i gotta go find myself a boyfriend.
nadira's boyfie home for buka , which is in like 15 mins.
and then My elder sis's with her husband.
so imma be all alone , sitting quietly , shiok sendiri - ing.
In the mean time , i shall have haziq as my boyfie.

Today literally rained non stop.
i took the bus to school , but still i was wet all the down from the bus stop to school walk.
yes , i walked , cause i was scared i fell :X sofia and masshu ran tho , brani sey.
ouh , i walked on a deep puddle of water and got my shoes and socks all wet and sticky.
eeerg!@#$%^ disgusting oke.
& english exam sucked.
i didnt kno what i was writting.
i was shivering , under the fan.
my sitting position right at the front , facing the whiteboard.
all i see it mr chee scratching his butt , sneekly.
i swear he was! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

oke bye , less then 10mins to buka (:

Singapore's weather sumpah abnormal.
here and there , it rains ohsoheavily.
then again , its screeching hot but alil windy

ive been sleeping sometimes in class.
& everytime i wake up my eyes are blurry.
its not like normal blurry uhh.
its like 3/4 i cannot see blurry
and damn it scares me
20 mins or so it fades away.

tmr starts the 1st paper of EOY.
& its english
ive never been this worried for english
but now ... newsapaper writting.
i failed last time , 12/30
then i took retest the other day , but still 12/30
):

Start mugging now , its never too late ... i think (:

i went to take the bus late today.

bus was only one deck & boy was it fuuuull

i got a sit tho (:

then i saw this telok kurao girl.
her hairs` ohsobeautiful i swear.

its curly , but unlike mine.

i was and still am jealous.

sometimes i really do feel like shaving off my hair and hope it will grow straight.

i got to school after the first bell just as it started drizzling.
i wanted to stick my toungue out , sumpah , then jengjengjeng.

so then 1st period was english & english exams are on thursday btw.turns around
then after 2 long periods , it was time fo p.e.!
we had to do gymnastics .... again.
boring oke. 1st1st uhh.
then i like doing the rolls to the front.
ohhh haw i wished i would have been active in sec 1s.
i used to love playing at north park , infront of my school.
we used to do flips arnd the incline pull up things.
play block catching all kinds of those stuff.
look at me now , im fat and uglier , hahahahahahha.
serves me right hahahaa

mother toungue was next and we got brownies.
the ones we orded last week.
i ordered half a big brownie , $7
i think mr haris is like a wonderful teacher oke
he has reallyreallyreally bought life to the malay department.
he teaches better than any teacher , making me absorb loads of things.
im glad to have had him as my malay teacher.
its probaly the last lesson with him

ace we had our old CAS and SAs marks , to aim the marks we need to get to even get a pass.
i was horrifid oke.
i need to get like 65 marks for SA2 maths to get 54 marks overall.
imagine that laaa
mampos ehhh// mati siang , rip syakazaka

geog had to do ca6 test ...again.
mr chew lost the score sheet
dotdotdot.

ou & today i tried wasabi on sushi.
i wanted to try it so badly.
i smelt it first , thinking hat it wont be like what people have said.
i took half a bite.
as it got into my month , the strong smell started mt taste buds.
as i began to chew , it tasted like greeengrass and green herbs.
when it soon began scatter around my mouth ,i could feel the heat.
the sensation heat up my tounge all the way out my nostrils.
i could really breathe from the running nose i was having.
it tasted so horrible yet so sensational.
i would want to try it again , but this time , not really tasting it (:

EHHH OIII!
DONT SKIP READING THIS PART.
ESPEACIALLY YOU PEOPLES.
I went home yesterday thinking how a big fucking bitch ive been.
so , i would like to say
zizie , janelle , aqilah , atiikah , aisyah , sofia & masshy.
ive done loads to make you feel down low , so , sorry.
sumpah sorry
&& dont terasa if i jeling at you uhhh.
cause im trying really hard not to roll my eyes , FYI

OKE , i felt really bad after skipping ncc yesterday.
my parents didnt let me go , really.
but i felt bad beceause after that i went out with friends.
that my parents alllow

we went to barangbarang at the payar lebar.
i love the lifts.
you can see almost everything from the transparent window in the lift.
so we met aisyah & atiikah then , and off we went to lj.
we reached there early and ordered our food to get it later.
then we got our drinks first.
not even 7 minutes of having it , the medium sprite of mine was all over the floor.
it spilled , ):
that day i lost $2
then now ... hahahahhahaa , oke
so we went to walk arnd the geylang bazar.
bought bunge api and played with it (:
zizie got burned tho.
then one by one had to go , left with me aisyah & zizie.
then zizie wanted to meet ally so we tagged.
it was boring oke. , walking around&around.
wakkdusssh m penat kaki lu lo.
suda dong.
it was just a 21st night september with the girls (:

Bunge api (:

HehehehehhheooooOOorthis i find extremely +___+we were doing burst , 4 shots. i wanted to kiss aisyah . skali ku pusing die tengar cium kuu.1st picture mulut tengagah muke teperanjat second .. ahhahahahaha!i laughed out loud looking at this over again.

