White or Black shoes?

Salutations!....... Monday was a fine start. Got results back for maths and POA taken last week and im definately pleased with both results esp POA(A2 ok!) During recess i got 10c(!) Cause i was like some begger along the corridors playing H's guitar. Thats Awesome k, and maybe alil insulting hahha, but my first penny out of making music! After school bucked up again on my POA with Safirah, my exco nominated president friend, whom i think got really irritated and pissed cause she was teaching and i got really distracted :x

Met Aiyshaleeeeee afterwards in the evening but the library was closing so we decided to go somewhere else. Was back at square one, under a void deck near one and only school. For a Monday night, it was pretty quiet even though it was 10+++ Had some creeps about while walking home from the bus stop to my house(bahahahaha)

Lessons were really interesting today. I stayed awake throughout and im proud to say im improving in my malay!^^ Got another 10c cause Yana's Boyfriend threw a 10c on the floor(purposely cause he didnt picked it up) So another 10c for me! In this rate, 10cs everyday, i'll be pocketfilled! Yay! After school had NCC preparations for SSC. Stayed til about 6+. Had many laughters with the girls out of school and in bus 3! Now i just got home, rushing for some teacher's day powerpoint. shitttttttttz.

I hope.. i hope it doesnt rain tmr! D: I want P.E.!

(Picture above ^^ during SYFOC, Spot me, my face is humogous!)

I want to go shopping with faauuuuuuuuzi. Ahhhh but im feel so down and i can barely get out of bed. I think Hachilah's tired too. I texted her last night and she only replied today, 24hrs later. That girl can sleep +_________+

I miss someone. Im even back to drawing and colouring. Ok so, i think im looking foward to next week. Gonna be busy but hey now, the week after that its sept holiday!(Plus the start of bulan Ramadhan) I atill hate the fact that i have camp during sch holidays + fasting month. Oh well, might as well make the best of it! Allah's testing our endurance. ^__^

Anws, Mam says im too soft.. i need to be more garang to the Part As. I want to be the girl version of the HULK! Buhahahahhaha!

(Click image for for a bigger view, its super cute i tell you.) Toodles!

I hate yr smiley faces.

I hate this feeling. Goosebums and feeling cold, Dry coughs and Continuous sneezes. Not to mention being nauseous all the time after a meal, like recess just now. Hungry,Ate and had nauseated after half a plate. Wtfuckfuckfuck!
Maybe its lack of my beauty sleep? Maybe it was the chocolate that made my throat tinglish? Or Maybe it was walking home with a preganant backpack? Hahahahahahaha shut up.

Ohwell, have a great weekend everyone.
&Happy 18th mooooooooooooooooooooooonths :)

Trip to HQ was enjoyable. The briefing lasted for only 40mins but the trip back forth was 2++ hours. Oh well, Had fun playing card with buds.I did manage to come to school at 6.30 on wednesday(pfttttt it rained anw) but i came before 7! And today i reached school VERY, very early for the election. All i have now are multiple eyebags );
My thursdays are long, Classes end at 2.30. Ive been skipping thursdays for the last 3/4 weeks(Trainfire,Imtpractice,Imt,Brownieselling,Blazer(ok this i purposely skipped and even got to watch some parts of the lunchtimeconcert!))

&I think Cikgu reads my blog... Hello Cikgu!

&I dont want to come THAT early to school anymore. Bahhahahaa.

&I GOT SO MANY HUGS! YEY!^^

Hachilah!

Switched back to my SonyEricsson phone in the morning. Was laughing to myself in the bus looking back at our sec2 pictures. Hillarious i tell you, and our faces! Hahaha price-less. The bus came unussually late today and i was Stressed. Got to school arnd 7.26ish! Wth?!?! Just when im improving +______+ No matter, I have to be in school by 6.30 tmr!

4 FREE PERIODS! Yeah! Me and Khayrul started mugging for POA. After that abit of math and then the rest of the time we chilled and they played my Geetar. Irritating i swear! Yeah people have been wondering why i brought my geetar and i was just too stressed out or irritated to answer. Muhuahuahuahuahuahua. After recess was POA test and then Math test, both i think&i hope i can have a passing mark :D

After school, baked brownies..again. Spent saturday in sch to bake for FIVE hours. Bahhhhhhhhh, after that i still went shopping :) Ok anw, stayed in school til very very late and got home with Kiks and Iskandhar. I think i was irritating. Sorry. Hahahahhaa/

TOMMORROW! 20082008

Hachilah-san's(and her twin's)(The picture above) 15th Birthday! Bahahahha Did you know i love this girl manymany. I got to know her better after being in the same class and we're pretty close now. We hadnt been apart(even at night) since Shuqun synergy camp/Spec course and even SYFOC. Tho we had many arguements, we know we cant be angry at each other ._______. She's one hyper crazy energetic lovable girl and i love her to bits and pieces. (&I hope you read this HAZIRAH!)

&Tmr, we're going HQ for a briefing. Bahahaha BUS NOMBOR 72!

Oh and i miss hugs from many,many people. Aiyshalee' Iqqa Farah Heryani bahhhhhhh I want hugs =D

Nausea

Bhahaha. POA and MATH CA tommorrow. Dang it, ive got a feeling i'll forget everyting at the first question .. Worse stil, what if i forget to bring my calculator(!!!!!!!)

"Syaza get off the comp and start revising bitcchhhhhhh!" Toodles~

Im sick of baking brownies. And i should be out now, but im lazy + half hearted. Blahhhhhhh

I had two excuse slips today, Only two hours of lessons. Selling brownies was a bore but Part A imt was quite enlightening. Im so proud of you girls, you did an awesome job, Serious shitzxz!
Back in school the resuts were out.. & Im honestly, really happy :) Congrats to IQQA too, Yeay i love her manymany.

Okdone! I have a feeling tmr's gonna be draggy. Ahhhhhhh

Brwonies2}

(Ive got a pimple on my forehead} My lenses are fkng dry & One of my earholes closed up!)

