Friday's PE was gooooooood. Did beep test as per usual and shooted some hoops. NCC after was rather dissapointing & I was especially taken aback by someone. I dont know whats up with you anymore mayn. You know im damn worried about you and the way you've been reacting and it scares me. & I dont know if it was on purpose but that reaction you gave me hurt me alil. You know im here for you girl.

Moving on...
I took the Part Bs cause my Part Cs were having FSD. Felt good taking Part B again... Heh. Rushed, got changed and ate. Had Night Class again. This time it was rather boring-er. I got to make that 2hrs in school from 7-9 worth it mayn. I want a distiction for my English N's Can? hohohohoho. I was so shagged at home but i didnt sleep til arnd 2 :D

I forced myself to wake up at 5.30, to give a wake up call to him. Ended up smsing alot of people. HAHAHA. Since i couldnt go FSD Competition later on in the morning, I sent my regards to some of them. Went back to sleep at 7 and woke up at 11. HAHA. Got a call from Hachilah and she told me FSD team, Awesomnizers, got....... 5TH POSITION(!!!!!!!!) I WAS ALREADY SHOUTING AND JUMPING UP AND DOWN. DAMN I WAS EXCITED! BASICLY BECAUSE THEY ONLY PRACTICED FOR 2 WEEKS. AND OUT OF MANY OTHER SCHOOLS IN THE EAST, WITH NO INSTRUCTORS, THEY MANAGED TO GET 5TH! im so proud of them :)

Headed to school arnd 1.30 for GPA. I had to cover for one of them. Damn mayn, i was nervous. Hhahahahahahahahhaa i think i cocked up alot. After four hours, headed to TMall and window shopped. I managed to only cover 2 shops in 45 mins til my dad came round to fetch me. So now im at home and its raining outside.

I feel like going jogging tmr.... OH AND I MISS GOING OUT WITH USUALS ON SATURDAYS. I miss my two girls ): &I CANT BELIEVE AISYAH'S IN KL! DAMNNNNNNNNN THIS IS SO UNFAIR! hahahahhahaa, well atleast im meeting Aqilah tmr^^^

Oh & Say hello to March :)

Under Construction

Dont you miss me in with specs? I think my eyes were smaller than. HAHA.

First up, FEBUARY BABIES!

25th- Fiyan 17th!

26th- Iswan(i just got to know!)-16th, Hafir-17th, Alai-19th.

28th- Khalis hidayatul Ain- 20th!

Mayn.. people are getting old.

This week was cool... Orals are done too. I gotta tense myself up abit more cause CAs are next week. Dang, just when you thought its all over ey?

Oh yes!, and ive change my skin. I just couldnt find the suitable one form blogskins. Ended up, like this. I dont know where my links went, nor my tagboard. Repairations soon, hopefully

Been going home under the rain. It has been pouring heavily dont you think? Gah, i love the rain :) BUT...... WHERE'S MY MORNING RAIN? :0

RAIN :)

im pretty happy bout my common test EngEmB3 tooooooo :)

Finally fixed my guitar string and got the rest of the stirngs checked on too.. I also got bermudas^^ Wonders shopping with dad. Lolzxz.

Friday was cool too. NCC under the hot sun = burnt nose. HOHOHOHO.. Night class wasnt that productive(to me of course cause 3/4 of the time i was distracted :x) Dang, Fridays are long..

Right now, i'm feeling unusually down now & i just cant get myself from thinking of anything else. With the days numbered.. Im reconsidering sending it.. But i guess its alil to back out now ey? I have come to a conclusion that i shall not care what other people will think and even though i know you're not reading this..

Imissyou.

I PASSED COMBINED SCIENCES!

I PASSED CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!! :0 :0

^^^^^^^

And saramichimek, nobody replied my messages =,=

Oh oh and Remember FOB gig last week or smth? HM played in their opening. OMG I KNOW! hahahahaha and bloody LUCKY friend took photos with C.P. and the rest of HM memebers. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. unfairrrrrrrrrr!

Oh oh oh and didnt i tell you HM's goona be big one day? ^^^ (LOL even haickel has 6 months on his phone)

Oh oh oh oh and my 400th post^^

I want to pray. Hopefully Allah will open up my eyes and ensure im doing the right thing, walking on the right route. Also hopefully, my sins would be forgiven. Amin.
But period. Twice this month

Plus, Poeple around me has been really sick. From Hachilah to Safirah to YT sitting beside me. GERMS I TELL YOU! eeeeeek i-do-not-want-to-get-sick mayn~ Hopefully they'll get well soon. Amin.

