tired of;
planning, annoying idiots, people who lie, hypocrites, insensitive people, ants, people not replying my texts.
Fck ya'all k.

GPA on saturday was hella exciting. I enjoyed every part of prss's performance, it even gave me goosebums eh esp Qam lah omg!After that back to school and headed off to bugis with the rest.

Prolly one of the best nights in a while. Really enjoyed myself with the really good company and endless laughters with all of us secretly being dragons in disguise. Got veryvery mabuk when i got home, unfortunately. Anw, CONGRATZ on prrs's gpa on winning 1st, again :D

                      

Sweet dreams til sunbeams find you.

I'd totally feel the same way helga :)

Cant seem to get myself to sleep more. So used to sleeping only 6 hours a day that i actually couldnt sleep anymore after 8am. pft.

WHAT WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR.

HELL YES IT RAIN IN THE MORNING!

THANK YOU GOD, IT FELT SO GOOOOOOOOOOOD :>

Dont get me wrong. I cant help it. Sorry.

moving on, i feel really down. heart to heart talk anyone? im feeling.. girl-friend-ish.

OK I FEELING FEELING NAK G KL AND NAK KUAY TEOW KL PLZ

Today aft malay in the morning, i saw a. (hehehehehehehhehehe) My heart couldnt stop pumping so fast and i really got overly excited til i couldnt even move.
Over exagerrating much. hehehe
but i didnt get this excited when i saw a two weeks ago. hehehhe

ok shall take a power nap and back to physics. wheeeee~

Its been a long week and HELL F YES, ITS FINALLY THE WEEKENDS!

Common test results.
my malay.
F9.
holy crap.
i really can't let go of the fact that i really got a f9. i am ashamed, worried, frustrated and top of it all, really sad.

Tuesdays
Tuesdays are always long. aft sch math remidial(well sometimes) and then istavin til 5.30. Istavin is honestly such a waste of time. Its like.. defeating it's purpose. I dont get motivated nor do i learn how to study at the end of the day. haiy..

Thursday
I love P.E. on thursdays! lessons per usual and head off to catch alice in wonderland with xinyu&aqilah. wanted to meet ikaa bee tapi penattttttt ): meet up soon plz 72girls? Even if its 5 minutes like the last time we met, just as long as we meet :)


NCC
I srsly love the people, the company, the everything. hahahaha. Omgossshhhh my part cs are going to spec course sia! i rmmbr when i first took them in part a and some time in part b. now back again with them... haiy they grow up so fast. hehehehehehehe.

Plus, i feel so sloppy with my hair and glasses. ergh.

heheh
hehehe
hehehehehhe :)

HAD LOTS TO SHARE 

BUT 

LOST THE BLOGGING MOJO

LOL

STAY TUNED

JUST FINISHED CHEM AFT 4 1/2 HRS. HOLY CRAP I AM SHO TIRED MY FINGERS HURT ):
STILL GOT LOADS OF HOMEWORK TO DO AND HISTORY TEST TO STUDY
*DIES*

OH AND HEARD ABOUT THE EARTHQUAKE IN CHILLIE? EARTHQUAKE=TSUNAMI. HAIY, SO SCARY.

I THINK IM CONSUMING THINGS I SHLDNT.

SWEET DRINKS/SWEETS/NUTELLA -,-

I REALLY GOT TO STOP

THAT TO.

HELP

HAI, AND IM GLAD WE'RE IN GOOD TERMS NOW :)

SUN

OK AS PROMISED, HOW I SPENT MY LONG CNY WEEKEND.

ON VDAY, MET SAF SYA AND KI. INITIAL PLAN WAS RAILWAY BUT ENDED UP IN SGH FOR CHEERS, AND BOTANICALS LATER. PICTURES, FUN AND LAUGHTER, SOON LEFT FOR SIMPANG BEDOK TO MEET.. DAN EDDY ISK DIL AISYAH&BF AND JEN LATER. HAD DINNER AT BADOQUE(EDDY BLANJA HUAKHUAK) LEPAK AT PLAYGROUND NEARBY AND PLAYED TRUTH OR TRUTH X.X 

NEXT DAY ON MONDAY, HEADED TO COUSIN'S FOR STEAMBOAT AND BBQ.

TUESDAY AT XINYU'S FOR CNY. STEAMBOAT AGAIN X.X"" HAD A GREAT TIME PLAYING MUDERER AND INDIAN POKER WITH THE REST <3

SO THATS IT :)



IM REALLY DARK NOW. I AM SO SCARED TO GO UNDER THE SUN. ONLY A FEW MINTUES UNDER THE SUN ON SATURDAY AND I HAVE A SHIRT TAN LINE WTF RIGHT.
OH CONGRATZ TO PRSSFSDTEAM!! I THINK I WAS AS NERVOUS AS THEY WERE OUT THERE HAHAHA BUT OMG THEY DID IT BETTER THAN EXPECTED UNTIL I HAD GOOSEBUMS. EEEEK!