Was pretty quiet today without half of the NA people not around. Bahhhh its gonna be the same tommorow. No fun no fun!
Worked my brain off today! Maths, For 6/7 full periods! No kidng. Two periods of maths to start of the day, which we were given a wrksht. After that PE timing for a friend(i did my last week and passed!), Standing board Jump and Sit and Reach. Bahh all cause' of 2.4, I'll never ever ever get a gold ): After recess with 2 periods of maths again doing the worksht and a free period after that completing the worksht. And then 2 periods of ACE used to go through the answers for the workshts. A good workout for my brain tho, not as many careless mistakes :D

After school baked BROWNIES! Yeah omgx i swear, tired shitz! The ingredients and mixing and cutting and packing :0 (Our brownies are really good k.) So this project is by the 3NA malay students under the malay department. Unlike last year, The money will be given to the orphanage. Maybe the ratio of the brownie may be a tinsy bit small.. but its for charity! So come down a support us from tmr, 14th august- 22 august! Thnkyvm~

Yeay Brownies!

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Since Monday was a public holiday, We went to have a picnic at Pasir ris park together with the Bgss people. Yeah well cycled abit, played around with cute ang moh kids and done. Was enjoyable enough :) Thanks Xinyu!

Today didnt start off so well.. I brushed my nose in the toilet while wanting to wash my teeth. Kinda stupid the way it happen... my nose had the cool sensation of Colgate all the way til i left the house. Blearghhhhh. Got my way to school alright but i got really woozy in my stomach during morning assebely. Til I got up to class i feel like i could vomit outxz any time(!!!) Then Danial gave me a brownie that he baked and wrapped in alluminium foil last night which distracted me and i felt better, all good and bubbly again :) Yay thanks Danial for the brownie! :) Lessons blah blah blah and after school i got my guit back! Kiks's came down to my place(wonders of living only a few blocks away!) and we "feelingfeeling" Meg and Dia and called ourselves Ki and Syaka! Yeahz it was hectic and fun, playing only one cover in two hours :)

Watching our hearts in soil, Grow mold..

/EDITTED

ahhhhhhhhh Danial's brownies are YUMMY! Makes me melt melt meltzxz and give me a chocolately 3 year old rush inside :)Nasriah, When you do get married with Danial, count yourself lucky cause he can bake.

Monster

080808 was fine. I couldnt get my stockings on time so.......... i was stocking-less.
After a while i had blisters on toes :0

Yesterday... Yeay happy national day!& Happy 15th Sofia! Caught fireworks with Aiyshaleeee' and Syafiq&CO. Fireworks again! Fireworks, i like~~ Hung arnd for abit and got home with my escort. Hahaha ha he's so sweet lah want to send me all the way =,= Good thing tho, cause i'd be so scared and it was already what nearing midnight and i'd be alone & its the 7th month :0 !

Okdone! I love sundays :)

Frustrated? How should i feel?

ergh tired tired tired tired, tired.
Finally its thursday. Just when i thought about the long weekend. i remembered i have ushering for our school Grand Opening tommorow ....

:) And yesterday we had cross country! I already had a warm up before even reaching Pasir Ris park. Yeah i ran to the bus stop at TPJC just to catch the same bus with friends. And then i found out ........... there was another bus behind =,=" Hahah ahahha. Walked at first. Cause i was lazy. (heee) So walked with Jen and 3a1 girls. Halfway i got really boooooooooooooored and they were walking very very,very slow so i decided to run the rest of the way til the last checkpoint. &then i regretted not running from the start cause it was so much fun^^ Oh well, next year + next next year aite!~~~~~
(Oh and it was my first time running cross country for three years)
After that I went shopping with the girls! I still want a gazilion things but.. (money come from tree =,=")
I need to get new sch shoes ): My Vans are really worn out. Im thinking about getting converse black? Yeah maybe? Plus i want to get Topshop high cut sneakers! Sale lah sale lah! Half price!

:o talking about shoes .......... i need to get stockings for (mysexylegs) tmr.

Its only monday but feels like a friday.

So yesterday, met Eddy a lil before 6 to get DANIALHAKIMPUTRA's present. I tell you, shopping with that boy is hard. I never knew guys could be so picky and choosy*hehehe* Well both of us had different tastes so it took quite a while...
Arnd 830, i went off to the airport to sent off my dearly cousins and aunt. Gosh, i had that feeling i was going to cry but i didnt lah, i stood strong :D & DID YOU KNOW, aft 2 months being in singapore, Adrian must have been influenced by us Singaporeans in having the lah at the end of each sentence. Well thats something he can bring back home yeahh

Had a long morning assembely due to prize presentation which was very entertaining :) Cikgu was MIA for MT so we had two free periods with no teachers. After that continued watching AUGUST RUSH for english. I give AUGUST RUSH a solid 4/5 star! Yes, it is a must watch when you need that tingly feeling inside for all occasions. Plus! The movie made me miss my guitar very much );
Recess was chaotic and the inspirational talk was ............... inspiring :) I mean whoa .. to be disabled waist and below and to have accomplished amazing achievements that most men with no disables have not? Whoa. Whoa. Whoa.
Abit of POA next and got back our maths results for maths. Dissapointing really. I wonder really, what's happening to me? I used to be such a good math student and just went i step into sec3, i go way downnnnnnnnnnn? Come on Xyza, wake up! I want to be the bestestzx math student(lol) and make mr ng vproud :D

Anyway, ive been having severe moodswings the whole day. To be honest i was really pissed for uncountable reasons after school. Its ok now, tmr will be a better day.. EXCEPT THE FACT THAT MY NOTEBOOK HAS A VIRUS @@@@@@@#$%%^&&&&&&&&! AND THE WORDS ON TOP(im crushed black ..........) JUST CANT SEEM TO FIT THE SCREEN. . Now im stuck using this PC pffffftttttttttt how sad lah

To aidika;
I sincerely feel that you have made a right decision. I really admire you, I dont think i could have stay strong on this long if i were in your position. Yeah girl, i think i owe you big time. Make your ma and dad proud ey! Follow up the steps like your sister did :)

Yeah plus lastly, Happy 15th to Danial!(After searching long and hard, Eddy forgot to bring his present today =,=" )

Yes done with the week. ZOmygodx common tests were +_+ Plus just when i thought i came rather early for school THE WHOLE WEEK, i came a little after 7.20 friday. But nevertheless, *patsmyselfontheback*
My eyes have been hurting alot lately and my lenses just dont want to stick to my pupils! Im back to wearing my Sec 1 black rimmed glasses, HAHA.
I got myself into ushering! Pftt, luckily it isnt under council. So all we did was just slack arnd in the canteen til arnd 7. Had Pizza party for our Part Ds. Everything seems to be flying fast these days. Just yesterday it was my first day in NCC and the part ds were part Bs! Well it wasnt yesterday ... plus! They're already taking their N/O levels prelims.

