I was a kewl kid back then with em PINK shades yaw.

Omgomgxz i found these two photos back at my old photobucket. Haha, MEMORIES. Im feeling better now i slept for 4 full hours. Finally back to school tommorrow :)

SYFOCSYFOCSYFOC! The feeling that its over is WOW, ITSFINNALLY OVER. But then again, its over ): Making new friends and getting to know your platoonmates better.. wow. Honestly it was a very wonderful experience :) The whole thing ended pretty late and we only reached tampines arnd 11 plus. Me hazirah iqqa and shima then took a cab home. The taxi driver was blur and i got alil bit PMS-y. Wait wait, the worse part is, i left my phone in the taxi :0 & now its with hazirah-san. OH boy am i one sad soul. Yesterday had family picnic!^^ I was so tired but my ma really wanted me to come. &i finally ate. I didnt have any appetite to eat, too tired too sick. After eating i cycled abit. The wind rushing through your ears, you're moving faster and faster til you dont know when to stop. Then my head started hammering & it began to drizzle. Cycled for 40 minutes and rested. The rest of the night i plugged into my cousin's earpiece and chillex.
Plans for today? Supposingly out to study but man im still feverish. I cant afford to skip another school day, im too far behind studies already. HOW HOW HOW?! & I WANT MY PHONE BACK.

!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E-OiE7D9ZyQ
You were everything that's bad for me, make no apologies.
Im crushed, black and blue.

The new semester was a great start. The day started off with loads of warm hug and Our home Teacher being abit, abit cranky(not enuf sleep nye pasal =,=") Yeah had alot of laughs and i really enjoyed studying! After school had lunch with girlfriends. We finnally caught up with each others' lives. Ended up talking about Fart to Escape theme park and i forgot what. Yeah, i finally felt so happy and enlighted since such a long time :) Headed off to school today and left arnd 9. To be honest, i was so reluctant to go SYF. I really, really really wanted to study(and spend time wit friends) But SYF ended up preety awesome(!) So yeap, i wont be going to school til next week on monday ): But(again) I'll bet i'll enjoy myself during SYF. Oh and yeah, im still traumatised about the incident and i hate the fact that some people still bring it up over and over again even though it was a month ago.

Okdokes, keep on texting me ok people. I love all your sms-es. Oh yah i changed my blogskin, pft no difference anw cause black was too ... black(heee)

I love Sundays. Woke up early and had family day at Tanah Merah Safra Resort. Went bowling with cousins~ Had a competition uh and my group had to wear funky hats to identify ourselves. Finished around 3 and had my breakfast + lunch + dinner at Bedok corner. After that my Dad drop me off at the library and off i went to continue my homework. Something embarressing happened :x I was having an upset stomach(ive been having em since aft camp) then my stomach made a LOUD funny farting noise. Apparently the people arnd me heard and laugh and i couldnt help but to laugh too. HAHA.
I was forced to go home arnd 7++ cause all my pens ran out of ink and my calculator didnt work. I was utterly pissed, i could have thrown a tantrum .. but i didnt :) Urgh but i was really pissed! My intention was to stay til the library closes and finish up most of the homework PFTTTTTTTTT/ So i satisfied myself with famous amos cookies :D
Im pretty excited for school tmr and im prepared for all the scoldings imma get for not doing homework. Yeah oh well. Its just homework.

Fuck you liar. Dont want say dont want, dont make up stupid reasons or whatever fucking shitx. Whatever, im sooooooooooooooooooooo over you

Yours truly :)

Cousins!
My hazirah-san! She's always been there with me for camp, Synergy and Spec course & I love her very much :)
History lesson!

Heheee I remember this! Pranakan Mueseum with class. Friends left for Cambodia and Some had peer mentor. So i spent the day with these two friends Acip And Khayrul :D

Khayruls' one cute kid, no kidding.

This last one, i seriously cant get enough! Oh gosh haww i miss them all, together, so much.

OkDoke. Salutations to all :D Camp was good, really good. I think it went pretty well. I didnt get much sleep tho. The second night playing cards and abit of frisbee at the parade square, at 4 plus in the morning. Heee, we got tired and gazed at the night sky .. and i fell asleep. Deep sleep ok! So i feel asleep on the parade ground, now you dont get to do that often yeah. So i spent today in the library. I tried to do my homework but im only halfway done D:
School's next week, school's next week! SYF'S NEXT WEEK D:

Ok i love everybody, take care!

