i never knew , i never knew how much i missed the rocket summer ...
until i listed to "thats` so you" in kikis; mp3
awwwww , ive been wanting to play it with my guitar since like forever now.
and i reallyreally would love to meet Bryce Avary!
The rocket summer has just released their new album.
& i would really love to buy it , together with paramore.
Ive not been listening to Paramore fo awhile too.
i rather have its old album anyways & the rocket summers` old album.
I used to love watching Hayley go head banging together with the whole band doing the headbanging to the song "My heart" in you tube :D
These 2 bands are those on top up my lists of favourites`

i envy those preety looks in those increadible pictures.
neeeergk , im jealous , ahhahaha :D

oh ya , did you kno , My sisters` NADIRA , is zthe biggest BITCH from hell.
She needs to get herself an attitude adjustment.

My 1st sister's birthday was on the 7th too.
Same as aiyshaa's sis.
Same age oiii! 21 years;
hahahaha , creepy eh?
Sadly she spent it with my abang ipah's family.
anyway , loads love from me sis!

ouhohohoho , p.s.
art was frustrating just now , and the colours i used were :
GREEN YELLOW AND RED `
hahahahha~ pahampaham.
coincidence ahh

YAYAY , SATURDAY RAYE!

i feel superbly uncomfortable );
my neck hurts from watching 5 hours of the korean drama , My girl.
no wonder Aisyah's sooo addicted.
uhhh , my neck hurts laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

ou i realise , what im blogging doesnt make any sense this days.
hahahahhaha!

i want to do this and that , but imsolazy :x

Smth big happened today.
damn shits//

soo i went out with my babes.
kiki; & Aiyshalee`
ohohohhohoohho//
we went to dotdotdotdot.
and bought dodotdotdotdot.
mine's electric blue & kikis; purple.
hehehheehHHOOOR.
on the way home , this hot matsalleh gave us three pretty soft scented daises (:
i felt really guilty on behalf of kiki
im really sorry yo`
i took alot of time searching fo one thing.
you kno me///
ahhahaaaaa~

then after that i wanted to go my maklong's house.
i call my maklong and paklong daddy and mummy
while the rest of my cousins call em` maklong and paklong.
ahhahahaha/// ada la cerite belakang nye.
you kno rite then ...
we buka-ed rite pizza.
i had one and was full , ahhahaa
so then i read magazines page to page until 1030.
ahhahaha , damn interesting oke.
and so then , we went home.
then at home i realized .... JENGEJNGEJENGGGG!
I LEFT MY PHONE AT MY MAKLONG`S

Aisemannnn bedah OIII!///
i panicked like fuckshits:` oke!
then i called 3 times but no one picked up.
i called their home and the maid said i left it there
then i knew i was really in deept shitcraps` cause i knew that thatpersonpersonS; sms-ed me
awww damnnit.
so a few minutes later , the phone rang.
it was my maklong.
then she said , "Mummy trun on phone engkao aja ade **************(unknown creature dari universe lain tahh) msg i blablabalablablablabla you"
then i was like OHHHHSHIT OI!
awwwwwwhman , that guy smsed me then im like asdfghjkl;'
i said to her that my friend , Alyssa(My dearest imaginary friend) , Used my phone fo a day and that the meseg wasnt fo me. HAHHAHAHA , then she a'aaah kan aje.
im really scared oke , she's the kind of makcik who kpos arnd and scolds you if seen worn tak senonoh or doing bende tak senonoh.
& im scared she'll read my messeges then she'll kno the truth//
ohhh bedah , i felt like hiding my head underground like an ostrich & then erupting like a volcano.
im ohsoembaressed :X
ou please dont read my messages ohpleasepleaseplease.
&& my phone has alarm at 5 am in the morning.
ahahahhahaha , maklum laa naseb drg la eh.

i feel so empty without my phone now.
& i have a huge blueblack on my tigh ):

i bought my hari raya baju ready yo`
its bluue kurung.
i wanted the blue kebaya but the baju got stain and cannot take off.
wasted oke ):

imma post pictures soon oke?
&& i cant wait fo tuesday kalao menjadi. heheeehhoooor

its 1250 and i havent siap.
& im supose to meet kiki at 1.05-1.10
damn.

