Its rather warm today, but a relatively nice day, dont you think?

Bridging started today... and not in a high note, well for me.

I faced a few unforeseen difficulties in class in addition with being late for the first day.

I thought lessons would be easy to cope but unfortunately i'd forgotten some of my basic foundations.

Im honestly scared for whats to come, whether or not i may or may not endure this cycle again, only this time doubled..

"Sec 5 is going to be tough, really tough."

Those words kept lingering in my mind throughout the day and i can't help but feel..

Hopeless.

Nonetheless, i have to keep my head up high. I wont give up just yet. i have to try. I want to do this, but maybe not so confident about it yet. One thing's for sure.. If i do come back next year, there's no turning back.

So apparently it was Aqilah's birthday. We celebrated the day before along w halloween. Met the girls around 2 to get some stuffs and had ample time to dress up at safirah's later. While birthday girl was changing in the toilet, all 5 of uf rushed in the kitchen to light up the cake. It was so hillarious how we tried to poke the candles to the cake cus it the chocolate coating was hard :D

Birthday girl had to wear that hair band the whole time :)

Sya's like... Jenifer's body.

IT WAS SO FUN DOLLING AQILAH UP :) Her hair, make up & clothes too(hehe sisterzzz eh!)

I think i was afraid of how hariz looked, somehow. He had his tux on, everything black with a hat and a mask. We ended up walking around together at ehub with many, many PRICELESS passers-by expressions.

I knew those boots would come in handy after all the 4 years it's been through :)

Initially, the play was to ETP'S party. But it rained so heavily we decided not to go. The best part of the day was prolly running all the way back to shelter from etp where apparently ^^, we were soaking wet. Nonetheless, i had i great time. Happy sweet 16 dearyyyyyyyyyyy

Saturday's with family. Chalet = good food. I miss my cousins and the old days alot, now everyone's busy w their own things plus their partners! Seems like its only the 3 of us who didnt bring their partners to the chalet... cus we dont have one. Family Bowling tournament and i finally reached 100! Yeyzzzzz :)

Sunday's w Aisyah. Eating fast fast-food to catch Jenifer's body. Rather good movie. Imagined i was in the blond-haired girl's position and sya was megan fox during the movie. Haha

Til the end of the week (;

Tuesday jobhnting w girlfriendzzzzzz Aisyah :) Hopefully the right person will call :/

From tamp to parkway to toa payoh. ended up improm-tu at toa payoh stadium watching

s-league w $1 dollar tickets & free dinner :)

We were so kecoh in the bus, running down the bus to get off when we saw a soccer match hahaha.

Yesterday's meet up was great to & know im excited for tmr.*winkwink*

Now im patiently waiting for Haziq to sleep from watching CICAKMAN so i can finally get back to watching princess hours :D

SEE HOW MUCH HE LOVES CICAKMAN???!!!

P.S. HAPPY 17TH TO NANO I miss you too bebbz :)

AHHHHHHHZZZZZZZZZZZZZ TAYLOR! Charming kan kan?! I feel in love w Jacob Black frm reading new moon and Taylor plays the role so well. TOTALLY DROOLY<33

>&Of cus my all time favourite boy, Travis. hot.hot.hot. GCH<33333

>Last but not least :)

In an interview...

Question: So tell me about yourself

What i said : Im turning 16, i just finished my N levels.... Oh and i live in tampines

(I KNOW RIGHT WHAT WAS I THINKINGGGG?!?)

What i really wanted to say : Oh, Im a white malay who has really curly hair and small eyes.

I was practically laughing to myself at night while trying to fall asleep

& this totally made my day

Hi helmi if ur readg tis!

I really hope i get a job or maybe that job. I really dont mind cus im gna be braindeadz soon ++ w no $$$$$

Ergh.

editted//

so aqilah & aisyah came over.

Had a nice time w them :)

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Just random pics in my laptop. I miss GPA!! sadly no pictures to it. booo.

Watched sorority row yesterday w a lovely bunch. Sorry if i was a lil messed up, My throat didnt feel so good and my blocknose made it hard for me to breathe. It was a good movie, and again, i was the only one screaming to it. ha-ha.

Afters, met aqilah, xinyu and isk at _________. They applied & was interviewed. Isk starts training today! Well all the best to him, hope he really gets the job. Well the other girls too lah, bt he's still in a bad situation(which i still regret not looking bck) Harapharap rezeki die murah eh. Oh gd lck to the girls who starts trianing next week!

See my friends are all getting jobs. Im gonna be stuck at home, alone. alone......& bored.

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E-Hub, Fish&Co express, Laugh laugh laugh, home. Hopefully Aqilah comes to my hse later for 17 again that we've been longing to watch since last week :)

I miss my 72girls. Oh yah, my batch just graduated today. Well all of the sec4/5 except 4NA(not applicable, get it?) Not to mention bridging starts in 2 weeks...

Safirah's was really really good!! Shant explain much further, my mouth is watery just flashing back. After a week of really good food( we ate at 3/4 of the houses on raya & i had dinner at maks on thursday), TIME TO EXERCISE. Me Aisyah Aqilah Helmi & Isk met at 6.30(I WAS ON TIME!) for hiking at bkt timah.

• both my shoe soles came out.
• i have the greatest GirlFs <3>
• Isk was in a really tough situation(somehow i feel guilty for not looking back)
• Home. Got really bored. Played Put-Put & freedy fish. last option :x Still bored.