I miss this kiddo. He's at his grandma's house now ):He's finally 6 months , half a year.Imagine that.Mohammad Haziq Bin Noraszaman.

ive been so distracted from being angry and irritated all the time.
i get easily angry at my mother ):
she was cleaning the study room.
and then she found an old grey envelope.
i looked at it hard before answering her question . wheather it was mine or not.
it was an old velentines` card.
i didnt kno wheather to say yes or no.
i nodded and shook my head altogether.
then she walked smiling to herself =______________=
this is what i hate.
clean ups & she goes through my stuffs.

you guys may have noticed it , you guys may have , but i have been having terrible moods swings the whole week.
its really getting on my nerves.
its like everyday i wake up unhappy.
the bus/mrt rides cheer me up so that they could just get crushed later in the morning.
its been ups and downs and all way round
i just feel so insucered.

tmr's gonna be a tiring day.
there's hist and science test.
& im ohsoscared cause my hist book is under the table & i just cant understand electricity!
& there's gonna be ncc tommorrow , ):
ussually im excited .. but again? during puasa?
im not sure i want to go ... im not even sure im allowed to go.
my parents got cranked up about last weeks`
& after school we councillors gots to hurry down to the mph to meet mr Leong.
idky , but im scared :x
30 mins plakk tuu.
&& theres gonna be council camp fo i dunnoe what on the 14 & 15. )):
im not really sure to be excited or sad.
i love camps .. but . alahai ..

oke lo , & we've finally finished 1 week in bulan ramadhan (:

i sad uhh.
today was supose to go buka out with them.
skali jengjengjengjeng.
i thought fo once a planned outing would work.
but then it didnt uhh.
i remeber the unplanned outing with syaa.
then it turned out to be funnn.
maybe we shouldnt play oke girls.
sedih uhh , i was so excited taww.

& stop being racist.
your race isnt much of a bog shot either kan?

tuesdays are the longest day of the week dontcuu think?

ouou , i love ramadhan & aidilfitri.
every year in ramadhan , i'll have the tasties bubur , pita and kebabs from geylang & dengdengs too!
i mean like , how often do you it kurma.
&& aidilfitri!
longtongs , kueh mueh , rendang & all those.
i know , i sound like this fat foodaholic .. but i really do love these two months!

nothing happened much today.
i got angry in the morning.
im having mood swings laa

and im soo happy now , i could jump on tops of building withhhh YOooooUUU
hehehe , BUUUUUUt , too bad , my block is having the roofing construction
its really frustrating the noise is! early morning weekends with the sounds of buldozes.

& i want to say hello to aiyshaaa`.
oke bye

ngakk 5 ramadan si.
sungguh cepat iya

pagipagi i running nose seyy
then in the bus cold like asdfghjkl!
in school i changed to red p.e.
the one aisyah used for her camp.
bau air kencing + sea water.
(ahhahahahahhaa , takde laa//)
i felt so red you knooooooooo
hahhahahaha.
padahal-padahal , i wanted to use that fo home use
cause a few days after i bought it , ms cheng said gonna change p.e
then idk where inside my closet already it was stuffed.
takpe laaa $4 && i love the material.

english was typicaly boring.
p.e was interesting to me.
kan fun? with alyyssaaaaaaa. short form alice (:
i felt like a ballerina , ekekekkekekekekeke

recess had to do duty.
&& i really hate it oke , i felt like throwing chairs all over!

then had mother toungue.
didnt learn anything much
just this and that
ace was just afrigging waste of time.
sumpah irritating taww.
i drew stick mans.
mampoos laa!

geog i sat right in front!
huahuhahaa , i really wanted to study oke
cause i just got to kno ,
exams are next week & 2 days.
andand m i wanna take geog not hist.

after school had to stey back for english.
i was really really irritated oke
i did everything correctly , then mrs willman said wrong , do again
i do agian she said the same thing.
then padahalpdahal , i did everything correctly in the end when i told her to recheck

i got home and was really irritated.
i was angry at myself & my really stuffy
it made it hard to breathe.
i even scearmed and shouted in the room.

& yes syaaa` we saw _____________________________
hahahahaha , kiki sumpah stalker!

weekends are normal.
haziq's alittle noiser tho.
but nothing much.
im soooooo b0REDdd , i havent study.
&& im bored.

lettalk shitcraps yo.
i want to go geylang.
that time i go search fo clothes.
then can , sissy saw this red kebaye.
then i looked in the mirror , sumpah macam pompan cine dalam kebaye
i laughed to myslef tawwww
thenthen , hmm.
i got my ear pierced.
it hurt like asdfgjl when i go to sleep
i think i need to pee.
but im to lazy :X
ou i think i wanna marry an italian when i grow up.
or o black guy , sungguh hawwwwt taww!
i want to go geylang.
eat kebabs & dengdeng fo buka
im so restless now.
ou && i hope wednesday's buka out with the girl menjadi/

okebye

hello ehh seuma
sungguh menunguuh bored si
almk , i swear im like so asdfghjk boRed that i could fall asleep.
to bad i can`t );
jengjengjeng
bulan ramdhann ; the month where everybody starves , think about food , has dry lips and SMELLY breath
ouu baby , when i grow up i wnna be like jackie chan
eh kao taww , md haziq ade levi's sakk
pkai satu set dengan jeans jeans.
mampos , ako sendiri takde.
kecik kecik daa branded.