& yes , its finally end of paper exams.
i dont really care about art much really.
after the paper , i wanted to scream and shout like nobody's business.
tapi si kok meng sini sana masok class.
alamak , hahahahahahahha
happy taww ako.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
LIKE FINALLY!
after school which ended really early arn 9.40 , we went to the beach!
at first sesat uh , but then all was oke.
east coast babeyhhhh!
it was screeeching hot cause of the morning sun.
i shouted alot , shiok sendiri - ng.
we took pictures tooo , pretty ones.
at the underpass.
hahaha!
i feel so WHOOOOOA right now.

ohohohoh , ive got a crush on someone.
Can i be a stalker fo awhile?
kekekekkekekekke

supose to be at geylang now.
but mama had to work late til six ( she was supose to be off at 4).
i have plans with sissy to search fo baju first , but she went to giant =,="
irritating tawww.
&& the worse part is , my aunt is going to be there.
eeeeerg!
my mama already makes comments about me alone when im trying clothes ,
apa lagi si dek ni? she'll be asdfghjkl
apa lagi kalao dorang gang up.
she gives the most unreasonable , unnesessary comment.
it will make my self esteem lower than before.
my mother already gives me the lowest of the lowest , apa lagi makcik ku + mama?
later i'll transform to the hulk you knooo//
krg pahampaham je laa what comments.

oke laaa whatever.

Today's maths was hard , ahhahahaha.
i think it was on pg 3 , the whole page i never do.
4 marks whooooooshhhh~

After school i went dentist you.
cause my teeth ached like asdfghjkl again.
the dentist said that i have a hole , that maybe if it doesnt help by filling , then have to pull out the teeth.
cause my gums hurt cause of the nerves.
awww damn , was fun bodo in the dentist chair.
hahhahahah , the light that shines on you , is not like the primary school "i cannot see!cannot see" one.
it was just nice and all.
and the dentist still remeber's me sehh
i came with my father when i was at middle-late 1 digit old.
like so long tawww.
hahahahaha//
then my father said abt braces.
then the dentist said that my teeth quiet oke , then no need.
))): alaaaaaa~

ou and the cats` back (:

after exams imma be screamo fo awhile.
heheheheehhee , IM SO EXCITED TAWWW.
like then , finally , you can like frigging HAVE FUN!
yayayayayyayayayayyaay!

its been a long time since ive written musshy stuffs` here.
so here we go again;
im so scared to fall in love , idky.
ive been liking a particular person fo a long time but ...
to be countinued.

i think tommorow's math gonna be hard laa//
got feeling you kno , & all i need is 60 and above to just pass.
ou , im so scared!

im seriously not getting enough sleep these days.
i woke up this morning with SERIOUS MASSSIVE BLACK EYEBACKS 0.o
monday i missed the usual bus.
today's bus was exceptionally late and i reached school with mr tony tan saying
"hurry up , ten more seconds ready ah!"
apa lagi? ako jalan uh ,takkan nak lari =,=
ive been wishing for tuesday morning , today to rain since last thursday.
cause i have to do duty.
then it did , of course(HAH) , but it rained during the early morning.
so yes D: , since i got to school late , i have to do flag raising on thursday.
ou , i hope thursday morning arn 6-8 a.m. rains.


ou , my puki has been hurting like fuck this few days,
it sucks laaa , i thot i was going to be like that siti 2/5
hahahhahahahha , oke shut up.

ive been having loads of paparazi's , especially those in my taggboard.
HEHEHEHEHEHHHHHH00000R.

i gotta go find myself a boyfriend.
nadira's boyfie home for buka , which is in like 15 mins.
and then My elder sis's with her husband.
so imma be all alone , sitting quietly , shiok sendiri - ing.
In the mean time , i shall have haziq as my boyfie.

