hate this fucked up phase of life.

why?

He's attached to someone i know. How unluckily coincidental ):

hahahhahahaha ahah hahaha hahaha haha ok shut.
HUNGRY. I WANT FISH AND CHIPS!!

Why do you have to be so darn adorable you even look like samuel rizal >.< Too bad your alil bit old for me. Bahh im missing/loving the thought of fallin in love :)
Hehehehe getting tingles. Dont think i can get over it juz yet.

Im tired. I should sleep but im not sleepy, Never was yesterday/this morning either. Ton til 5++ had fun with cousins and second cousins. Slept for 40 minutes, got home at 6.30, slept til 10. less than 4 hrs of sleep and i still feel goodz (:

Event was good too. Had loads of bonding to second cousins which i barely even talked to before. In games, my group won first place :D The weather was scroching hot and as per usual im not dark(i think) but sunburnt, only on my nose.
-,-

Oh yah and Haikal.O "proposed" to me just now with a ring he found in the chalet :8
I didnt feel anything, only just "srs pe ni boy" haha
weird ok, we're second cousins and we were in the same primary sch! 0.o

im a so hungry i could eat half a cow.
(diet siket)

i have yet to watch new moon. anybody?

got bored, an old friend texted me. Kinda miss her since we were friends for 3 years? So... i went to my hi5 page when it was still "in"
I cAnT bElEiVe i uSeD tO TyPe lIKe ThIs!!!!!! HAHHAHAHAA I think i was supa cool back then eh.
I kinda miss primary school friends. Hi if any of you are reading this :)

Guess i'll be having another year in prss........... (:

Met with the girls first for princess and the frog. Got to school feeling normal until.. we heard the last person on earth we wanted to see/hear from, Mr Ng. After walking away he shouted at me, "Syaza, get ready to fill up your ITE application form okay". I replied with a "cb". Unfortunately, he heard HAHAHAHA. He yelled blablablabla and i laugh and walked away. Ooooo it doesnt end there. Examanition hall was tense. Sat in hall for like an hour and half waiting for results. When it was time and my name was called by no other, i panicked. Of course his words kept lingering in my head!! What if.. ... ITE? First thing when i got up to him he passed me the ITE bookllet. Got my results and mr ng laughed. Must have been entertainment to see me so scared huh huh! Hhahahaha After that he threatened saying that i'll get form D for vulgarities. ahhahahaha
But you know what, i think it was worth it. Its not like i can do it again :D

Anyway results are fine. Got distinctions for maths combined humans and......... POA. A "1" FOR POA CAN YOU BELEIVE IT???? okay refer to post "October 10 2009" Or as copied below. Monday was the last N level paper,Poa.

F my self discipline from gg out jalan raya today.

Oh and i only celebrated raya on the first and second day of raya. I didnt jalan raya w my family/cousins/friends. AHHHHHHHH

Come on monday come on monday..

.................

7.25pm

SO MUCH FOR SELF DISCIPLINE!

i did not get a single thing in my head cus i ended u gg shopping. Bought D.P.'s jeans( VERY COMFY) and C.O.'s printed leggings, shorts and shirt. spent 100 k.. so much for spendin thriftly. now i feel brokeeeeeeeezzzz

My attempt to study in coffee bean failed too as the counter boy was too cute unglue my eyes from.

AHAHA

now im gg tmall again w sisters.

i wished monday came later now..

 

HAHAHAHHAHAHAA I MERELY STUDIED! ok cool. Shall not be complacient though cus i know my poa aint that good. Rlly dissapointed with my english&sciences ): But no point dwelling yeh?

&Thanks to all thos who wished me and asked how it went, all hugs and smses! Even when i smsed my family abt results and told them how dissapointed i was, they comforted me and said i've done well. Made me tear a lil ;)

So.. sec 5 bby. I didnt really kept my options open for ITE cus i know what i want. But the thought of having to stay another year isnt lovely dovey ): Oh well. O's bby bby O's :D

Now im hungry. Cant wait for family tmr and BBQ tonight yum yum yum~

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NCCbbq

161209 out

Stomach feels like a bubbling pit. Throats/Lungs tingles. Palm sweaty.

Im a nervous wreck.

Waiting for Chuck at 10

k yah. so..

Hungry. Can i have good food plez?

Krispy kreme sound good now.

huma huma huma.

