whoa oka lah dah chill, give chance baru bedak kecik syaza chill chill apple ok anw...
 IVE GOT A HUGE PIMPLE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But i did have a nice day out today (:
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ONLY THAT IN EVERY PICTURE THE PIMPLE LOOKED LIKE A MEATBALL GLUED TO MY FACE :<

thinking and thinking and kinda missing..
Fozi khay(stupid idiotz) yana ika faizah hachilah iqqa(72girlz!) icep fam omar(random i kno right but i owe him shisha boo) debbiezzzzz primary sch mates elsa and siti (hi if yr reading this!) dan eddy rafhan iskh eh and isk shah(biler nak kelua lagi huh huh) sushil&justin & i even miss my girlfriendz not to mention my boy from class yong teck who's turning 16 tmr! Yey happy birthday tetek!

I havent had a real conversation with my sister for almost a week now.

who cares, she's a pain.

I rmmbr last year's hari raya haji perfectly.

Packed went to my aunt s house, celebrated, met shimmy, bused to hq. wanted to wait for the rest but heard iqqa and chamcuree were walking together to hq so we hide behind lampost to spy HAHAHA

Everyone knew abt it except.. iqqa. SOTONG. HAHAHA

It was the night the last delegate, new zealand was gg home so we all came back together to send them off only thing is, their flight was like at 5?

We wanted to stay up all night cus we were spose to go off at 3++ that toally worked eh -.-

hahahahahahahahah~~ so you know i know what happened that night.

Headed off to airport had early, early breakfast and countless trips back and forth from tanah merah and changi for iqqa and sham(hehehe weeewit)
Look at them now, almost a year (:
P.S. IQQA HAVE A SAFE TRIP TMR!!

I think this time last year, i was at sentosa, just got back from the beach with bruceyyy and sebz playing shark, carrying me from below and making me swim deeper when they know i cant swim!! :/

They all got girlfriends alrdy when last year berhingus rdy(k bedek) Look at me, Krepottt -.-

So done! Looking back, it was truly one of the best parts of my life.

December 09 im coming (:

P.S. Shoutout to sushil bby~ STAY STRONG GIRL LUV YA!

Hhhahahahahhaaahhahaa k i know random frm my autey'a FB

Find it kinda awesome since she's so fierce yet so fun at the same time

She sent haziq some frenchhz bonbons and guess who ended us eating them up ( :D+ :/ = me )

Hari raya haji today, still waiting at home waiting for cousins aunteyz and unclez and kids to come

Hari raya haji + Hasif's first birthday~

Bbq 241109

Had lucnh with girlz first at rasa 21. Seems like we're only meeting once a week, gonna be lesser since kiks starting work soon too. Headed to tampines mall deciding what dessert to get ended up getting gud hersheys pie. Left headed to pasir ris w safirah. So excited to see everybody omgzzzzz! i havent seen the guys since bridging. lepak talk talk coffee bean, murderer which i always suck in since i cant blink lepak lepak sing and it didnt rain :)

Im so tired of being sick its not depleting at all i feel like killing myself k no lah just lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling and hope that i'll get better somehow

I feel like commiting suicidezzzz grrrrrr. Been sick, practically slept the whole day. Phone's outta battery the last 3 days and i fckg cant find the charger. Now my brush is missing and i cant comb my hair with any another brush. Picky i know, but that brush is ex oka and only for my hair ):

Spent these two days w my girlfriendz~

Had Pastamania w syalee and kikz, candy, lepak lepak lepak

Tdy Paranormal Activity w Laughing at the end, Food culture, bored bored, j.co, staircase stare blankly, kikz home, me and sya try on clothez sistaz eh, stalk stalk huakhuak, home.

So watched 3 NC16 movies alrdy, no big about that but im not even sixteen yet.

Do you know how it feels like not being sixteen yet?? Haha. i want a party but who'd like to celebrate when you're actually getting older :/

THIS IS ALL MY IMAGINATION

I NEED TO RELEK ONE CORNER

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN SYA LEEE LUV YOU YOU YOU!~~

Old photos from friendster. haha i know right.

Still deciding whether or not i shld go to the gym. Im very very v v v v lazy plus

i wanna watch lion king online.

FUCK LAHZZZZZZZ NO MORE 50 BUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SHOO SAD ): ): ): ): FCK FCK FCK FCK FCK!!

I DREAMT ABT FAILING N'S BTW.

WTH.

Maybeline's back from 25 to 18++ YEY CHRISTMAS SALE!!!!!!

Dreading the thought of the disscussion group IN MALAY on tuesday but by the end of th ewhole thing, IM GONNE BE 50 BUCKS RICHER. weeeeeeewit~~~

HAI I WANT TO GO OUT,WSHPPNG?

HAREEM PANTS HAREEM PANTS WHR ART THOU HAREEM PANTS

THE OTHER DAY AT WATSON, MAYBALINE'S MINERAL POWDER WAS AT 18 AND TODAY ITS BACK TO 25!!

HOW TO GET $$$$$$$????????????????