I went to catch the fireworks yesterday. Fireworks just gives you this tingling feeling inside and makes you feel like a 5 year old again. Such a magnificant feeling really.

So my cousins are going home today, after 2 months. 2months too short?

Straitjacket Feeling.

Was Friendstering when i bumped to DANIAL'S profile and i couldnt believe he still had GangGreenGang's photo. GGG is our "group" name that we called ourselves way back in sec 1. Hhehehehehhehe so i was alrdy laughing away and decided to go back to my old user and browse thru the old pictures. &Guess what i found ...

HAHAHAHHAHA THIS ZIZIE HERE I COULDNT STOP LAUGHING.

Kiks had many hairstyles back then. And still do.

HAHAHAHAH KHAYRUL SKINNY BONES, anw, this was way backkkkkkkkk

I think this was out Movie with SC?

(THERE WERE MORE PICTURES BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, THEY'RE DELETED ): )

So the week started. I was so excited to see everybody in sch^^ On monday morning while making my way to school ... I saw Amir and Eidzie on the other side of the roadr and they were laughing at me so i laughed along .. Out loud. Alone. Plus the surrounding people were looking at me. =,=" Monday wasnt all bad. Had hours of mugging in the library and remidial after school. Poa seriously spoiled my mood today. I never felt so ... i dont know? Frustrated?Angry?Guilty?Sad?Irritated and really really sad. I cant stop being blur and stop from being slow or whatever. The teacher just had its ways to pressurise me. Never before a teacher made me feel that way. Math and Mother tongue managed to bring me up again (= Everydays a new day, a new day to look up to!

YEAH GGG!

I AM STRESSED OUT.
I havent revised for my common tests. Hopeless, Hopeless.

Plus! I forgot to wash my sch shoes! I bought it to ubin so its filled with mud and its right shoe has a hole at the bottom. =,=" Oh my precious Vans ): I thought i could last you til half of NEXT YEAR but your in such a bad condition, you look like your 30 years old ):
Its alright, just another reason for me to buy new shoes :D

Urgh, school.

WAZSAPSZAPSZAPSZAPPPP! IM BACK! WOHOHOHOHOOOOOOOOO

Obs has been one fruitful experience i must say .. & to be back after 5 days and 4 nights from the outdoors, I feel like an alien back here in our homeland Singapore. ._.

And now a sumary of the camp!

FIRSTDAY.

Got to school waaaaaay early and say our last goodbyes to dearest friends. Kokcheong gave me sweets! He acctually went all the way back down from class to give them to me (: So upon reaching Sengkang, we waited for awhile and off we went to Pulau Ubin. It was my first time there and i was "jakon" =D Had a briefing and that was when we were seperated( I WAS SEPERATED WITH DEAREST KIKS AND SYAAA ): ) into groups with Bedok Green sec. & It was there too when we name ourselves from PasirRisGIRLSschool.*giggles* We learnt the basics of Tri-Kayaking and learnt also haw to capsize after that.

SECONDDAY.

Had very fun PT and some morning Games and then kayak-ed to campsite 2, Upon reaching we went absailing in the forest. Yeah. ABSAILING ON A REAL ROCK YO. COOL SHITZX UH. Had outdoor cooking for dinner, ate crunchy rice. Hhehehehe

THIRDDAY.

LAND EXPEDITION! With heavy backpacks and silly gossips and numorous amounts of mosquitoe bites! I swear the whole time i was thinking about having ICE IN MY MOUTH. awww ); The scenery was, breath taking.

FOURTHDAY.

SEA EXPEDITION. It was a good day. I really had fun kayaking. yeah 6 hours out in the sea. The scenery, no words could decribe. Even though mother nature hasnt been pretty nice cause she kept crying since the first day, she could still produce such beautiful swamps and mangrooves and its awesomely magnificsant. Everybody felt seasick but it was hella of fun! Interacted more with BGSS. They're really awesome people!

LASTDAY):

Normal pt and games. Had group interactions. And off , break camp! Had a bus ready to send us back to school. Oh boy did it feel great to be back in school! AND TO SEE ADIKA AGAIN! I was so excited, i kept on jumping til my bag broke :x

Oh and did you know i told our friends from BGSS that im korean. & Somehow they we convinced and they believed mE& and called me korean girl. Me being myself, I flattered. LOL!... Anyways im still having camp fever symthoms. YOU LIKE? I LIKEEE! I miss being in the outdoors. Home just feelsl so flat .. I miss the green green grass very much. I stucked with Chloe and Sushil and Anan Througout the camp and have come to realise how lovely they are. Not to mention the bedahs and their hillarious moments! And of course the gossip times. Yeah thats enough. OBS is history now. );

Got up early and off i went for some self studying. Til 5 i went to meet family and cousins at downtown for dinner. SAKURA BUFFET! Sadly i couldnt each much. I think my stomach got smaller. *Hhehehehehehe*

LETS START REVISING PEOPLE! COMMON TESTS COMMON TESTS!

& we're back to reality.

http://www.xanga.com/okaysetgo

Whoa. After reading this, I felt ... I teared. Im just happy, to be there for someone, and that someone the same. I love you iqqa, to bits and pieces. Me and ha-chi-lah-San will always be there for you. Im sure am going to your strawberry-licious spray );
I'll definately miss you, tall wacky monsterRrrr!

Was hangign with Arep and Shamin the other day and Arep said this ......
A:Dah sampai Ubin, Kalau kau dengar babi, kau diamdiam je. Kalu kau bau babi diamdiam je. Kalu kau dah namapk tu babi, takpe diam diam je. Ah kalau kau nampak aku & shamin, tu bahaya sikit tu!
*Hahahahahahahaa* Doesnt make sense but its fun-neh!

Ok so, im off! To my juniors take care, To my seniors Study hard! &Too all, Miss me~ (:

toodles!