Today was alright :) I went out abit with some friends. There were six of us but we seperated equally cause we wanted to watch diff movies(heee) I caught KUNFU PANDA wit Monyet and Eddy. It was awesomely awesome, to the max! Funny shitx lah. Oh and the way home Iskandhar offered to send me home but i told him its ok, im a strong girl :) Such a gentleman he is, then it made me think and think and think. & I hate it when people know when im thinking. Pft.

I ended up not packing a single thing for camp. On top of that, i havent done homework :0

&Im missing a particular someone very much and i sincerly hope he/she knows it. 'Biar terase, it might just be you :)'

Happy 17th everybody :) Its a bright sunny day outside,no reason why you should be down~\
Okdokes lets talk about SUNday! It was our NCC pit 08. Was suppose to meet some people before but i was late(andlost!) Hee well pit was fine.. Sadly there was so few people but its ok, it was just "kitekite je" Had waterbomb war! They dont want to make alliances with me cause i cant be trusted *huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu!*
Yesterday i went to the airport to fetch thze french peoplzes. OhohOH and i was like talking to my sister uh while the rest were like hugging the cousins so suddenly ... Adrien walked up to me and said "HI!" Then he walked somehwat toward me but i thought he was gg to walk pass me or smth but he ended up hugging me =,=" Whatttt? When i was leaving France last year i hugged him he was like "whaaaaat?" So now its payback huh!? Right, heeehee. AND THEY TOOK OUT THEIR BRACES ALREADY! Well two of them .. Adrien and one of the triplets.
EHEHEH my ma said our family(cousins and all) have high posibilities of getting twins/triplets cause ive got twin cousins and triplet cousins each. So its in the blood uh *hehehehhe* So imagine me married(well if i get married)(Insyallah) with QUADRIPLETS. Hhahahahaha, Right!
So huhm today .. I dont know i dont know! Shld i go out with Monyet or wit cousins? Monyet basteed to the max, he cheat my feelings one minute want to go out another dont want, and now he wants to go out. Pft .. Guys. But my cousins are gg BOWLING .. Oh gosh haww could i resist. But i havent seen my friends for agesssssssssssssss.
Lets just be a good lil girl, stay home and pack up for camp tmr k? :)

Well, Specialist Course was definately a great experience for me. I acctually PRONED on the feild, on an ANT FARM(!!), pft, Countless ant bites. Yeah so, i love the bonding we had as a platoon(BRAVO4) It was awesomeosttothemaximous! To think of it .. 4 days was too short. So anyway, IQQA got best platoon cadet, COOL OR WHAT? hehehehe, and during the camp i had BILLIONS OF COMMENTS. "Hey, do you have a sister? You look like someoe i know" "You look like JUNE!" "You look like the CLT JUNE" "DONT LOOK AT ME YOU JUNE LOOK ALIKE!" wALAUWEII WHO IS JUNE? We must look very much alike. It was very amusing at first but after the 5th person or so, it got very annoying =,=" Oh and not to forget the classic "I THOUGHT YOU WERE CHINESE"

Overall, i feel different. I am prepared. WE all are, Preapared :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZCQ52ObP-E
Check yes Juliet by We the Kings acoustic set *meltsmelts* One of current favourites now.

Dont tell your heart,Dont say we're not meant to be. Run baby run!, Forever will be.. you and me.

2nd week of holiday was filled up with council and ncc. From writting invitation cards to seniors to taking long bus rides to yio chu kang in 72.I havent gotten any "me time" and ive been wanting to go for a jog for a long time but the weather just doesnt allows it i guess.One thing im sure ive learnt from the last 2 weeks was different people have different personalities and that if you just stop and listen to them, they're lovely people.You just gotta accept the way they are (:

Ive always thought that having a relationship wit you closetest bestest friend would turn out all wrong when apart, cause the friendship after that would never be the same& I wasnt willing to take that risk again. But then with a wake up call, "im lucky im in love with my bestfriend" Why not.

Random,Random. It doesnt make much sense too, hehehe.

Hmm plans for the third week? Spec course! Its like two days away and im barely prepared for it :x Maybe abit of shopping after that and then NCC bbq :D Anyway, I want to go out wit friends! Te last outing i had was................ Jamming =,=" And it wasnt even with my normal bunch. Well,I did managed to meet up with kiks for abit, oh haw i missed her so much! Im looking foward to go out some friends on the 4th week or i'll just have to wait patiently for school to reopen :{

And yeah my parents are coming home from Indonesia today^^ The house is in big mess and had been absolutely choas with them not around. And its ELSA'S birthday tmr :) Happy fiftheen dear love!

