i still want fish and chips.

holy crap. ive been on my bed the whole day except for occasional trips to the toilet to vomit. i hate this feeling :<

Woke up at 2ish in the morn to get some water for my itchy throat. at 4, woke up again cus i had a tummy ache. the pipe in the toilet burst while i was spraying myself clean. woke up my dad and he did at 40 second check up and went back to sleep =,= 5ish was my first vomit. and then subsequently more vomit the whole day. skipped mother tongue and hopefully i wont be skipping school on monday, will be missing out too much.

Can i get a stronger immune system plz?

I nak go shopping eh plz. want to go thrift shop want to go shiok sendiri and go poeple watching amcm?

School today was good. English was interesting, it always is. PE WAS AWES0ME. with 3 consecutive weeks of me ans sushil leading the class with the class run. Rugby= me hachilah kc niclim and rafhan. power sia~

Hai would anybody like to take me out on a date? I want pasta and tosai masalah :) oh, and sheesha. hahah :D

RAMBLES

Pictures credits to E from his blog cus he refuses to upload them in fb.

Wait, i realise i have nothing to blog about.

School has been.. relative normal.

Life.. wait, i have no life, life= school at the moment.

Woke up in the morning, got shampoo into my eye& got my head banged hard on the showering pipe after attmpting to pick up the toothpaste cover.

Well maybe something abit more extra-ordinary today huh?

xxx GLEE!

Monday Blues?

(+)FINALLY completed the 18 compres + summaries, only this morning.
(-)Have to re-do it again.

Well, its actually my decision to redo, only those which i copied. after the long talk by mrs w, i felt realy guilty and ey, its for my own good right? But it really felt damn good having finished the whole book.... :<

Marina Barrage aft school. Sang the school song in assembly and poof, out for lunch. haiy waste time only.

Omgod, i am so shagged, alone at home and hungry ): But................ ive got bnj all to myself waiting in the fridge :D :D :D

OK ANYWAY, HAPPY 17TH TO EDDY <3

wanted to have a good mugging saturday but...

"maybe at 1k.." at 1 oclock, "ok at 2" at 2 oclock,

"4 uh k k" at 4 oclock "OMG 4 OCLOCK ALRDY!? BUT GOT HEROES!!"

At 8 oclock(present) "oh shit. oklah tmr k promise."

heeeheeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeee ;>

My feet is sweaty haahahhahahahahahahahahhahaha feels gud. Haiy haiy haiy what a week.

i want these plez ok g buat untuk me ok ok

mek xxx

Today everything just got worst. I couldnt breathe properly, my hearing is not improving nor depleting and in addition, my left eye fckng hurts. There was some moments where it hurt so much that i could take it anymore, that i tear up abit ahhahahaa mcm boleh lek one corner g shiok sendiri lagi best. I mean, why was this happening to me? Do you know how fckng annoying it is not able to hear properly?

Everything is still swell tho. Had Pizza hut with sushil rafhan dan and nas, dan's treat sho swee right~ Bought eddy's presents and home afters.

Now i wished i had my specs, IKAAABEEEE!! Ok, come lets meet then can hang out oso :) :)

110110

I am partially deaf still, unfortunately. Irritates the hell out of me and i dont know what to doooooooo. Help anyone?

X texted me arnd 1am. Its funny how ive been thinking abt him alot lately and going places which reminded me so much of him, and suddenly he pops out. I couldnt remember what i actually texted back until i re-read them the next morning but his last msg left me wondering to the wee morning, pissed off.
And then i realise, i dont need these distractions. That jerk in my life is like.. training wheels when you already know how to ride a bike. haha k did that make any sense?

The release of 2009's gce o level, like last year, left me with many goosebums. I am extremely terrified of what's to come....
One thing's for sure, tears that will be rolling down my cheeks next year when i get my results will be tears of joy. Anyway, Congrats to all who did well. To 72girls too<3

After sch on friday stayed back for cca open house. Every year its the same ol same ol. It was Khay's last day too ): Could really hear the sadness in his voice. omgd i think im gna miss him x.x Was nice to see the 4t guys. Miss walking pass their class haha.

Got home feeling like shiat.

Had flag day yesterday. I was in such a bad mood mcm monster. Nobody even dared to talk to me and saf said i looked scary. I asked people for donations for a mere five minutes and..done. One time i was just stoning alone and a lady came up and put in some money into the tin. I must looked super symphatatic x.x

After we had kfc i think i felt better.

Slack in sch for awhile, rushed home and got ready. Met jenjen at tamp and off to nyp. Met Khalis! :) :)

Wanted to go np next but was too late so we shopped at j8.

Woke up at 9 today and finally headed to the docs. I've had a blocked ear for a whole 3 days now.

Beeep beep beeep.

Ok ive got a pile of homework to do.

xxx

i wonder why people are so hypocritical. ok, maybe who am i to say this why maybe i am too.. but to such a huge extent?? I am for sure definately not a two faced bitch like you.

 Plus, WHATS UP WITH YOU AND I-DONT-KNOW-HOW-TO-EXPLAIN-IT-BUT-MAYBE-YOU'RE-LIKE-COPYING-ME. At first i thought it was a coincidence or maybe we just like the same thing but it's obvious now what yr doing. I thought i could let it go since you're a really close friend, but it just gets too out of hand!! Im sorry for not telling you personally cus i really really dont want to tell you off or hurt you. But yeh, do your own things, have originality in what you say, do and buy.. and maybe stop being more like me?