Its been one hell of a week. Ups and downs, im glad im still in one piece. I followed the Part As to HQ the other day. It didnt turn out well cause i acctually had to teach them about trainfire. :0 I was really really unprepared(!!!!!)Plus my patience was wearing thin. Had some talks with farah&yani after that and i acctually felt better (:
Yesterday after missing three periods of class the day before, i felt COMPLETELY LOST. I felt so frustrated i wanted to breakdown. I kept thinking thats its only 3 periods im missing, What about the whole of next week when im off to OBS? AND the week after that are COMMON TESTS! I felt myself regret. After school did my late-homework at the eco-garden with some friends and ate witht he NPCC after. I got home at 8.30 wondering where my whole family was =,="

&Im still not mentally prepared for OBS. I havent packed a single thing and i havent bought most of the stuffs. But i am entirely excited for it^^ Yay!

&PLAINSUNSET TODAY! NAK G NAK G NAK G? But i want family chalet :D

Yani looks so adorable and lady like ( :0 ) Haha takmu kembang taw!

School is fine. I should really get my butt outta the house earlier. Its like day by day, Im reaching school later and later! Classes were normal. Ended school early today and off i went with friends to study for abit. Had late lunch + early dinner at LJS & Now im all out of money! ): I just bought new lenses that can last me for 3 months and its a different brand so say goodbye to my BEADY BLACK eyes & hello to sepet!

So its decided, Im off to OBS :) I think its about time for another getaway yeah :D

Friday~~

Last day of our elective module and thus, our final presentation! Pretty funny haw i got Best trainee =,=" I barely did anything. Anyway, My group had a presentation of our song(we just stood and the front showing our pretty lil faces) Our song is still stuck in my head and round and round and round it plays. Maybe i'll post it up yeah^ And Fauzi did his rap. Yeap so had training for abit. Was really depressing cause of the attendence but it was cool, had fun ey. Vivala! Met Eddy in the bus and a few stops after, i realised i didnt bring my ticket(!!) So me and eddy rushed back to my place and headed back tot he mrt station where we met Iswan and Sayyed. Met friends after that and off we went to victoria concert hall. Performance was Awesome. I really liked the Percussion :D

Saturday~~

Had CIP way to early in the morning. It was alright though, i was grouped with Hazirah-San, Eddy and Fathudin. The guys found themselves a FHM magazine from the newspapers we collected and that pretty much entertained them. Hhaha.

So that was it, Now finally, Back to normal lessons. Yay^^ Hmmmx and i guess i wont be coming round here much, Ive found somewhere else to blog :) Toodles~!

OBS? SCHOOL? OBS? SCHOOL?
I dont know?

When life gives you Imac,

Sitting all day infront of an Imac with air-con.(& being realeased at 1 pm) isnt as much fun as i thought it would be. It has been really mundaaaaaaane +_+
So my course, Music, requires us to play with GarageBand on Imac. Its really interesting tho but gets really frustrating til you just want to give up.
I envy the girls taking SPA. The first day they wore make up on each other and today they had their nails done(!!)*Jealousjealous* [HMM TALKING ABOUT NAILS .. I ACCTUALLY BROKE A NAIL TRYING TO BUTTON MY NO.1 :0]
Friends are taking TV and thats quite intersting too, with all the acting and flimming. Its cool really!
On Wednesday, Me adi-ka and Hazirah-san went to hq with shima and *eheeem* to return our no.1s~ We were like ADORABLE flower girls carrying oversize plastic bags with the bride and the groom strolling at the back.
We met our PartAs who were having campfeast and their innocent lil faces looked oh so bored, i pitied them.
What happened next, read it from Adi-ka's Xanga, heheeeeeee.

In other news ...............

JASON MRAZ AND NEW FOUND GLORY ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE!! OMGX OMGX OMGZZZZZZZZ *RUNSINCIRCLES*
I WANT TO SEE JASON VERY VERY BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEN HE'LL SING 'LUCKY' OR OR 'THE REMEDY' FOR ME!!! AND NFG!! OMGZ MELTZ MELTZ MELTZ BUT SINGFEST AT 300 BUCKS? ):
I barely have enough money to buy another pair of lenses!! And these current ones are already expired!
IF ONLY IF ONLY IF ONLY IF OOOOOOONLYYYYYYYY MONEEEEEEEY CAME FROM TREES. *sighs*

You're the voice i hear inside my head, the reason that im singing.
I need to find you, I gotta find you.
You're the missing piece i need, the song inside of me.
I need to find you, I gotta find you.

Hello world, Happy youth day!

Badminton with this babe up here is awesome. Oh!,Her body language and her i dont know what language she's talking, simply hillarious. & Then we talked about what's been happening. Catch up on things. Finally. And she now knows something (!!) Hmm maybe its obvious, i dont know? But it feels good having to tell someone abt it :) This girl, My kikikins, has always been there, since way back in sec 1. Eventho to me it doesnt feel the same as it used to be, im just really glad our friendship's still hanging on.

Not forgetting this girl up there. "great minds think alike" Haha i kinda miss her somehaw. She's the one i always hang out with, the innocent child of god. We havent hung out for maybe more than a month now and i terribly miss laughing with her. Hehe.

& THose were the friends. I deeply miss spending time with them. Deeeeeeeeeeeeeply. Shant elaborate any further, I shall go for a night jog :) Au revoir!

This is a story bout a girl, who cried a river and drown the whole world.

That girl up there has adorable korean like bangs now!
The school week was fine. Wednesday ended up all wrong tho. Acip/Hasif didnt get accepted to PasirRis so he has to go back all the way to his old school in Jurong, kecian kecian. Pft and he didnt even say goodbye to his former class, haw sad. Well at least i'll see him arnd the neighbourhood ..

At least there's a few things to look foward to next week. No school on Mondays and Sec3 Councillors are gg out for lunch. Im thinking of watching a movie after that but i'd doubt so the rest would want to. Care to watch a movie with me? Beep me aite^^

The rest of the week in school 3(NA) and NT(maybeidontknow) are having Elective Modules. Yeah, so a whole week with no lessons(again) Oh im looking foward to my Course. No i did not choose/get SPA like the other girls as it was not my first choice. I got my First choice which is, hopefully, better. Oh and Shemin and I are the only two girls taking that course :0

Til friday, Yeah so im Going to the Band concert. Alot of friends are gonna be there, Friday Night Lights! And i predict the performance gonna be awesome!~ Band members are working their asses off in school. Ok toodles all~

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And ive got sore eyes! With white outlines at my outer pupils . & Its all because of lenses ): In addition! Ive got panda eyebacks +____+

Firstly, happy NCC day. Can you believe it? 107 years old, WHOA
Secondly, Hello July :)