There's gonna be another baby in the house other than that lil rascal up there^^ One is way too many already!*omgzx faints*(!!!!!!!!!!!!) Yeah, my sis is already 3 months pregnant, Well congratulations to her. YEAH I KNOW 3 MONTHS PREGNANT AND I GOT TO KNOW TODAY =,=" heheeee oh well, Haziq's not gonna be too spoilt after all :D

My blogging days might just be over ... Either that or im blogging someplace private. The thought of some random person reading my blog freaks me out. Heeheee, im sure im gonna be back soon actually, keep the tags coming aite! Alright then, til whenever!

Lets just keep things low aite :) Ive deleted my last post for various reasons and i do not wish to bring it up anytime soon. Yeah thanks to all my friends again for the awe-some care and well wishes, im perfectly fine. And i dont have frankenstein stitcheszxz(hahahahaha) & to HuiFang, It was just an incident and it happened to fast anyway. It must have been hard for you, being veryvery worried. I dont blame you for such a small thing, so dont worry about it yea :) Just be really careful next time! Hehehehhehehehehehe alrightalright.

Yeay and im off to camp!

Hello.

I forgot what happen on tuesday but i was in a very happy mood on wednesday. Museum in the morning,Lunch time concert(the atmosphere is slowly dying ..) and then council til very late. I think ive got really bad moodswings ): I felt rather gloomy today. I didnt throw any tantrums or gave any attitude whatsoever but i just kept really quite and i didnt want to talk much. Maybe its because .. im missing too many things,Im missing too many .. People.

Oh well, *always look on the bright side of life to tu to tu tu to tu to* Im sipping Oreo Ice Blend with soft chey black pearls :) Huahuahuahuahua~

YeahYeaaaaaaaah and its the 14th month today. And HAZIQ IS 14 MONTHS TOOOOOOO!

Spent my day out with theese the two ZIES, Zizie & Fauzi. Didnt know today was monday. &There's school tmr,hmpf. I want to sing and strum, my ass off lah but my sis is in the room ): PaiseyXZX makan Toseyzxz Ok. Even before camp, im tanned, SEE SEE SEE THE SECOND PICTURE! I AM TANNEDTANNEDTANNEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD! :0 I have 3 or 4 camps during the holidays and im excited, yeay!

Just caught this just now.Even though i dont quite understand what they're saying,It was hillarious.It wasnt really a good show, the conclusion was +_____________+ The movie made it sooo simple to find someone and just get married. They didnt even get to know each other much and then poof they just "fall in love" Love at first sight eyyyyyy? Pft. I dont have anything agaisnt that but what happen to "getting to know you first"? I think i watch too many love movies .. Its such fantasy with happy endings that i want to make it to reality .. &This is why im growing old with 2 dozens of cats or three adopted kids :D Dah i dont like thinking about the future, notnownotnow.

Oh yah,My third post of the day! Yes, im uber bored. All im doing is some onlineshopping and neopets. I think i want to get new havainas, but i dont like my toes ):

I still dont have ITunes. WhatThefzxzxz

Whoa im hearing Three Cheers For Five Years everywhere theese days The lyrics makes me sad ): HA HA HA k shuddup.
Oh and i think im too young for friendster. http://profiles.friendster.com/electrikk

Im suppose to be off somewhere, but i think im better off at home :D

How's my results? Unsatisfying,Dissapointing.
Mind you im in NA so we use Grades.
I cant remember much but this is roughly what i got.
A grade3/4 for my English,dissapointing, My paper 2 suckedxzxzx!
Grade 5 for math :D
OMYGAY MALAY! I THINK CIKGU PROUD UH, GRADE3GRADE3! He wants me to maintain, Insyallah Cikgu~ His hopes of me being a Malay Professor might just happen (;
I passed my POA with flying pigs, G4 :) I think i can do better,Way better cause i like POA now,really.
Combined humans with a solid 5/4(i dont know) I thought i did fairly ok ..
Combined Sciences, U Grade siowxzxz. 24.5/50 for physics& 19.5/50 for chem.

Friends are flying off tmr morning .. 4am eh? I know you'll gonna miss me(why not bring a picture?Hahahaha vain)

Dah since i cancelled the plans for today, im gonna stuff myself with zillion of trillions of indonesian love movies,ZAAAAAAAAAAP!

They said, I'll bet They'll
never make it

But just look at us holding on

We're still together, still
going strong.

Meet those kental kebababs^^ hmm.. You know i know ):

Plans today were cancelled and i was really looking foward to it ): I-am-rotting-at-home

Its's ok, Tmr's SUN-day :D