ou in the morning , i went to school alone.
then i sat inside near the window.
got this sec 1 guy sit beside me.
then i listened to whine up uhh
terus daa high shiok sendiri nak joget taww
tapi ako gelek gelek pantat jumpjump siket
terus si dekktu tengok ako semacam :x

da gitu cerite nari.

wazssap yo
nari ako lmbt gi skola ngan kawan kwan (:
abeh pagi pagi sumpah nari ngan semalam mereka mereka highh
ms tay nari semalam takdatg.
jadi semua shiok sendiri'
kekekkeke
nari ade ncc tawww
fun uhhh.
excited yooou , marching.
but siket jer sesak napas
mampos. tak samapi 20 min march.
then we camouflage yoouu
di pokok pokok! wakkdusssh sungguh menarik
abeh semuarang tangan gatal.
like literally , biler kene diam my hand mennigil
& i found out the rest were also itchy , hahahaha
(this is haww i feel uhh
that person got her rank , but please uhh
dont get too caught up with power
it really sucks)
abehh tuu kami berlepakan and beketawe tawe
& i found my suami(S) ( scandal uhhh :x)
i kno you all jealous!
huahuahuahuahuahua.

besok puasa bebb
ako good girl oke puase.
insyallah` besok ehh
slamat ramadannn semua!

almk nari gerek laa bedaah
best starting of the term ever so yet.
had english which was a total bore
i was in a hyped up mood not bothered at all to listen to the teacher
P.E was next! did gymnastics
to me it was like uber cool la ehh?
wahahhahaha & so hyperly funnn
recess & malay which cikgu didnt came
&& we _________________
hahahahahahhaa , oke quiet.
giggles out loud*
ace didnt some group work
& geog shiok sendiri(:





after school got an ice cream cone from ms tay
skirt kuu pun ngaak makan si.
comot benar , chocolate iyaaaa
at arnd 2.50 we went off to simei , ms tay's treat to sakura

wakkkkKKKDushh , excited benget si!
we bought dishes and ate with rice.
sedap oke && ordered ice cream too
ahahhaha , see syaza eats ice creaaaam!
thanks alot ms tay ((:
hand arnd with the girls alittle.
bought a new waterbottle , matches with iika
hahuahuahuahuahuhaa.
krg buy samesame uhhh baru best
kekekee.


kiki & syaa , hah , i sometimes get really sick of you guys talking abt krg pehh and that onethat one
hahahhahaha , paham paham ahh
& there's more to it bt i decided nt to post it.
sryy!

& some older pics

eh eh its saturdayyyyyyyyy!
holidays have just gone to waste with me doing nothing at all

the other day i went to geylang , tanjong katong complex
&& this year's colour is BLUUUUUUUUE
so langsir berjalan okeeee//
i havent bought mine but sissy boyght her's already
ohohohoho.
puase is this thursday tawww.
& im still paying back.
i wont be fasting on mon but on tues then it will be all over
atleast fo a day

ouuu , girlfriends are out to ATC.
imissin' them soooooooo`

& im craving fo ben& jerrys (:

Yesterday was funnnn!
we sat at the middle part the back row.
wohoooo , && BARB made me high like asdfghjkl;
damn gerek laa sehh
syaa' elsa & effa we damn fabbb
eventhough BARB didnt get it through the wildcard , who cares?
im still a suporter.
i didnt go like , damnimmmit waste my time here barb didnt go in blablablablabla whatever
other than barb , we supported FENDDDDDDDDDI
super power bebb , and we even took a picture with him (;
so yes , dont go all "hahahaahhahaa" oke.
BARB made me highhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
&& sissy even said she saw me on teveee
comfirm muke kekek beb
and i wont even bother to watch live the dream anymoreee hahahaha

ohooo , im comfirmed changing my password by the end of the week
the password is
purple flakes
oke yaaa bestsaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ako lame ehh tak update
hehhhh , malas beb
im just wasting my time by sleeping this holidays.
yes yes YES , STUUUUUDYYYY LAAA SYAZA!
im fasting tawww.
dari monday.
yesterday i went out with sofia & masshy.
go airport , didnt do much , just waste time.
then buka kat popeyeeeee.
im popeye the sailor mann.
mkn ayam.
it was good uhhh.
but then after that ako pening si.
kekeke , im not a bug fan of chicken pieces.
but fo bandito i will.

nari malan gue ngok live the dream si.
dengan biribiri kuuuu
vote BARB iyaaaaaa
masehh

ehh you knoo!
ive been dreaming about my teeth alot lately.
its been dropping off.
in my dream ive been searching fo a dentist alot.
but then i wake up.
what does that mean ehh.
its not the first time tawww.