The Monday started of with me and Hazirah-san lost trying to find our MT class.
After nearly 10 minutes we settled down. Class was in Comp lab.
So Cikgu bullied(hehe) me alot and set me as a model example to 2 of the "peribahasa"
Had english outside of the class cause i didnt do my homework and i didnt even bother telling my granmother story to the teacher.
Staying outside was way alot better with the guys talking and talking :)
Three periods of POA was amazingly manigable and fun. Well not funfun but fun to study!
Assembely in the hall with the new HUGE fan glued to the ceilings. Serious shitx its the same one at bugis street. I dont like huge fans. They remind me of final destination. *EEK*
After school had make up english class for an hour plus. Then i attend sc meeting til arnd five and finally went home.
Oh wait, my day didnt end there. I went out again to meet My Ma, My Aunts and AngMoh(pft) Cousins.
We went to watch a movie :D I wonder really, do they even understand what they're watching. Anyway, caught Never back down(eh?) with Adrien while the rest caught get smart.
Adrien wants to be more... guy so he refused watching Get smart. Got home arnd 12? A good way to start off the week huh~

Today the 1st of july was NCC day and like ever other year, we stand in the parade in front of the whole school with pride to commemorate this joyful event.
Only thing is i was in No.1 Pulling the State flag, Iqqa on the Sch flag. My sincere apologies again to iqqa for not helping her. I was seriously too caught up with pulling the flag that i didnt asist her :x
POA was extremely frustrating. Did i tell you i never liked my teacher. She's a wonderful teacher, yes. But... ergh. She likes to pick on people .. on me too and for small reasons that is!
Oh well. Poa has never been better these days, so i guess its ok.

My timetable for tommorrow(wednesdays)?
Double periods math,
An hour of PE,
Another hour of math,
Lastly 2 periods of Ace.
So i'll be finishing school at 12.30. I think im gonna love Wednesdays :)

Oh and yeah, Im losing my voice. My throat hurts like fucking hell. STREPSILS STREPSILSZXZ!

I was a kewl kid back then with em PINK shades yaw.

Omgomgxz i found these two photos back at my old photobucket. Haha, MEMORIES. Im feeling better now i slept for 4 full hours. Finally back to school tommorrow :)

SYFOCSYFOCSYFOC! The feeling that its over is WOW, ITSFINNALLY OVER. But then again, its over ): Making new friends and getting to know your platoonmates better.. wow. Honestly it was a very wonderful experience :) The whole thing ended pretty late and we only reached tampines arnd 11 plus. Me hazirah iqqa and shima then took a cab home. The taxi driver was blur and i got alil bit PMS-y. Wait wait, the worse part is, i left my phone in the taxi :0 & now its with hazirah-san. OH boy am i one sad soul. Yesterday had family picnic!^^ I was so tired but my ma really wanted me to come. &i finally ate. I didnt have any appetite to eat, too tired too sick. After eating i cycled abit. The wind rushing through your ears, you're moving faster and faster til you dont know when to stop. Then my head started hammering & it began to drizzle. Cycled for 40 minutes and rested. The rest of the night i plugged into my cousin's earpiece and chillex.
Plans for today? Supposingly out to study but man im still feverish. I cant afford to skip another school day, im too far behind studies already. HOW HOW HOW?! & I WANT MY PHONE BACK.

!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E-OiE7D9ZyQ
You were everything that's bad for me, make no apologies.
Im crushed, black and blue.

The new semester was a great start. The day started off with loads of warm hug and Our home Teacher being abit, abit cranky(not enuf sleep nye pasal =,=") Yeah had alot of laughs and i really enjoyed studying! After school had lunch with girlfriends. We finnally caught up with each others' lives. Ended up talking about Fart to Escape theme park and i forgot what. Yeah, i finally felt so happy and enlighted since such a long time :) Headed off to school today and left arnd 9. To be honest, i was so reluctant to go SYF. I really, really really wanted to study(and spend time wit friends) But SYF ended up preety awesome(!) So yeap, i wont be going to school til next week on monday ): But(again) I'll bet i'll enjoy myself during SYF. Oh and yeah, im still traumatised about the incident and i hate the fact that some people still bring it up over and over again even though it was a month ago.

Okdokes, keep on texting me ok people. I love all your sms-es. Oh yah i changed my blogskin, pft no difference anw cause black was too ... black(heee)

I love Sundays. Woke up early and had family day at Tanah Merah Safra Resort. Went bowling with cousins~ Had a competition uh and my group had to wear funky hats to identify ourselves. Finished around 3 and had my breakfast + lunch + dinner at Bedok corner. After that my Dad drop me off at the library and off i went to continue my homework. Something embarressing happened :x I was having an upset stomach(ive been having em since aft camp) then my stomach made a LOUD funny farting noise. Apparently the people arnd me heard and laugh and i couldnt help but to laugh too. HAHA.
I was forced to go home arnd 7++ cause all my pens ran out of ink and my calculator didnt work. I was utterly pissed, i could have thrown a tantrum .. but i didnt :) Urgh but i was really pissed! My intention was to stay til the library closes and finish up most of the homework PFTTTTTTTTT/ So i satisfied myself with famous amos cookies :D
Im pretty excited for school tmr and im prepared for all the scoldings imma get for not doing homework. Yeah oh well. Its just homework.

Fuck you liar. Dont want say dont want, dont make up stupid reasons or whatever fucking shitx. Whatever, im sooooooooooooooooooooo over you

Yours truly :)

Cousins!
My hazirah-san! She's always been there with me for camp, Synergy and Spec course & I love her very much :)
History lesson!

Heheee I remember this! Pranakan Mueseum with class. Friends left for Cambodia and Some had peer mentor. So i spent the day with these two friends Acip And Khayrul :D

Khayruls' one cute kid, no kidding.

This last one, i seriously cant get enough! Oh gosh haww i miss them all, together, so much.

OkDoke. Salutations to all :D Camp was good, really good. I think it went pretty well. I didnt get much sleep tho. The second night playing cards and abit of frisbee at the parade square, at 4 plus in the morning. Heee, we got tired and gazed at the night sky .. and i fell asleep. Deep sleep ok! So i feel asleep on the parade ground, now you dont get to do that often yeah. So i spent today in the library. I tried to do my homework but im only halfway done D:
School's next week, school's next week! SYF'S NEXT WEEK D:

Ok i love everybody, take care!