FCK ALL OF YOU. DONT FCKNG TALK TO ME. NONE OF YOU'ALL CAN BE FCKNG TRUSTED. & IF YOUR FUCKING SAD, WHAT DO YOU THINK I FCKNG FEEL?

MY FOREHEAD HAS TWO DIFFERENT VISIBLE TONES PLUS A BERET LINE. WHY DO I GET DARK EASILY ):

P.S.
DEAR YOU,
I JUST NEED SPACE. I KNOW I HAVENT BEEN THE WAY I AM LATELY BUT IT REALLY MAKES ME SAD THE WAY YOU DONT EVEN BOTHER. WHY CANT YOU START A PROPER CONVERSATION WITH ME OR EVEN ASK ME WHATS WRONG? MAYBE I CAN'T CONSIDER YOU A FRIEND EITHER.

LOTS OF MISSES,
XXX

I WOULD LIKE TO THANKS GOD FOR A SUPER WINDY DAY.

WILL UPDATE MY LONG WEEKEND, VDAY/CNY WHEN I GET PICTURES. MEANTIME, THIS SPACE SEEMS TOO BARE.......

SO

RELEASE YOUR INNER DRAGON... ON DAYS YOU DO NOT HAVE A BLOCKED NOSE.

SCH WAS SUCH A BORE TDY. BAZAAR & CONCERT WAS UNEXCITING. AFTER SCH LUCH WITH HAZ AND AISYAH AT RASA21. RUSHED BACK TO SCH, WHICH WAS PROLLY A HUGE MISTAKE. CLD HAVE SPENT MY WEDNESDAY AFTERNOON AT THE GYM OR DOING MALAY. INSTEAD ME AND HAZ WERE UNAPPREACIATED AND... SUNBURNT(WELL ME AT LEAST).GOT FUCKED UP, WENT HOME AND UNINTENTIONALLY VENT OUT MY ANGER AT THE KIDS

WANTED TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD HOW PISSED I WAS, BUT, I DONT KNOW, I GUESS I CANT BE BOTHERED..

NOW BACK TO SCHOOL... PE'S FIRST THING TMR! WHEEEEE~

600th

Ok proper post. I shall update whatever i can rmmbr.

Last week, we had a suprise birthday party for sushil. Met her at 5ish and headed for pasir ris for frozen yogourt. It tastes way better than frolicks sia yum yum. Downtown and we started bumping into hella lots of poeple. In the end brought dan and nas along since we met them in cheers to fly kite~ "FLY LIKE THE WIND BULLSEYE" Haiy to bad epic fail.. Lepak-ed, walked at the beach and TADAAA SUPRISE!

Whole week aft school been busy with class deco, stretching, fsd and finally on friday, some de-stress shopping. I think my whole class went out after school on friday hahahahaha. headed to 313 and bugis. Met the rest of the girls and headed of to amsterdam = brownies and sheaahehehahshehsha hohoho. Stayed with girlfd while the rest went home. Been long since i went home that late hohoho

Had only a few hours of sleep and was awaken abrutly cus of fsd in sch. A few hours in the sun and im already sunburnt!!!!!!!! ): ): ): Sho sad ok, my nose mcm reindeer ):

Watching bulletproof monk on channel 5 with dad.
woohoo

Sometimes i don't know who my real, true friends are and i bet everyone feels this way at some point in their lives.. There's just so many lies and exploitation in between. Im drowning in my insecurities so can i please run away from reality?
(-emo93@hotmail.com, dont forget to add me up ok)

Ok, smile.

Alot s'been gg on lately and i promise a proper update soon.
Right now i feel.. i dont know how to explain it.. maybe just tired.
yeh...... tired.
CT week has been tough.
I definately do not have any confidence in my english nor my humans.
Math and malay are a definate fail. I did beyond horrible for my malay, never before that low ):
My spirits are dempened but i am still motivated to get the last paper done properly..
I think.
Hopefully.
That will be some comfort for the papers i did badly, right?

Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaa ok cheer up go study now last ppr already!!
ANW,HAPPY SWEET 17TH SUSHIL KAUR~

:<

Im hating how everybody's been. Everyone, even close friends have been very selfish, very very selfish. maybe its the pressure or stress or wdvr BUT CAN YOU ATLEAST HAVE THE DECENCY TO ASK/ANSWER NICELY? and its f everyone ok. people are just so selfish & even worse, they clearly show it. assholes.

fck i dont think i can pass any of my common tests.

haiy sho angry now super sad. i nak g shopping uh plz~

My eyes arez so itchy errrrrrhhhhhhh zzzzz x.x
I dont think i can pass my english :< Shall not give up hope, yet. ok ok?

xxxx