Sch on the other hand has just been a pain. I really hate Mr Ng for calling me cb every now and then. Yes Mr Ng, I really hate it. I dont think i deserve this cus this is 3/4 your fault for making me freak out!! I this fades off quick. Im getting irritated tskkkk!!

Catching up with the girls was really good. After school today, lnch and did math homework at the study corner. For some reason i felt really happy :) Kiki and Saf claims that my hysterical laugh came from the older me but reallly, its my lungs. Its so hard to breathe nowdays :/

So anyways, im not planning to be online(hopefully) for the next couple of days. Can you believe that class tests are starting this week???


xxxx

Fck i hate dwelling on sch on monday but i just can help it :< I've only done 2 comprehensions today.16 left too go ): ):

Ergh, i've got to be serious. Its the big O's this time. No more messing arnd and sleeping in class, unless i really can't help it(hahah) OK SERIOUS. I need to get my study mojo on. I need to get away from the laptop. Sucks havin your own lappie cus you wont know the limit. Shall i lock it in its bag and throw the key away? Hmm sounds like a great idea.

Back to dwelling. I hate that out of the sudden holidays are coming to an end! I feel like there's still a long list of "to dos".
-Watch heroes seasons, Chuck seasons, Play my guit/keyboards(i havent touched them in more than a month now) Shopping(DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY SALES THERE ARE NOW??), Travel Singapore, Catch 5 more movies( i have,still, yet to watch new moon, avatar, sherlock,chipmunks, you name it) Plus, i wanna eat good food and grow fat. I still crave for fish and chips btw. Makes me wanna go to aussie and have good fish and chips and maybe stop by france to have crepe with nutella and india to have tosai masala. hmmmmmm

Anyway, Its the 2nd of January! I would love to make resolutions but nah, i think i'll do whatever that pleases me and what i think is right this year.
Lets see what happened in 2009....
-Went hiking for the first time with the two other little pigs and the big bad wolf~
-GPA <3 I absolutely miss the gpa people and or trip to kl! :<
-Part A camp
-Got my heartbroken
-Made new awesome friends
-Went to Jakarta!
-HAD STRAIGHT HAIR
-Studied damn hard for N's
-Danced on stage on national day.
-Sat for Nlevels.
-WORE REALLY HIGH HEELS
-Had a really nice bonded class
- Had prolly the worst birthday
-Had many outings w friends.

Read my achieves ok.
Okay one last compre after The Ugly Truth! :)

3 2 1

How i spent the last 3 hours of 2009:
After two servings of cotton candy from new york new york, guys headed to play pool while me and Sushil lepak-ed at grass patch. Talk, Poloroid pictures, running away frm the police, guys came, chips, spray cans.

What i did at countdown:
Guess what i was doing -,-" Sushil told me i had 7 more minutes!!!!!

How i sent the first three hours of 2010:
Spray cans galore, coffee bean lepak, bus stop for an hour, no bus, call cab, wait, scared my mommsie would be mad ahah, home nearly 3am, momsie didnt say anything huakhuahuak

So.. Happy 2010!! 2009 was a fairly good year. Hopefully 2010 will be better.

School starts monday and i havent started one bit on english fck. Year 5 of secondary education. the horrorrrrrrrr!!

Day 31

the end.

Happy new year!

HAHAHAHHA SUSHIL<3

Omg she got me something and im so afraid its expensive. As happy as i am, YOU SHOULDNT HAVE!! I feel supa bad.

Ok KL~

Spent my thursday w khay then afters kiki and xy, only for a few hours. I missed ki alot. Friday head to Faizah's house for a mini movie marathon. Watched when a stranger calls, final destination and a bit of house bunny cus i had to go off to my cousin's engagement. Stay at home today, for the first time this week. Only had fam dinner just now.

KL next week!

Don't?

Don’t ever give up your dreams

Because you need them.

Don’t ever compromise your morals

Because they make you who you are.

Don’t ever hide your feelings

Because someone’s willing to hear them.

Don’t ever think you’ve got it all figured out

Because the next moment you won’t.

Don’t ever live your life in the past

Because then you’ll miss out on the now.

Don’t ever let people bring you down

Because you don’t deserve to.

Don’t ever worry about the petty things

.Because they just don’t matter

Don’t ever run away from your problems

Because they always find you.

Don’t ever be afraid to take risks

Because they make life worth living.

Don’t ever let someone take away your happiness

Because it was never theirs to take.

Don’t ever let someone tell you how you feel

Because it’s not their right to.

Don’t ever give up something that feels right

Because it probably is.

30 bucks on ingredients. Cooked Spagehtti, my mom's recipe. Omgoddddddzzzzz i luv to cook and it tastes so goooooooood<3 Made chicken nuggets too. Made not fry kay! Think im baking brownies tmr/tonight. Momsie's birthday tmr~

Gym w saf on monday.

Out with A1/A2 mates, a total of 17 of us, on tuesday. Had good lunch at plaza sing's secret recipe. Cathay, Eddy bought me & sushil havaianas. Me and sushil decided to get the same exact pair, same colour and size(Haha her idea) Ok syg edz.

Marina square played awesome arcade. i think i almost lost my voice there. Kfc and home.

Woke up at 7am, JB with xy, sya, her parents & sis.

Fucking awesome.

Guys were f flirts but fun to talk to(haha)

sch bag, vans sch shoes, eyeliner, b&l contacts(it was 50rm, in sg they sell it for $38), Pencil& Highlighter, 2 kotak, Boskin Robins, 2 boxers, cleaned my nails/buff/shine.

<3

Sooth your soul.

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