Today was alright :) I went out abit with some friends. There were six of us but we seperated equally cause we wanted to watch diff movies(heee) I caught KUNFU PANDA wit Monyet and Eddy. It was awesomely awesome, to the max! Funny shitx lah. Oh and the way home Iskandhar offered to send me home but i told him its ok, im a strong girl :) Such a gentleman he is, then it made me think and think and think. & I hate it when people know when im thinking. Pft.

I ended up not packing a single thing for camp. On top of that, i havent done homework :0

&Im missing a particular someone very much and i sincerly hope he/she knows it. 'Biar terase, it might just be you :)'

Happy 17th everybody :) Its a bright sunny day outside,no reason why you should be down~\
Okdokes lets talk about SUNday! It was our NCC pit 08. Was suppose to meet some people before but i was late(andlost!) Hee well pit was fine.. Sadly there was so few people but its ok, it was just "kitekite je" Had waterbomb war! They dont want to make alliances with me cause i cant be trusted *huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu!*
Yesterday i went to the airport to fetch thze french peoplzes. OhohOH and i was like talking to my sister uh while the rest were like hugging the cousins so suddenly ... Adrien walked up to me and said "HI!" Then he walked somehwat toward me but i thought he was gg to walk pass me or smth but he ended up hugging me =,=" Whatttt? When i was leaving France last year i hugged him he was like "whaaaaat?" So now its payback huh!? Right, heeehee. AND THEY TOOK OUT THEIR BRACES ALREADY! Well two of them .. Adrien and one of the triplets.
EHEHEH my ma said our family(cousins and all) have high posibilities of getting twins/triplets cause ive got twin cousins and triplet cousins each. So its in the blood uh *hehehehhe* So imagine me married(well if i get married)(Insyallah) with QUADRIPLETS. Hhahahahaha, Right!
So huhm today .. I dont know i dont know! Shld i go out with Monyet or wit cousins? Monyet basteed to the max, he cheat my feelings one minute want to go out another dont want, and now he wants to go out. Pft .. Guys. But my cousins are gg BOWLING .. Oh gosh haww could i resist. But i havent seen my friends for agesssssssssssssss.
Lets just be a good lil girl, stay home and pack up for camp tmr k? :)

Well, Specialist Course was definately a great experience for me. I acctually PRONED on the feild, on an ANT FARM(!!), pft, Countless ant bites. Yeah so, i love the bonding we had as a platoon(BRAVO4) It was awesomeosttothemaximous! To think of it .. 4 days was too short. So anyway, IQQA got best platoon cadet, COOL OR WHAT? hehehehe, and during the camp i had BILLIONS OF COMMENTS. "Hey, do you have a sister? You look like someoe i know" "You look like JUNE!" "You look like the CLT JUNE" "DONT LOOK AT ME YOU JUNE LOOK ALIKE!" wALAUWEII WHO IS JUNE? We must look very much alike. It was very amusing at first but after the 5th person or so, it got very annoying =,=" Oh and not to forget the classic "I THOUGHT YOU WERE CHINESE"

Overall, i feel different. I am prepared. WE all are, Preapared :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZCQ52ObP-E
Check yes Juliet by We the Kings acoustic set *meltsmelts* One of current favourites now.

Dont tell your heart,Dont say we're not meant to be. Run baby run!, Forever will be.. you and me.

2nd week of holiday was filled up with council and ncc. From writting invitation cards to seniors to taking long bus rides to yio chu kang in 72.I havent gotten any "me time" and ive been wanting to go for a jog for a long time but the weather just doesnt allows it i guess.One thing im sure ive learnt from the last 2 weeks was different people have different personalities and that if you just stop and listen to them, they're lovely people.You just gotta accept the way they are (:

Ive always thought that having a relationship wit you closetest bestest friend would turn out all wrong when apart, cause the friendship after that would never be the same& I wasnt willing to take that risk again. But then with a wake up call, "im lucky im in love with my bestfriend" Why not.

Random,Random. It doesnt make much sense too, hehehe.

Hmm plans for the third week? Spec course! Its like two days away and im barely prepared for it :x Maybe abit of shopping after that and then NCC bbq :D Anyway, I want to go out wit friends! Te last outing i had was................ Jamming =,=" And it wasnt even with my normal bunch. Well,I did managed to meet up with kiks for abit, oh haw i missed her so much! Im looking foward to go out some friends on the 4th week or i'll just have to wait patiently for school to reopen :{

And yeah my parents are coming home from Indonesia today^^ The house is in big mess and had been absolutely choas with them not around. And its ELSA'S birthday tmr :) Happy fiftheen dear love!

There's gonna be another baby in the house other than that lil rascal up there^^ One is way too many already!*omgzx faints*(!!!!!!!!!!!!) Yeah, my sis is already 3 months pregnant, Well congratulations to her. YEAH I KNOW 3 MONTHS PREGNANT AND I GOT TO KNOW TODAY =,=" heheeee oh well, Haziq's not gonna be too spoilt after all :D

My blogging days might just be over ... Either that or im blogging someplace private. The thought of some random person reading my blog freaks me out. Heeheee, im sure im gonna be back soon actually, keep the tags coming aite! Alright then, til whenever!

Lets just keep things low aite :) Ive deleted my last post for various reasons and i do not wish to bring it up anytime soon. Yeah thanks to all my friends again for the awe-some care and well wishes, im perfectly fine. And i dont have frankenstein stitcheszxz(hahahahaha) & to HuiFang, It was just an incident and it happened to fast anyway. It must have been hard for you, being veryvery worried. I dont blame you for such a small thing, so dont worry about it yea :) Just be really careful next time! Hehehehhehehehehehe alrightalright.

Yeay and im off to camp!

Hello.

I forgot what happen on tuesday but i was in a very happy mood on wednesday. Museum in the morning,Lunch time concert(the atmosphere is slowly dying ..) and then council til very late. I think ive got really bad moodswings ): I felt rather gloomy today. I didnt throw any tantrums or gave any attitude whatsoever but i just kept really quite and i didnt want to talk much. Maybe its because .. im missing too many things,Im missing too many .. People.

Oh well, *always look on the bright side of life to tu to tu tu to tu to* Im sipping Oreo Ice Blend with soft chey black pearls :) Huahuahuahuahua~

YeahYeaaaaaaaah and its the 14th month today. And HAZIQ IS 14 MONTHS TOOOOOOO!

