School too today was gooood. Well except for three periods of history which was ultimately boring! Lucky thing there was Hazirah(!!!) my saviour. Gosh i could have sufficote and died of boredom if it wasnt for her. Lolzxz. Oh and khayrul too. Crazy boiii

Its 6.18! I think i wanna go study liao. Im definately motivated alrdy.. Bahahahah k right. I love the night breeze :)

I was so hyped up to blog jus tnow but after getting BUSTED by My Ma... I suddenly lost my blog mojo again =,= Pffffffffffft.

Amw, Congrats to my 4 Girlfriends who got AS for their MT O'S (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Im so proud of you girls :) :)
& To seniors, All the best for your future :)

Majority of the sec ones(well those who i asked anw) think im in Sec 2/3. And then i ask them why.. they go shaking their heads. Whyyyyyyyyy? I dont think i look THAT young. Maybe its because of my behaviour =,= Honestly, i dont like it. It just goes to show my behaviour is baddddddddd.


Anyway, WHY DOES MY MA GET MESSAGES FORM THE SCHOOL? Like every event ok! Ive been wanting to blog abt this but i guess it just slipped. Anw the most recent message my ma got was abt the school scheduele... On Wednesdays we start school at 0830 hrs. Im not pretty sure about the rest.. but maybe i just get speacial service eh from the school.. But I really wonder, Is it just my parents who are getting information from school or is it every parent but they just dont wanna tell their kids...... Whyyyyyyyyyyy mine? Im a good girl right?


Another thing, Boys frustrate me. I never knew they're that sensitive..... Or maybe im just really mean? The way the get mad and stern up really scares me D: But why til that extreme? Or maybe they just wanna make you feel guilty? Idk idk? Bahhhhhhhhhhh


Orientation this year isnt that WOW for me. I think my mindset alrdy set to i couldnt care less mode since Day 1. Sorry, but 3 years of orientation, Im just glad its ALL gonna be over in a few months :)

I dont know what to do anymoreeeee ): ): ): I feel so stupid and embaressed. bAHHhahHAhahahaHhaaha Can go crazy.

Orientation for the next three days. & i still havent started on POA. lolzxz

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! LOST IN LOVEEEE!! OMG I REALLY WENT GAHGAH XIAAAA~

hahahahaa & this is why i love Indon/Malay movies so much :D :D

Go watch it ok? After you watched Eifel im in love then go Watch Lost in love cause its continous. :D :D

"Sebegitulah besar lah cinta dan kasih sayang gue kepada Adit sampai gue tergelam dalam ketakutan dan keraguaan hingga sesat dalam cintanya."

How did I get here with you
I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted I can't let you know
And I won't let it show

I thought it would be easy to let go and move on, but i guess i lied. Why can't i just move on? Isn't this what i wanted anyway......? It really hurts like someone really pulled your heart out. The feeling of being cold inside.... All you want to do is just, Cry.

I should be really be concerntrating on my studies. Someone please pulled me back to relality!! First day of school i was a very moody girl. Ha-ha-ha sorry strawberry~~ I just couldnt help it. All we did was....... listen and sat down at the hall til our butts ached. Favourite part of the day? Definately Recess :) :) My classroom's at the SECOND LEVEL(!!!) YESSSSSSA! But its way far in the end tho. Creeeeeepy~ Other than that, school was pretty ok and i was rather early for school :D :D oh oh && I bought candy canes for friends~~ Merry Christmas cum New Year!

"azam baru, yang sudah tu sudah."

2008.

Honestly, I never thought it would be a good year. Not being in the same class with friends would be dreadful, but it turned out way better than i expected. I've become less dependent and i've made many new-found friends.

From organising a lunch time concert back in march, The think tank team, Spec courses, SYFOC, OBS, Brownie project, 3A2 08, 72FTG, ICEP Inbound, Camps!(I think i went to alooooot of camps this year)

2008, you're filled with really great memories.

2009

Hopefully, you'll be as great. & Ah, N's. :0

How i spent the last day of 2008.

Met up with the crew in Bedok Mrt first and had many many many laughters with them til Yishun Mrt. Met the rest and headed down to Yishun Safra for bowling. Our ICEP family, Yesterday Strangers,Today Friends. 2 games :) :) It was fun yehhh., Headed to Far East to have dinner! There again, Manymanymany laughs :0 Trained home with Nat Atiqah Sham and Hassan where the riddles started from Nat's "how do you keep a pig in suspense?"....."Give up? I'll tell you tmr." =,=

How i spent the first day of 2009.

Had lunch with my PMs Aqilah and Aisyah~~~~ Initially headed down to the beach first, but it started to rain so we headed to eHub. Played card games and then pasar malam with Aqilah.

Now im stonning, in front of the computer and i just got a msg 50 secs ago and im so nervous to read it, my fingers are shaking and my heart is pounding faster. & now im thinking if i should start my POA homework now or the weekends. Ok, im so not ready for school tmr.

Bahh bored bored bored :0 I cant believe school starts friday, i havent even done half more homework and im still sitting here wasting the rest of the hols. Oh and i still dont know what to do cause i just cant seem to let go. I want oh so bad to let go, move on and stuff so why issit so hard? Im restless :0 Woke up at 7.20/7.30 but had to be in school by 8. Lol :x

You can have whatever you like. Yeahhhh

Its time to stop contacting him. Got the bill today. Not as $$$$ as i expected but my parents totally freaked!! Not to mention, the calls were stated where they were from and a total of 186 global messages from the 6th-14th Dec.. Only & it costs $28. Wait til they see the rest of it..

As hard as its gonna be I've got to stand strong! Ha-ha. Takkan Desperate sangat kan..

I think this is going to be hard cause i think, i think i fell for him =,=

):

I think i enjoyed myself yesterday. Met up with a long lost friend(lol) OMAR (the tiger! bahahaha) Caught a 7oclock Twilight at Plaza Sing and had Dinner at Fish & Co :) :)

Anyway, My maid just moved in. Bahhhh.. And its my Ma's Birthday today! & Hasif's 1st month :) :)

Merry Chirstmas:)

Meet Alai :)
He says he wants to get married with me :)
First and foremost, HAPPY 15TH TO MY DEAREST BUNNY, ATIQAH!! My girl's finally 15 :) I love you xia iqqa... hehehehehehehee
So yesterday on this darling's birthday we suprised her with a cake! I even got a video of it which i will post up soon aite. Then after that went to the beach where the lovebirds macam cinta bollywood. HA-HAH. The beach was super duper windy xia, its like the wind never stopped blowing! Iqqa and Sham left so it was left with me yana and ikaaB. We wrote messeges in a bottle and threw it out to sea with XOXOS(not excatly to sea but its like a song!)

Met up with Girlfriends today and went back to our usual study place afgan macD to "complete" our homework. At least i managed to complete some^^ Like 1/4 of it :x Met up with Aqilah first and just when we were about to start walking from tmart on such a hot sunny day, IT STARTED TO RAIN. Now im feeling feverish. Bahhhhhhhhhh =.=

So anyway......... My comp got strucked by virus! Knncb @#$%& a few minutes while im in facebook/friendster and poof! Im logged out. Not to mention the PORNNNNN pop-ups and now My MSN! Im stuck using the old old oldddddddd comp... bahhhhhhhh :0

Im feeling nervous excited about tomorrow and i dont know why. I hope this feverish feeling wears out quick! Hhehehehhehehehe :) :)