Well anyway....
"and whenever its recess time,its seems like the table is getting more spacious..nothing seems the same anymore.."

I am, really sorry... ):

Spent my Saturday again with the usual 5 + Fozi. Met at bugis & i bought a cap and a skirt. $32 goneeeeeeeeeee ): Headed down to the shops down Haji Lane where Fozi went MIA. Chilled at some restaraunt.

Walked down to City Hall to Penin. That was where we were all seperated. It was left w me, Dan and Isk. Fozi joined us later down in Esplande. Chilled for a bit, watched the gig, took photos with D40.

Hmmmm i was kinda disgusted but jealous to see lovebirds all arnd. With their couple tees even snogging up or just having dinner. What would be my ideal Vday would be dinner at the beach. A mat, Food cooked by him or his mom and a candle in between us :)

Rightttttttttttttttttttt...

Honestly i was looking foward to be spending Vday with 72FTG but oh well. Our 5th is coming soon anyways^^^^^^

Friday wasnt the best day.. It acctually opened up my eyes to many things, plus i had a really huge headache. I asked my dad to come fetch me after training, i had to wait for like 40 minutes.. and my dad said he reached home and he forgot that he was suppose to fetch me.. =,= heartbreak xia ):

But it all got better after an hour on the phone with someone. He really made me smile :) :) Talked til i think i eventually fell asleep. lol.

Anyway its the 14th. Happy valentine's to whoever's celebrating!

I dont want to come to school tmr. I'm sick. I feel sick. I want to be sick.

Common tests are finally over. My results aren't that fantastic either ): I dont think i can get EngMa&B3Subs less then 19pts ):
I'm still very tired from night studies at MacS. I want more sleep :0

School on friday was normal. PE was really great^^ Training afters too was ok. Changed and met both Shima-s and sham and headed to parkway. Had dinner with Birthday Gerl ANNISA. hohohoho. Crazy kid sia she....

Went out w Safirah Aqilah and Aisyah on sat. Headed to Little Inda. Hohohoho We've been multi racial lately, having gone to arab street chinatown and little india. Teka was closed so we had lunch at some shop beside it. I didnt eat alot cause i was rather full but i love indian food(!!) and their portion is alot mayn~ Walked arnd got lost admired really nice houses took pictures and mustafa^^ i had fun :)

School today was pretty normal too. Somethings been on my mind all day and even though its the same thing all over again, i just feel like expressing i out in some way... Anyway, I DID NOT STUDY FOR CHEM/PHYS. not a single bit. Damnit.. I should have studied mayn.. Now im gonna have a hard time in Chem. Haish, But its good motivation tho. My weekends were just left to burn. Im gonna study hard for my sciences , esp chem ;) Anyway, HAZIRAH HAS MADE ME JIWANGZXZXZ HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

"begitulah payahnya nak ku lupakan pernah engkau pikirkan...? Oh sayang.." ....... LOL

Keep The Faith. Its gotta be somewhere out there..

I thought i was strong enough to handle it, But now these mintues cum maybe hours with no sign of a reply is honestly killing me. Maybe because my gut feeling tells me its a no but a part of me is saying he's busy now to reply my message... Maybe he's reply, or not, will tell me the real truth.. WTF HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?



722PM,
And an answer so typical from you.

Annoyed
Confused
Sleepy
Angry
Tired
Sad
(!)

Picture taken after training on friday at SGH visiting (sgt) Razif. Its kinda true, if it weren't for him being addmitted we woudnt have an LEO meet up in a long time..... Plus, i still miss ICEP! Ben emailed me too shimmy! Huhuhuhuhuhu~~~

Im tired of school.I dont like common tests.I want a holiday fast.I want free time.I want time to think^^^^^^ haha.

Hello Febuary, Lets start AFresh.. Yey, im actually excited for Feb, Aren`t youu?(????) :)

Tell myself i stop everyday knowing that i wont.

CNY celbrations were fantastic! I could feel the class spirit vibe mayn~~~~~~ The whole class was wearing our new class tee. My says Syaka! at the back and now Mr N calls me Syaka. Hhahahaahhahahaa superbly irritating k~ Woooooo CNY concert(!!) Prolly every girl in school got that tingly feeling when Mr L did his thing on stage.. =,=" I think after he dance every girl was thinking what it would be like being with him, like a cheesy teacher student romance in school. HAHAHHAHAHA EVERY GIRL INCLUDING ME! HAHAHAHAHAHA but then i realise how ridiculas it was, lol. seriously. & that got me laughing to myself too... Chinese new year flings. HAHHAAHHA k mepek.
Had lunch over at Airport wv some girlfriends afters :)

Nothing much happened today, Im just really worn out from school. Right now i just feel like switching to daydream :0 Where's my rainy morning?

