Ok so iqqa and i were having a convo.. then i forgot who the guy was... So i went to facebook and browse some old memories.......

Hhahahaa yeh the one at the centre, as quoted by Atiqah "Mat Jiwang Knetal" Hhahahhaa k tak baik. Then it made me browse thru ICEP photos.... Damn! But look what i found.HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH OMG SHIMMY DO YOU RMBR THIS? only reasn why we camwhored was because of the aussie boys behind. HAHAHHAHAHAHA and apparently Annisa pun sebok. OH OH and annisa! Just now i took my POA test.. then the owner's name was HAPPY! hahahahhahahahahahahahahhahaha ok. Ok and i miss shimmy!

Gosh i think im having the ICEP fever all over again. Hhahahahhahahahaa. Ok anyways... School was perfectly fine.. Im rather in a good mood today :D

Hmmm.. but im scared. Im scared for my friends.. im scared if it'll happens to me too. Treasure every moment with your loved ones.. who knows it'll be the last.

Al-Fatihah,

Towkay wayang and guess who guess who! I didnt realise we took it with Suhaimi Yusof til..... 3 mins ago. Lol.


Awam Belanga Ystrdy was awesome! I was kinda pissed cause the bus got lost and we were 45 minutes late and we missed like alot of it D: But still, i enjoyed the rest of the performance. It was slightly better than Towkay Wayang i could say cause Awam Belanga was filled with humour.


I dont want to go to school tmr and im Hungry.
Hmmmmmm and i want to catch a movie..... Anyone?

I think yesterday's towkay wayang was worth watching. It was pretty good really (and there was this really cue guy HAHAHAAHA k hachilah you know i know) Im still afraid of long tunnels k(!!)

I like it that the week's finally over :D Ok so i have Awam Benlange soon! Its 1114 now and i havent athe :x


I miss you, and i dont know what to do.

I cant help but to get tingles whenever i see him.. Hhahahahahahahahahahahaha Ok.

I woke up at 8am today! School started at 8.30. I wasnt late tho(AND I TOOK A BATH OK) but i really really hate being (almost) late. Dammmmmmn~

Fuck. Im pissed n sad n fucking hurt. Why cant i just end it all? What the fuck is the matter with me, that its just so hard for me to let go. And after all You're treating me like shit!

Why is it so hard..

Why cant i just let go..

Let go..

Let go..

Saramichimek ):

Ok! Sorry for the MIA bit but im back^^ March holidays wasnt like a holiday ): Im pretty tired still and i have yet to complete, more like started on my 4 math practice papers.

Caught race to witchmountain on Sunday. So it was me kiks Sushil&Justin Dan Fozi Khay Faiz & Isk. It was worth watching acctually. Went shopping afters :D

I think i spent the next day, Monday in school.....

Tuesday & Wednesday.. Part A camp!

Was really exhausted. Without most of the express people not being there throughout wasnt easy. But it was fun^^ I enjoyed myself. Lol.
I stuck up with Hazirah on the first day^^ She's like my other half!(eventho she has a twin) The second day however she left me for Haider. LOL. It was weird hanging out with your friend's brother but enjoyable, haha.

Thursday, GPA and our 6thMonthsary(!!!!!) I remember having a huge headache.. Went to Faizah's crib afters and caught Dark Water & Thirteen Ghosts.. Had some girl gossips and they sent me home :D Thanks girls, Love every single one of yaaaaaa!

Friday GPA full dress. Omg it was so exciting to see them dressed and make-up-ed! Hahahaha. My part C's P.O.P. of Spec course phase 1 too on friday! So i met them up afters. It was so kecoh(!) & they couldnt stop calling me Maam =,=""" I was so pissed when i heard Mutual Test wasnt conducted! Damnnnnnnn & they've worked so hard to prepare for it...... But anyways.. Congrats 2nd & 3rd Sargents, Ameera, Suhaila, Amira J.(!!!) Im so proud of you people! :D

Saturday, GPA, The real thing. Ok... so fast foward... PASIR RIS WON FIRST!!!!!!! SO yeap, everybody was nervous(and it was so funny seeing them nervous even Cikgu!). But our hard work paid off. Honestly, i think im pretty much of an extra in the group cause i didnt do anything much. But anyways,Im gonna miss Rehearsals and laughing at them cause they're just so enjoyable to watch. Omg, 1st! Gonna miss times like this.....

Sunday I stayed home & took care of Hasif. Tired shit k. I even changed his pampers.

Monday, today. Ok. I know some peoples' been wondering why im in white shoes. K dont assume anything aite, i just left my shos in NCC room. Heh.

Ok i shall carry on with my homework! Toodles~~~

I'm so pissed at the world D:


K editted. Sorry for my bad english!