Today literally rained non stop.
i took the bus to school , but still i was wet all the down from the bus stop to school walk.
yes , i walked , cause i was scared i fell :X sofia and masshu ran tho , brani sey.
ouh , i walked on a deep puddle of water and got my shoes and socks all wet and sticky.
eeerg!@#$%^ disgusting oke.
& english exam sucked.
i didnt kno what i was writting.
i was shivering , under the fan.
my sitting position right at the front , facing the whiteboard.
all i see it mr chee scratching his butt , sneekly.
i swear he was! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

oke bye , less then 10mins to buka (:

Singapore's weather sumpah abnormal.
here and there , it rains ohsoheavily.
then again , its screeching hot but alil windy

ive been sleeping sometimes in class.
& everytime i wake up my eyes are blurry.
its not like normal blurry uhh.
its like 3/4 i cannot see blurry
and damn it scares me
20 mins or so it fades away.

tmr starts the 1st paper of EOY.
& its english
ive never been this worried for english
but now ... newsapaper writting.
i failed last time , 12/30
then i took retest the other day , but still 12/30
):

Start mugging now , its never too late ... i think (:

i went to take the bus late today.

bus was only one deck & boy was it fuuuull

i got a sit tho (:

then i saw this telok kurao girl.
her hairs` ohsobeautiful i swear.

its curly , but unlike mine.

i was and still am jealous.

sometimes i really do feel like shaving off my hair and hope it will grow straight.

i got to school after the first bell just as it started drizzling.
i wanted to stick my toungue out , sumpah , then jengjengjeng.

so then 1st period was english & english exams are on thursday btw.turns around
then after 2 long periods , it was time fo p.e.!
we had to do gymnastics .... again.
boring oke. 1st1st uhh.
then i like doing the rolls to the front.
ohhh haw i wished i would have been active in sec 1s.
i used to love playing at north park , infront of my school.
we used to do flips arnd the incline pull up things.
play block catching all kinds of those stuff.
look at me now , im fat and uglier , hahahahahahha.
serves me right hahahaa

mother toungue was next and we got brownies.
the ones we orded last week.
i ordered half a big brownie , $7
i think mr haris is like a wonderful teacher oke
he has reallyreallyreally bought life to the malay department.
he teaches better than any teacher , making me absorb loads of things.
im glad to have had him as my malay teacher.
its probaly the last lesson with him

ace we had our old CAS and SAs marks , to aim the marks we need to get to even get a pass.
i was horrifid oke.
i need to get like 65 marks for SA2 maths to get 54 marks overall.
imagine that laaa
mampos ehhh// mati siang , rip syakazaka

geog had to do ca6 test ...again.
mr chew lost the score sheet
dotdotdot.

ou & today i tried wasabi on sushi.
i wanted to try it so badly.
i smelt it first , thinking hat it wont be like what people have said.
i took half a bite.
as it got into my month , the strong smell started mt taste buds.
as i began to chew , it tasted like greeengrass and green herbs.
when it soon began scatter around my mouth ,i could feel the heat.
the sensation heat up my tounge all the way out my nostrils.
i could really breathe from the running nose i was having.
it tasted so horrible yet so sensational.
i would want to try it again , but this time , not really tasting it (:

EHHH OIII!
DONT SKIP READING THIS PART.
ESPEACIALLY YOU PEOPLES.
I went home yesterday thinking how a big fucking bitch ive been.
so , i would like to say
zizie , janelle , aqilah , atiikah , aisyah , sofia & masshy.
ive done loads to make you feel down low , so , sorry.
sumpah sorry
&& dont terasa if i jeling at you uhhh.
cause im trying really hard not to roll my eyes , FYI