Spent my day out with theese the two ZIES, Zizie & Fauzi. Didnt know today was monday. &There's school tmr,hmpf. I want to sing and strum, my ass off lah but my sis is in the room ): PaiseyXZX makan Toseyzxz Ok. Even before camp, im tanned, SEE SEE SEE THE SECOND PICTURE! I AM TANNEDTANNEDTANNEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD! :0 I have 3 or 4 camps during the holidays and im excited, yeay!

Just caught this just now.Even though i dont quite understand what they're saying,It was hillarious.It wasnt really a good show, the conclusion was +_____________+ The movie made it sooo simple to find someone and just get married. They didnt even get to know each other much and then poof they just "fall in love" Love at first sight eyyyyyy? Pft. I dont have anything agaisnt that but what happen to "getting to know you first"? I think i watch too many love movies .. Its such fantasy with happy endings that i want to make it to reality .. &This is why im growing old with 2 dozens of cats or three adopted kids :D Dah i dont like thinking about the future, notnownotnow.

Oh yah,My third post of the day! Yes, im uber bored. All im doing is some onlineshopping and neopets. I think i want to get new havainas, but i dont like my toes ):

I still dont have ITunes. WhatThefzxzxz

Whoa im hearing Three Cheers For Five Years everywhere theese days The lyrics makes me sad ): HA HA HA k shuddup.
Oh and i think im too young for friendster. http://profiles.friendster.com/electrikk

Im suppose to be off somewhere, but i think im better off at home :D

How's my results? Unsatisfying,Dissapointing.
Mind you im in NA so we use Grades.
I cant remember much but this is roughly what i got.
A grade3/4 for my English,dissapointing, My paper 2 suckedxzxzx!
Grade 5 for math :D
OMYGAY MALAY! I THINK CIKGU PROUD UH, GRADE3GRADE3! He wants me to maintain, Insyallah Cikgu~ His hopes of me being a Malay Professor might just happen (;
I passed my POA with flying pigs, G4 :) I think i can do better,Way better cause i like POA now,really.
Combined humans with a solid 5/4(i dont know) I thought i did fairly ok ..
Combined Sciences, U Grade siowxzxz. 24.5/50 for physics& 19.5/50 for chem.

Friends are flying off tmr morning .. 4am eh? I know you'll gonna miss me(why not bring a picture?Hahahaha vain)

Dah since i cancelled the plans for today, im gonna stuff myself with zillion of trillions of indonesian love movies,ZAAAAAAAAAAP!

They said, I'll bet They'll
never make it

But just look at us holding on

We're still together, still
going strong.

Meet those kental kebababs^^ hmm.. You know i know ):

Plans today were cancelled and i was really looking foward to it ): I-am-rotting-at-home

Its's ok, Tmr's SUN-day :D

Healthy and alive.

"The king of russia,Tsar died a long long long time ago in a far away place called Jumanji". Khayrul's Mid year papers, History. LOL!

Captain ball on wednesday, yesterday, was awesomezx!Had council duty first, time keeper! Ha ha ha there was this one time i got so excited on the last second, i jumped and my phone dropped to millions of peices(haha) Our first game was agaisnt e7, very competitive, volleyballers ey? Very exciting and very hyper^^ Lost but scored quite high so we proceeded to the next round with e3. e3 had only four players and still we lost to them. Ha ha ha ha but omgxzx it was hella fun! Then last game we had a friendly match with e7 again. I must say, it was the best captain ball game i ever had this year :D

And i think i dropped my phone more than 5 times on wednesday.

Erg, my phone felt the pain and sufferings so i guess it just wanted to take revenge. The alarm didnt went on and i woke up later than usual, an hour later acctually. So like always i took a wonderful morning bathe and reached school earlier than you think! (:

Had 6 free periods, mostly cause home/math teacher off to somewhere. Hmmm did nothing, had a few laughs with friends and PE! Ran for 10 minutes around the feild and Floorball!

The sun wasnt friendly at all! Captain's ball was hot. Very hot. I find the seniors matches harder to handle .. Well, some of them we rude, like yeah maybe its your last interclass in PRSS but its not life and death~ +________+ He heeeeeee. Got home quite late all sticky and very dirty and dark. Pft.

My friends are leaving to Cambodia too soon! Im gonna be anti-social for a week with no one to sing to ): Then Aisyah action to the max, MENYAMPAH! ha ha ha ha ha ha, yeah yeah i shld be jealous. Anyway get me a souvenior aite. One whole box filled! Maybe adopt me kid or smth toooooo, that'll be awe-some or you can make one perhaps. Im gonna miss all of you, Have a safe trip there and come home safely. Think about me every night(HA HA), I love all of you! (Sound like you're leaving for a whole month, padahal 1 week =.=")

Oh and i know to many people with "HA" infront of their names, it gets so confuuuuuuusing!

&Someone told me something i really didnt want to hear .. ):

Ok da, go and sleep til sunday and wake up at 9 .. in the afternoon

Re-December

Teeeeheeeeeee, i feel like lame to the ultra max and bored. So i did the true friend quiz thing .. well you dont really need to be a true friend to know this aite^
Its found at my profile so pleasepleaseplease take time to do it thnky.

Oh yeah, changed my link! Now i hear B.A.R.B on teveeeeeee, ok bye! School babey!

Wouldnt it be nice if we were older?

Yo(I dont know your name but excuse me miss, i saw you from across the rooooooom~)

I feel EX to the MAX flabby siowzxz(and nauseous). 2weeks already ive skipped, tsktsktsk. I had a date with my father today :D He wanted to go catch a movie and i told him i was gg someplace else but then he added ..."After that we can go shopping" Omgxz How could i resist?

Caught Ironman at suntec. Personally i wanted to catch What Happens in Vegas .. but watching cameron and ashton making love in bed wasnt really appopraite for daughter-father bonding ey. In one of the scenes in from ironman, there was the guy and the girl making love and my dad looked at me and said "so this is why its PG" LOL!
After the movie shopped abit ;) Bought a few things from cotton on and toe socks! &My dad got me an ipod shuffle :D K shuddup, im spoilt .. Or maybe not, k im not. Now im here infront of the screen and i realise, i cant download Itunes ): !#$%^&*() Now how am i suppose to upload the songs eh, Ningkapoop!