IN 14 YEARS? NOT IN A MILLION YEARS BROTHA!! HAHAHHAHA

hi if ur rding this

morning facebook.

off to safirah's later :)

(f what the hell. satu satu peragai. cb. dari semalam sia. wtfffff)

>:(

Meet my girlfriend. She's a strong girl :) Had a nice time catching up otp w this you.
Raya 09. Me and isk coincidentally BLUE.. huahua.
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today i finally bought my boots frm Zara.

Huge hole in my pocket...

Finally over. I still cant believe it :)

Now.

numb.hurt.helpless.

(that's how my feet feel)

Raya outing with classmates was awesomez!

(Well, better now then not at all :))

F my self discipline from gg out jalan raya today.

Oh and i only celebrated raya on the first and second day of raya. I didnt jalan raya w my family/cousins/friends. AHHHHHHHH

Come on monday come on monday..

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7.25pm

SO MUCH FOR SELF DISCIPLINE!

i did not get a single thing in my head cus i ended u gg shopping. Bought D.P.'s jeans( VERY COMFY) and C.O.'s printed leggings, shorts and shirt. spent 100 k.. so much for spendin thriftly. now i feel brokeeeeeeeezzzz

My attempt to study in coffee bean failed too as the counter boy was too unglue my eyes from.

AHAHA

now im gg tmall again w sisters.

i wished monday came later now..

After yest's math paper, got home, rain, SHOPPING!! i did not get my ankle boots eventho i adored the ones frm zara. the salespersons at evry shop prolly got pissed at me cus i tried so many things and ended up getting nothing -.- Oh yah, i was alone cus i made a fool out of myself x10000000000!

eg.1)I was at orchad central(the interior design was beau btw but too bad it was really deserted) and i couldnt find my way out. when i finally found an exit, the automatic entrance wont open!! I almost walked straight to the door ok! I think the lady behind me was laughing.... so i made a small u turn and ended up lost.

eg 2) The automatic entrance, again. this time, it almost closed on me!! Worst part was, i gave a loud shriek :x

eg 3) Diva had my favourite four letter sign at the front, SALE. I was so hyped that i got in and asked the salesperson rather loudly, "ARE ALL THE ITEMS ON SALE?"

The salesperson, "No. Only the "on sales section"

FML

Well at least i got somethings i really wanted but Now i shld really spend thriftly :/

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Last day of sch was prolly the most chillax day of the year. Didnt touch a book during coriculum time but spent the whole afternoon studying in an empty sch + night study :) More on FB (no random order)

In the lib

Night study khay was there too & he said he's goin MIA like fozi after POA. asss
SHIRAH! k i love this girl. We seriously got worried when she didnt show up for maths paper.
Lunch with this bunch :)

This is where i sit in class

(This is also the people i look foward to in seeing in sch, evrydy :) )

HAHAHAHA HAZIRAH!

I cant rmmbr what i was writing but as you can see, i have stalkers watching my every move0.o

After sch when it was empty

Safirah! Honestly i dont think i could made out of sec 3/4 w/o this girl. We're like opposites..., only we're so much alike(and we dont want to admit that either) Like yesterday! I had water in my ears and coincidentally, SHE DID TOO. hahahaha. ok. I thank god that i met her, i really do.

I shld stop now, WHAT IF SHE READS THIS??

The girls im gonna end up in hospital with!! :)

Fozi the ass. I sat beside him when i was in sec 1. He's a neat guy now...

wonder how he'll be 10 years from now :)

My girls<3> 4a2 2009 for you.

I totally "awwwww-ed" after reading this.

then i realise how creepy it sounds 0.o ok, im still having doubts whether or not to take picture w him.. HA-HA, k i know you know!!!

Truth be told, i lost some marks here and there for maths but what worried me most was when i compared my physics paper w him..DAMNNN. PLUS BEFORE THAT!, some idiot was really being an idiot >:(

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Tomorrow's the last day for the other classes. tmr's also the day fozi says he's gonna see me. errrrgh ass.

Physics and Chem today was fairly ok. Srewed History big time. Nazi Germany came out alright... only in SBQ. there's what you get for studing one chapt. Maybe luck wasnt on my side like it was for SS..

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Look on the bright side. No more craming 3 subjects in one day & Maths and Poa to go!! WHEEEEEEE~~

OK CIAO, NIGHT STUDY!

HAI, TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF MY SEC 4 YEAR

Ever wondered what house im in? ahhaha sometimes i do too. Im in leopard act. i represent leapord on sports days and anything to do w houses uh. Believe it or not ey?

Sec twoooooo! I love the whole bunch. Sec 2 was like the golden agez HAHA CARELESS AND CAREFREE!

Raya o7

Lastly, all time fav. pic.........

HAHAHAHAH I KNOW RIGHT. i never get tired of this picture...

Look at us now, its our last week in sch.

(Fozi says he dont wanna go out w me and we'll only meet in 10 years time. that idiot.)

I feel so emotional to even think abt it..

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im a 39.3 degrees right now. havent eaten since yesterday aft. Why am i here when im spose to rest?? Cs im lonely, boooooo ): ):

Gone hiding.

one day its happy the next it all goes down down down.
elaboration tak perlu. Im glad that i have friends like firahsanuba that never fails to make me laugh even when she's not trying :) Class photo, i think i look stupid.
I just got from the mall. finally, i got my diva accessories. i just had to go out of the house to think,something made me reallly unhappy and distracted. I spent like 40mins in there, in my own world. 2 hairbands,bracelets and a ring. in the end i didnt get the ring cus it costed 43 altoghether but i only had 42 ): ): ): ): Oh well. Next stop Ion ok. Im still not in a good mood. Ive got a headache and i havent eaten since after school just now.

wtf. someone just added me in msn talking abt Alai cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb GET A LIFE LAH PLEASE >:(