(my legs are white!!)

K i miss Nur Atiqah Bte Nasir. I havent seen her for a very long time. Hopefully she recovers fast.

Im tired. My march holidays are booked ): Im only free here and there. Plus my Parents are going to padang..

Ok i need sleep.

Sick

Sick,
Sometimes it feels like the end of the world. That you just want to give up on everything, making yourself believe its an uncurable diesease.
Getting sick in the first place is a different story. Getting too exposed to the unconditional weather or even an infection being passed on.

Right now, i feel sick. Maybe its mind over matter? Maybe i really got myself sick. One thing's for sure... Today in school, i dont think i felt sick. I think it was more of, "i dont want to talk to anyone please leave me alone"

Like a scenario in class between me Rafhan and Dan was about JX away for cruise for 4 day(which is stupid i think cause he's taking o's this year" Then Rafhan asks me where JX was cruising to.. so i replied " Cruise uh! Mana aku tau kau pikir aku mataair die pe?! " [Cruise uh. How should i know you think im his girlfriend?!] Danial pulls Rafhan away from me saying " PMS, PMS, Beware." LOL!

So i got an MC for tomorrow, guess im really sick. Throat infection, got it from someone else. My throat really does hurt ): At one point in time, i really felt like i was in a terrible state til i thought the world was coming to an end. But then i realise, its fortunate to get sick. Like my Ma used to comfort me when i would tell her "why me?why do i get sick so easily?", She would say....Cause God picked you, of all people. Maybe God made me sick to make me feel better again, Have rest and Time to heal from this agony. I really am thankful :)

Before i forget, Happy 14th To Nurul Heryani, My yanibombom, the girl who cant lift weights(hehehe) May Allah Bless you with many more birthdays to come!

Selingkuh

Time : 5.09 pm

Location : On my bed!

Weather : Riany & cold

Filling myself with : Choco-mint cip ice cream

Current Mood : Content.

Current Annoyance : My running nose -.-

Cravings : Baby carrots, lol.

What am i going to do next? : Wants to have a nap but gonna watch some tv, i think.

Missing : Girlfriends.

Is listening to : Haziq crying.

What's next? : Charge laptoppppppp, dang :0

Last week;

Wednesday =>

Birthday babies Ikaaaaa and Farahhhh!

Thursday =>

GPA til late :(

Friday =>

PE on muddy feild. NCC on muddy feild && BBQ and Star gazing at parade square. Night class was cancelled :D

Saturday =>

GPA and dinner with fam. I was really really slow :x

Sunday => Out w sis met gpa crew afters. Our instructor was performing at taman warisan. Got home pretty late.

Monday => Overslept. If im late, might as well stay late, no rush ey. Came to school and class alrdy begun. Stood outside chem lab rubbing my eyes. Classmates reaction.... :0! HAHAHAHA priceless mayn. Som thought i was crying. Thanks for the care and concern eh. Danial gave me brownies(!!!!!) LIKE HE DID LAST YEAR. I swear that boy can bake :) He made my day^^ School was fine acctually. Oh and i walked home.

So im here now and im feeling stuffy sneezing since morning. I cant wait for this week to end! Then it'll be march holidays! At least we'll get to sleep a lil bit longer^^

Been a whacky week(!) Im tired and i dont like staying in school :( I feel pms-y. Even he thinks im pms-y HAHA.

Be back soon ;)

kuhn-fyooz

a)To cause to be unable to think with clarity or act with intelligence or understanding; throw off.

Friday's PE was gooooooood. Did beep test as per usual and shooted some hoops. NCC after was rather dissapointing & I was especially taken aback by someone. I dont know whats up with you anymore mayn. You know im damn worried about you and the way you've been reacting and it scares me. & I dont know if it was on purpose but that reaction you gave me hurt me alil. You know im here for you girl.

Moving on...
I took the Part Bs cause my Part Cs were having FSD. Felt good taking Part B again... Heh. Rushed, got changed and ate. Had Night Class again. This time it was rather boring-er. I got to make that 2hrs in school from 7-9 worth it mayn. I want a distiction for my English N's Can? hohohohoho. I was so shagged at home but i didnt sleep til arnd 2 :D

I forced myself to wake up at 5.30, to give a wake up call to him. Ended up smsing alot of people. HAHAHA. Since i couldnt go FSD Competition later on in the morning, I sent my regards to some of them. Went back to sleep at 7 and woke up at 11. HAHA. Got a call from Hachilah and she told me FSD team, Awesomnizers, got....... 5TH POSITION(!!!!!!!!) I WAS ALREADY SHOUTING AND JUMPING UP AND DOWN. DAMN I WAS EXCITED! BASICLY BECAUSE THEY ONLY PRACTICED FOR 2 WEEKS. AND OUT OF MANY OTHER SCHOOLS IN THE EAST, WITH NO INSTRUCTORS, THEY MANAGED TO GET 5TH! im so proud of them :)

Headed to school arnd 1.30 for GPA. I had to cover for one of them. Damn mayn, i was nervous. Hhahahahahahahahhaa i think i cocked up alot. After four hours, headed to TMall and window shopped. I managed to only cover 2 shops in 45 mins til my dad came round to fetch me. So now im at home and its raining outside.