Tell me how, how do i save $500? I can barely even save $20 bucks to make my ezlink. Did i tell you? I lost my ezlink card on my Birthday last year, like, a week after i made a new one after 9 months. Now im ezlink-less again

Its coming to the end of January and I know im 27 days late but, i guess its never too late. Contradicting i know(lawl)
New Year's Resolution.

1. Study really hard & try not to talk so much in class or sleep either.
2. Come to school "early-er"
3. Be nice to people :)
4. STOP EATING ICE. hahahahaha one day, Cold turkey babyyyyyy...
5. Stop copying other people's homework. lol
6. Cherish the ezlink card. Try not to lose it til at least a year?
7. Stop saying "saramichimek" as tempting as it gets.........

Thats prolly all. I have not completed better yet even started my homework/revision, best.

it feels good being happy but at the same time its like torturing me. I know i should stop so why arent i? F i hate long holidays make me think think think til we all overthink(and hungry too)

Goodmorning!~~ I was awaken by a miss call & then a message. Huahuahuahua i love morning messages!

Its 912am and im having lontong at the same time. Huahuahuahua~ First of, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! WeEeEeWiT!

I spent my Saturday with Syaa Aqilah and Our Big bROtheR Isk! Meet up arnd 630 at tamp inter and bus-ed a 1 hour journey to bukit timah nature reserve. We went trekking/hiking! Wheeeee~ So it was just the four of us... Much like A guy stucked with 3 girlygirls. HAHA! Aqilah was the semangat i love hiking kinda mood. Aisyah was at front and motivating saying we're reaching already. Isk was our big brother( if it wasnt for him, we'd be lost little piglets oinkoink) And me. I was the one slowing them down.. Blame P.E on friday, it made my tighs hurt. But it was really really exciting! minus my weak ankles of course, i slipped countless times :x We managed to finaly get out after i dont know how many km but after nearly 3 hours. LOL!

Afters we changed and bus-ed to Far East Plaza to have Brunch. Trained to CHINATOWN. Me like xia~ The festive mood was there, even though i dont celebrate chinese new year, i felt like celebrating! Hahahhahaha~ Ok lets shop at chinatown one day, they've got pretty nice clothes ^.^

The backpack travellers kiks and Isk, wv Aisyah right in front.

Left arnd 240 and met Family down at royal plaza on scotts hotel. Went crazy at orchad searching for the place when it was just in front of Far East =,=""""""" My brother in law wasnt there sadly, but my 2nd sister's boyfriend was there. whoa... family or whatzxz. Hhahahahah~ So we had Hi-Tea. I didnt eat much and the food wasnt really that fantastic either. I was just amazed by the food served... kebab, prata durian, a foundue set! Hhahahhaha cool or what~

Ok so that was this saturday :) More pictures wv Aisyah~ Hmm i want a rainy morning :0

Its 943 now and i havent finish my lontong!

My sisters are watching Lost In Love on Demand tv =,= I had to watch in in Youtube k. I still love that show xia.. Especially the part where Tita read what Adit wrote on her journal :)

School's good. We're doing experiments in chemistry yey! Common tests are soon! I dont know, having four days of not working my brain by the time common tests are up, i'll end up stonning. Hahahahahah~~ But oh well.. Someone motivate me to go study please?

CLOSING MY EYES AND YOU WILL CHASE MY THOUGHTS AWAY TO A PLACE WHERE IM BLINDED BY THE LIGHT, BUT ITS NOT RIGHT. GOODBYE TO YOU.

Bahhahahaha~~ I nearly, nearly lah fell in the toilet dancing to Nsync's Girlfriend from the lappie. Now im singing to goodbye to youuuuuuuu and its magrib :x
Dah i should be off! Having a date with my BoYfIEeEeEEEEeEeE~ lOLZXZ

And happy 4th to 72ftg! Yeyyyyyy! & Iqqa's home safely! Alhamdulilah. She got to meet mar!(They even took picture doing the hahahahahahah rock sign!) And water rafting AND THE BEACH AND THE SIGHTS! omgAWD jealousssssssss! HAHAHAHHAHAHAH OK. TOOOODLES!

I WANT YOU BUT IM NOT GIVING IN THIS TIME