YEY RAMEN TMR PLUS LAST DAY OF BRIDGING FINALLLY~~~

OK I WANT TO EAT BREAD.

BREAD ANYONE???????????????? :D

AS CLICHE AS THIS MAY SOUND, I MISS YOU TOO BBYBOY :>

I STILL GOT THOSE 4 THINGS TO DO :/

(ZZZZZZZZZ SLEEPY WANT TO SLEEP)

1) STILL GOT PHYSICS TO DO

2)STILL HAVE TO BATHE EVEN THOUGH I KEEP INSISTING I SMELL GOOD AS ALWAYS, EVEN AFT GYM

3)STILL WAITING FOR C.C. TO CALL. PLZ CALL AGAIN PLZ CALL AGAIN PLEAZE?

4)STILL HAVE TO UNGLUE MYSELF FROM THE CARPET

therefore,

SLEEP=GOOD

NOSLEEP=BAD

I've been always angry all the time the whole week & having no appetite.

Brownies, chocolates and even BnJ dont work.

I dont know how conquer it heck i dont even know how to express it. I feel like telling them all off but i just dont have the heart to do it.

I really dont like school either.

Someone got me pissed off, then bodek be nice to me after that.

Whatev~

Even after exams we cant get together.

To you, i used to know you so well.

We fight, make up, laugh, sing..

now i just dont know you anymore..

Everyone's gg their own ways and i think its time for me to move on.

I shouldnt/shouldnt have put my hopes up for the last/next meet up or catch up cus one of us is bound not to make it anyway

I FINALLY MADE MY BROWNIES.

ONE PIECE AND NOW IM SICK :/

(WAIT NO, NOT THAT MY BROWNIES ARENT GOOD,

ITS JUST I JUST GET SICK OF THEM!

MAYBE CUS OF 08'S PROJECT BROWNIE..)

*thats why i always bake for people :)*

I love the way you wink at me, along with your cheeky smile :)

Its rather warm today, but a relatively nice day, dont you think?

Bridging started today... and not in a high note, well for me.

I faced a few unforeseen difficulties in class in addition with being late for the first day.

I thought lessons would be easy to cope but unfortunately i'd forgotten some of my basic foundations.

Im honestly scared for whats to come, whether or not i may or may not endure this cycle again, only this time doubled..

"Sec 5 is going to be tough, really tough."

Those words kept lingering in my mind throughout the day and i can't help but feel..

Hopeless.

Nonetheless, i have to keep my head up high. I wont give up just yet. i have to try. I want to do this, but maybe not so confident about it yet. One thing's for sure.. If i do come back next year, there's no turning back.

So apparently it was Aqilah's birthday. We celebrated the day before along w halloween. Met the girls around 2 to get some stuffs and had ample time to dress up at safirah's later. While birthday girl was changing in the toilet, all 5 of uf rushed in the kitchen to light up the cake. It was so hillarious how we tried to poke the candles to the cake cus it the chocolate coating was hard :D

Birthday girl had to wear that hair band the whole time :)

Sya's like... Jenifer's body.

IT WAS SO FUN DOLLING AQILAH UP :) Her hair, make up & clothes too(hehe sisterzzz eh!)

I think i was afraid of how hariz looked, somehow. He had his tux on, everything black with a hat and a mask. We ended up walking around together at ehub with many, many PRICELESS passers-by expressions.

I knew those boots would come in handy after all the 4 years it's been through :)

Initially, the play was to ETP'S party. But it rained so heavily we decided not to go. The best part of the day was prolly running all the way back to shelter from etp where apparently ^^, we were soaking wet. Nonetheless, i had i great time. Happy sweet 16 dearyyyyyyyyyyy

Saturday's with family. Chalet = good food. I miss my cousins and the old days alot, now everyone's busy w their own things plus their partners! Seems like its only the 3 of us who didnt bring their partners to the chalet... cus we dont have one. Family Bowling tournament and i finally reached 100! Yeyzzzzz :)

Sunday's w Aisyah. Eating fast fast-food to catch Jenifer's body. Rather good movie. Imagined i was in the blond-haired girl's position and sya was megan fox during the movie. Haha

Til the end of the week (;

Tuesday jobhnting w girlfriendzzzzzz Aisyah :) Hopefully the right person will call :/

From tamp to parkway to toa payoh. ended up improm-tu at toa payoh stadium watching

s-league w $1 dollar tickets & free dinner :)

We were so kecoh in the bus, running down the bus to get off when we saw a soccer match hahaha.

Yesterday's meet up was great to & know im excited for tmr.*winkwink*

Now im patiently waiting for Haziq to sleep from watching CICAKMAN so i can finally get back to watching princess hours :D

SEE HOW MUCH HE LOVES CICAKMAN???!!!

P.S. HAPPY 17TH TO NANO I miss you too bebbz :)

AHHHHHHHZZZZZZZZZZZZZ TAYLOR! Charming kan kan?! I feel in love w Jacob Black frm reading new moon and Taylor plays the role so well. TOTALLY DROOLY<33

>&Of cus my all time favourite boy, Travis. hot.hot.hot. GCH<33333

>Last but not least :)