I feel like going jogging tmr.... OH AND I MISS GOING OUT WITH USUALS ON SATURDAYS. I miss my two girls ): &I CANT BELIEVE AISYAH'S IN KL! DAMNNNNNNNNN THIS IS SO UNFAIR! hahahahhahaa, well atleast im meeting Aqilah tmr^^^

Oh & Say hello to March :)

Under Construction

Dont you miss me in with specs? I think my eyes were smaller than. HAHA.

First up, FEBUARY BABIES!

25th- Fiyan 17th!

26th- Iswan(i just got to know!)-16th, Hafir-17th, Alai-19th.

28th- Khalis hidayatul Ain- 20th!

Mayn.. people are getting old.

This week was cool... Orals are done too. I gotta tense myself up abit more cause CAs are next week. Dang, just when you thought its all over ey?

Oh yes!, and ive change my skin. I just couldnt find the suitable one form blogskins. Ended up, like this. I dont know where my links went, nor my tagboard. Repairations soon, hopefully

Been going home under the rain. It has been pouring heavily dont you think? Gah, i love the rain :) BUT...... WHERE'S MY MORNING RAIN? :0

RAIN :)

im pretty happy bout my common test EngEmB3 tooooooo :)

Finally fixed my guitar string and got the rest of the stirngs checked on too.. I also got bermudas^^ Wonders shopping with dad. Lolzxz.

Friday was cool too. NCC under the hot sun = burnt nose. HOHOHOHO.. Night class wasnt that productive(to me of course cause 3/4 of the time i was distracted :x) Dang, Fridays are long..

Right now, i'm feeling unusually down now & i just cant get myself from thinking of anything else. With the days numbered.. Im reconsidering sending it.. But i guess its alil to back out now ey? I have come to a conclusion that i shall not care what other people will think and even though i know you're not reading this..

Imissyou.

I PASSED COMBINED SCIENCES!

I PASSED CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!! :0 :0

^^^^^^^

And saramichimek, nobody replied my messages =,=

Oh oh and Remember FOB gig last week or smth? HM played in their opening. OMG I KNOW! hahahahaha and bloody LUCKY friend took photos with C.P. and the rest of HM memebers. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. unfairrrrrrrrrr!

Oh oh oh and didnt i tell you HM's goona be big one day? ^^^ (LOL even haickel has 6 months on his phone)

Oh oh oh oh and my 400th post^^

I want to pray. Hopefully Allah will open up my eyes and ensure im doing the right thing, walking on the right route. Also hopefully, my sins would be forgiven. Amin.
But period. Twice this month

Plus, Poeple around me has been really sick. From Hachilah to Safirah to YT sitting beside me. GERMS I TELL YOU! eeeeeek i-do-not-want-to-get-sick mayn~ Hopefully they'll get well soon. Amin.

Well anyway....
"and whenever its recess time,its seems like the table is getting more spacious..nothing seems the same anymore.."

I am, really sorry... ):

Spent my Saturday again with the usual 5 + Fozi. Met at bugis & i bought a cap and a skirt. $32 goneeeeeeeeeee ): Headed down to the shops down Haji Lane where Fozi went MIA. Chilled at some restaraunt.

Walked down to City Hall to Penin. That was where we were all seperated. It was left w me, Dan and Isk. Fozi joined us later down in Esplande. Chilled for a bit, watched the gig, took photos with D40.

Hmmmm i was kinda disgusted but jealous to see lovebirds all arnd. With their couple tees even snogging up or just having dinner. What would be my ideal Vday would be dinner at the beach. A mat, Food cooked by him or his mom and a candle in between us :)

Rightttttttttttttttttttt...

Honestly i was looking foward to be spending Vday with 72FTG but oh well. Our 5th is coming soon anyways^^^^^^

Friday wasnt the best day.. It acctually opened up my eyes to many things, plus i had a really huge headache. I asked my dad to come fetch me after training, i had to wait for like 40 minutes.. and my dad said he reached home and he forgot that he was suppose to fetch me.. =,= heartbreak xia ):

But it all got better after an hour on the phone with someone. He really made me smile :) :) Talked til i think i eventually fell asleep. lol.

Anyway its the 14th. Happy valentine's to whoever's celebrating!