Day 16 was awesome with all 16 of us<3 Had lunch at breeks at taka. Who orders ramen in a western restraunt? Me. The last to come and left everyone waiting(hehe) Met fuzi so abangabang rdy cycle on the road. BnJ orchad central dinning in was good to. Movie at lido after. Why do we all have so much $$ suddenly?
Pretty tired. Its been town all the way these few days~ I wanna go gym tmr/later but saf lazy. i wanna go swimming too!! Anybody anybody??

Fck im nervous shit. results.

Ve'got loads of outdated photos, will upload soon.

Meantime... Been pretty happy lately and tired. Went gym yesterdaywith saf. Had a good workout but..

didnt eat=no energy=very sleepy.

thus, next time eat beofre you head to the gym.

After gym only god knows what happened. Plus the 4 of us lah of cus. I've never sweared so much in one short evening and laughed after that and sweared all over again haha. What a night.

Headed to Bugis and spent a whole 40 minutes in a particular shop and ended spending 60 x.x Worth it though, im pretty contented. Met up with saf and nab at wisma, lucnched and they went home. I headed to bugis and raffles city back and forth to get a wallet in acessorize. Finally got this really awesome one but costed me almost 45 bcks. Lucky thing i have capital land vouchers<3

Gg out tmr and the day after and then the day after, results. shit.

58th, Pit. Prolly the best catch up yet. Congrats to Faizah for completing the course and yeh... AYE MAAM!! Wanted to ton with the girls at the pit but i still gegirl uh. Food was alot. 72gs finally reunited for.. 5 minutes.
therefore, ncc brings the people together & coke makes you angry.

Im relatively happy since i got some big $$ from dad just now :) :) But im scared it'll be all gone by........ tmr. Ok no lah gile eh!! maybe not even the end of the month... ):
It's okay actually, I've still got my capitaland vouchers MUAHAHAHA

Suprised me big time to the fact that my birthday was 5 days ago.

Nuff said, im a happy girl w really awesome friends.

omg i juz bloghopped out of randomness srsly and ended up at someone from another country's page. turn's out he has that roadtraffic thingy and it knew that i was singapore!! Omg im just thinking that he'll track me down down down embarassing lah x.x Hhahahaa sorry bored lah not my fault so dont be flattered that someone from singapore visited your page aye peace out

ergh ergh im sho sleepy (x.x) but i think i'll go for a run. burn off calories from mcspicy!!

Ok i actually forgot what i wanted to blog abt.

day 8
Im still not at ease and i still think you pragai with me but whatever. My one para post just now was me very very angry and since you said it's nothing, im just gonna give in and let it go~

Spent day 8 with normal peeps 11 of us. Watched Couples Retreat omg horny sia x.x Bt i guess its worth watching :)? Lepak-ed. dinner at pastamania. lepak ended up with sushil and hariz. It was nice like confessing and stuff but abit weird 0.o hahaha And they found out smth abt me that i really really feel ashamed abt. Smth thats gonna change their prespective of me :/ I think yesterday's confession was rlly intense!! But nonetheless exciting C:

Danggggg and i needta go to the cobbler and like mend my shoes.... again ):

Day 7

One week down of december~

Gym today. I wasnt really lazy but i wasnt really excited either. Forced myself to go cus i already pinky swear-ed Saf last week. Hhahahaha She's making me make up for the last time i didnt turn up cus i was watching lion king hahaha~ Was nice metting the girls of cus :) Just got home, made really good grilled cheese with beef ham, letuce and some chicken salami woo good. Sandwich not alot of calories right? hehehehehehehehe :>

Day 6
I'd like to thanks those in fb who wished me, Hariz and Sushil for smsing, fb-ing and msn all together, those who sent 5c sending me and sms, some of the msges were really really sweet :), Those who rmmbred but didnt wish, Stalkers who waited at the stike of midnight for my birthday and got excited cause it was my birthday but was too shy to wish(its ok, i understand) and of cus the girls who called me at midnight<3 Thankyou :) :)
Shall not elaborate on how i spent my day. It would probaly be the worst day in december ;<
But thats okay now is it? It's not every year your birthday has to be the bomb or really really bad or just so- so. Mine's just really really bad this year~

Looking foward to next week! Seems packed.. And the week after = RESULTS. OMG.

Stay at home today. Got many movies to watch. Hungry, am i? To bake or not to bake? Or maybe ben and jerry's? Hmm...