OKE , i felt really bad after skipping ncc yesterday.
my parents didnt let me go , really.
but i felt bad beceause after that i went out with friends.
that my parents alllow

we went to barangbarang at the payar lebar.
i love the lifts.
you can see almost everything from the transparent window in the lift.
so we met aisyah & atiikah then , and off we went to lj.
we reached there early and ordered our food to get it later.
then we got our drinks first.
not even 7 minutes of having it , the medium sprite of mine was all over the floor.
it spilled , ):
that day i lost $2
then now ... hahahahhahaa , oke
so we went to walk arnd the geylang bazar.
bought bunge api and played with it (:
zizie got burned tho.
then one by one had to go , left with me aisyah & zizie.
then zizie wanted to meet ally so we tagged.
it was boring oke. , walking around&around.
wakkdusssh m penat kaki lu lo.
suda dong.
it was just a 21st night september with the girls (:

Bunge api (:

HehehehehhheooooOOorthis i find extremely +___+we were doing burst , 4 shots. i wanted to kiss aisyah . skali ku pusing die tengar cium kuu.1st picture mulut tengagah muke teperanjat second .. ahhahahahaha!i laughed out loud looking at this over again.

I miss this kiddo. He's at his grandma's house now ):He's finally 6 months , half a year.Imagine that.Mohammad Haziq Bin Noraszaman.

ive been so distracted from being angry and irritated all the time.
i get easily angry at my mother ):
she was cleaning the study room.
and then she found an old grey envelope.
i looked at it hard before answering her question . wheather it was mine or not.
it was an old velentines` card.
i didnt kno wheather to say yes or no.
i nodded and shook my head altogether.
then she walked smiling to herself =______________=
this is what i hate.
clean ups & she goes through my stuffs.

you guys may have noticed it , you guys may have , but i have been having terrible moods swings the whole week.
its really getting on my nerves.
its like everyday i wake up unhappy.
the bus/mrt rides cheer me up so that they could just get crushed later in the morning.
its been ups and downs and all way round
i just feel so insucered.

tmr's gonna be a tiring day.
there's hist and science test.
& im ohsoscared cause my hist book is under the table & i just cant understand electricity!
& there's gonna be ncc tommorrow , ):
ussually im excited .. but again? during puasa?
im not sure i want to go ... im not even sure im allowed to go.
my parents got cranked up about last weeks`
& after school we councillors gots to hurry down to the mph to meet mr Leong.
idky , but im scared :x
30 mins plakk tuu.
&& theres gonna be council camp fo i dunnoe what on the 14 & 15. )):
im not really sure to be excited or sad.
i love camps .. but . alahai ..

oke lo , & we've finally finished 1 week in bulan ramadhan (:

i sad uhh.
today was supose to go buka out with them.
skali jengjengjengjeng.
i thought fo once a planned outing would work.
but then it didnt uhh.
i remeber the unplanned outing with syaa.
then it turned out to be funnn.
maybe we shouldnt play oke girls.
sedih uhh , i was so excited taww.

& stop being racist.
your race isnt much of a bog shot either kan?

tuesdays are the longest day of the week dontcuu think?

ouou , i love ramadhan & aidilfitri.
every year in ramadhan , i'll have the tasties bubur , pita and kebabs from geylang & dengdengs too!
i mean like , how often do you it kurma.
&& aidilfitri!
longtongs , kueh mueh , rendang & all those.
i know , i sound like this fat foodaholic .. but i really do love these two months!

nothing happened much today.
i got angry in the morning.
im having mood swings laa

and im soo happy now , i could jump on tops of building withhhh YOooooUUU
hehehe , BUUUUUUt , too bad , my block is having the roofing construction
its really frustrating the noise is! early morning weekends with the sounds of buldozes.