I cant wait til school reopens! Wednesday there's gonna be CaptainBall InterClass and there's PE on thursday. FUN OR WHATZXZXZX!

Survival of the fittest

My ma gave away my ticket to the Mother's Day celebration today to my aunt cause i got unwell .. yesterday. Oh well, Im not a mother anyway.

Anyone wants to go rent and watch tons of dvds today. WeddingSingerWeddingSingerWeddingSinger!

Anyone?

OH yah. Dont try to contact my phone aite^ Call my Home number or for kikie, send a paper airplane :D

Edditted/
I spend the rest of the day watching teeveeee. tsktsk.
Yesteday's shopping was rather ................. Hmm. As always, i didnt bought anything ):
I wanted that tee(i know you know kiki) but the price was too pretty for me. Then over at HMV which i spend 40 mintues there i couldnt decide on what cd to get! I reallyreallyreally wanted TRS Calender days album but they didnt have it, not even at the other stores. I dont like the new album,Do You Feel, that much. TRS has become quite popular and next thing you know it .. its everyone's favourite one man band.

"I dont like it when someone says She's ok when we both know we're definately not"... From Ghost Whisperer i watched just now. Yeah well i dont like it either but i do the same thing over and over again. What i really feel is content. Theese mixed feeling of all emotions are just jumbled up together, i dont know what to feel anymore.

And now,I feel nauseous.

Say nighty-night and kiss me.

I feel overjoyyed like i could jump on my parents bed all day long .. but i dont want cause im lazy. After our last paper, Mr Ng decided to give us a look at our results .. i wonder how he marks the papers soo fast, He already marked 3a1 and 3a2 papers, eventho we just took it yesterday. Not to mention his other sec 4 classes 0.o I felt very nervous, i was confident .. of being one of the 7 failers. Paper one i got 41/80 and paper two, 35/60. HAH! I almost teared, ok i did. hU HU HU HU// But i bet ca3's marks gonna pulled all of em downdowndowndown.
Oh well! I PASSED MY MATH PAPEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Now i feel so free, like a bird, i wanna fly awayyyyyyyyy. Yes im veliveli free from now til school ends, hUAHUHAUUAhuahuHUa. Maybe with this free time, i'll fly a kite, teheeeee.

Im very happy, veliveli happy.

Oh and during the paper just now, i suddenly coughed for 1 and half-3 whole minutes! Someone must have talked about me .. or maybe thought of me cause it was too early in the morning to gossip.. Whoa, that peson must really miss me ey?

Trapped in the pass i just cant see to move on

Egh, i feel like my throats filled with sharp needles. See, that what you get for not drinking water after eating chocolate. Tsk, such a pity.

And plus, I still have another paper tmr. POA. I am absolutely determine to do the paper but not sure abt the answers ey. Maths and chem paper was horrible. My maths, i skipped 2 questions 3a and b. Then Mr Ng cam up and peeped at my work .. "You sure you cannot do this?" I replied no. "Syaza, you're panicking alrady, dont panick dont panick. Look at the questions Properly". Wah piangzxzxz dah physics chem and math, no hope.

And to Hafir!~~~, Thnkysm for the pick and for everything else(Yay) but i really think you shld go consult a doctor ok? (:

Kk, last paper!

To this one slow dance

I went to Aqilah's blog and i saw my Prettyprettypretty giler babs face in one of her navigations. Yay, she's my number one fan!^^ Of all the pictures eh kiks! K anyway, i love you!
Dah, see lah, the whole post dedicated to you, since you dont have a tagboard .............

I still try holding on to silly things

Physics was terrible! I would be reallyreally, really veli lucky if i'd pass. Math paper is tommorow .. I predict both paper one and two is gonna be a killeeeeeeeer.Ok i cant wait til Friday~ POA's the last paper and then poof, All done^^

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WhatS love really? Is it just at first sight? The next day you go goo gee gah gah over some girl and then sweet talk and then tell her all those stuffs when you barely know her. Im referring to no particular person ok, and this act of foolish-ness just pisses me off, alot.

I might even be a RockStar

Im listening to RockStar by Hannah Montana, Ha ha ha ha ha. The song is very catchy lah, go listen to it one day aite^
Anyway, yesterday i was so hyped up to go to physics class that i ended up not going. I texted Dan and he felt the same way tooooo. Ha ha ha ha ha, so much for semangat.

And here we go again

Ugh, For the Trillionth time, I lost my GPick ): And i just bought it not long ago )))): Any kind soul would care to get me a new one?*GIVESCHEEKYSMILE* Oh yah did i tell you my sis bought me Gstrings already, the only promblem is i dont know how to fix it +____+ My sis has been awfully genourous lately. She got me a file, and earaser and a pecilbox from Artbox. Its too freaking cute thats its too cute for to my liking! She said "I'm not using any of the items anymore so i thought i'd buy it for you" +______+ She has tooooooooooooooooo much money i guess.

Yesterday's physics did turn out well. I managed to clear some doubts but was still confused at most stuffs. I need help with my sciences, i failed my Chem ):

Walked again to school! Grrrr i swear if it was blazing hot i would have complained to sofia even more! After recess we had malay and again we used the iMac room. It was really boring .. Like zZzZzzzzz And then Cikgu said there were pictures of me in his computer.
I got curious and thought it was the old pictures me and kiks took this year but it wasnt!
It was from Sec 1, SECONDARY 1 podcasting session. Omg i couldnt bare to look cause me and Aisyah(my partner for the session) were ..... Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. The pictures were just Horrifying, like imagine back in the old days when we had cute poses and stuffs^^ Ha ha ha ha ha ha, i dont know if its deleted, BUT I HOPE IT IS. And now i have phobia of taking pictures in school iMacs ... Oh the Horror!

After school i felt so busy i didnt know where to go! In the end i calmed myself down and had lunch with girlfriends. Walked arnd abit and then Eddy called me. So then i headed of to meet him at the interchange and off we went to simei. We had booked two rooms( for god know's what reasons +_+) and i went off to listen Fa-fa-fauzi's band. They wasnt at all that bad .... They were practicing for Anuegrah Muzika that's coming out. Woo and good luck to them eh eh eh. I played abit, only abit cause no one bothered to listen which was kinda sad ): But oh-well, tsk. I still need a Gpick.

And here we go again and again and again. Give up and lose hope?