Day 5

Sweet sixteen.

it was like a bad dream ):

Day 3

Out with a wonderful bunch of people.Got so freaking addicted to the cube thingy since i asked Helmi to teach me how to figure the thing out!! I was so excited and helmi was so fierce :/ HEHE Lunched at Swensen's PS with very ex bill and me being and me being the money count-er :D

After that went to build a bear and aisyah made the bunny that i wanted but...

it turned out to be for me!

LOOKIE I GOT A BUNNY!! They, apparently, planned way before since i dont when OMG IM FREAKIN TOUCHED OKA!!

 

Ben and Jerry's After at Cathy. Had Chocolate Theraphy + Strawberry kiwi sorbet<3 with safirah. Free dark chocolate mocha too :)

Good Food + good whether + good company,

A girl couldnt ask for more :)

Thankyou so much from my bottom of my heart,

Safirah,Billy,Sushil,Chloe,Aisyah&Ilham,Dan,Eddy,Helmi,Nic,KokCheong,TongKai.

<3

Pictures.

KOK CHEONG has the same birthday as me :)

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Day 4

Woke up abit and looked at the time. "6.30" My first thought, "shit f f f i need to get back to sleep cmmn i still have an hour to snooze" and then i went back to sleep :) Met HACHILAHSAN turned minah with her dyed hair and minah talk. suposingly at 9 but dotdotdot 9.40 :/ Omgosh i miss that girl so much!!! Talked talked talked and as always i can keep up with the guys she's contacting :/ BUT i know one who's maybe gonna end her single hood ^^ WEEWIT!! It was rather dry but i wouldnt spent my friday morning any other way  :)

It rained so heavily after that. Headed to shops and still i got so freaking wet even with an umbrella.

Met Aqilah just now and she gave me her's and aisyah present to me, A POT PLANT!!! Omgosh <3333

I love it very very very much really. Why? Cus i dont like potted-less flowers/plants. heehehehe.

I am a truly happy girl.

even after i finally got my old old phone back but i lost the charger only two days having a stupid phone. Life is so much better without a phone :)

Day2 and something more than 3/4
Fucking pissed. I want to run. away. away. alone. cry and cry and cry and sleep ;<

Before we get to December, lets rmmbr the last day of november.

WOKE UP WAY TO EARLY TO MEET THEM!!! haha no lah, no complains, had breakfast with aiqlah and safirah. SOMEBODY didnt come action rdy cut hair tsk. So anyway, had breakfast at ka yun. was still early and we wanted ice cream so trained to buena vista. Got freaking lost felt like 3 little piggie tourist in our own country -.-

 Off to cold rock, holland v at 11am!!(IKA LETS GO STILL OK!) Cold rock was good. MUM MUM MUM. walked arnd arnd wanted to go dempsey but dont know how.So took a bus initially heading to orchad BUT THEN "dempsey road" caught my eye so we ran down the double decker bus and alighted.

Got lost again walked, seemed llike forever. and then finally..... DEMPSEY!

DEMPSEY= BEN AND JERRY

But we had cold rock so..... I KNOW RIGHT ): ): Interior was awesome tho. Shld go there again someday, with money and empty stomach.

Since Saf was hungry, she always is anyway so it wouldnt make much difference.., we headed off to find a bus stop. Asked people for directions and otw to the bus stop...

PARROTS! 5 cages like a mini bird park. SO took the opportunity...

I KNOW RIGHT!! BETTER THAN A BIRDPARK!

Tied my hair cus the first time it was on my arm, it thought that my hair were worms and tried to eat it up 0.0 (who could blame him/her eh? it does look like worms)

Bused to wheelock, had burger king & home.

So yes, It was truely an awesome time especially with the company of the girls. Its like walking drunk arnd laughing and laughing <3

November really ended off with a kick :)

ANYWAY......

ALL HAIL THE MIGHTY PIMPLE!

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December. Saying it from the tip of my tongue make my body tingle :)

Day 1

December started off well. Had breakfast with my baby boy :)

Day 2

Shopped at bugis~ Started to have a headache and realised i was walking around in circles. AND GUESS WHO I MET......!!!!!!!

my sister -.-

Trained to tampines, i felt like fainting omg i guess i forced myself to walk too much.

Headed to the cobbler to get my shoes. Finally talked to someone, suddenly i felt better. ha-ha..

I think my head was on the verge of exploding thinking/talking to myself inside!

Chatting with Khay now. Annoying idiot!! Fozi also.. Was planning to meet up, in the end he said..

"tapi i say areadi wat after 10yrs kita aru meet" pfttttt!