& i want to say hello to aiyshaaa`.
oke bye

ngakk 5 ramadan si.
sungguh cepat iya

pagipagi i running nose seyy
then in the bus cold like asdfghjkl!
in school i changed to red p.e.
the one aisyah used for her camp.
bau air kencing + sea water.
(ahhahahahahhaa , takde laa//)
i felt so red you knooooooooo
hahhahahaha.
padahal-padahal , i wanted to use that fo home use
cause a few days after i bought it , ms cheng said gonna change p.e
then idk where inside my closet already it was stuffed.
takpe laaa $4 && i love the material.

english was typicaly boring.
p.e was interesting to me.
kan fun? with alyyssaaaaaaa. short form alice (:
i felt like a ballerina , ekekekkekekekekeke

recess had to do duty.
&& i really hate it oke , i felt like throwing chairs all over!

then had mother toungue.
didnt learn anything much
just this and that
ace was just afrigging waste of time.
sumpah irritating taww.
i drew stick mans.
mampoos laa!

geog i sat right in front!
huahuhahaa , i really wanted to study oke
cause i just got to kno ,
exams are next week & 2 days.
andand m i wanna take geog not hist.

after school had to stey back for english.
i was really really irritated oke
i did everything correctly , then mrs willman said wrong , do again
i do agian she said the same thing.
then padahalpdahal , i did everything correctly in the end when i told her to recheck

i got home and was really irritated.
i was angry at myself & my really stuffy
it made it hard to breathe.
i even scearmed and shouted in the room.

& yes syaaa` we saw _____________________________
hahahahaha , kiki sumpah stalker!

weekends are normal.
haziq's alittle noiser tho.
but nothing much.
im soooooo b0REDdd , i havent study.
&& im bored.

lettalk shitcraps yo.
i want to go geylang.
that time i go search fo clothes.
then can , sissy saw this red kebaye.
then i looked in the mirror , sumpah macam pompan cine dalam kebaye
i laughed to myslef tawwww
thenthen , hmm.
i got my ear pierced.
it hurt like asdfgjl when i go to sleep
i think i need to pee.
but im to lazy :X
ou i think i wanna marry an italian when i grow up.
or o black guy , sungguh hawwwwt taww!
i want to go geylang.
eat kebabs & dengdeng fo buka
im so restless now.
ou && i hope wednesday's buka out with the girl menjadi/

okebye

hello ehh seuma
sungguh menunguuh bored si
almk , i swear im like so asdfghjk boRed that i could fall asleep.
to bad i can`t );
jengjengjeng
bulan ramdhann ; the month where everybody starves , think about food , has dry lips and SMELLY breath
ouu baby , when i grow up i wnna be like jackie chan
eh kao taww , md haziq ade levi's sakk
pkai satu set dengan jeans jeans.
mampos , ako sendiri takde.
kecik kecik daa branded.

ou in the morning , i went to school alone.
then i sat inside near the window.
got this sec 1 guy sit beside me.
then i listened to whine up uhh
terus daa high shiok sendiri nak joget taww
tapi ako gelek gelek pantat jumpjump siket
terus si dekktu tengok ako semacam :x

da gitu cerite nari.

wazssap yo
nari ako lmbt gi skola ngan kawan kwan (:
abeh pagi pagi sumpah nari ngan semalam mereka mereka highh
ms tay nari semalam takdatg.
jadi semua shiok sendiri'
kekekkeke
nari ade ncc tawww
fun uhhh.
excited yooou , marching.
but siket jer sesak napas
mampos. tak samapi 20 min march.
then we camouflage yoouu
di pokok pokok! wakkdusssh sungguh menarik
abeh semuarang tangan gatal.
like literally , biler kene diam my hand mennigil
& i found out the rest were also itchy , hahahaha
(this is haww i feel uhh
that person got her rank , but please uhh
dont get too caught up with power
it really sucks)
abehh tuu kami berlepakan and beketawe tawe
& i found my suami(S) ( scandal uhhh :x)
i kno you all jealous!
huahuahuahuahuahua.

besok puasa bebb
ako good girl oke puase.
insyallah` besok ehh
slamat ramadannn semua!