2nd week of holiday was filled up with council and ncc. From writting invitation cards to seniors to taking long bus rides to yio chu kang in 72.I havent gotten any "me time" and ive been wanting to go for a jog for a long time but the weather just doesnt allows it i guess.One thing im sure ive learnt from the last 2 weeks was different people have different personalities and that if you just stop and listen to them, they're lovely people.You just gotta accept the way they are (:

Ive always thought that having a relationship wit you closetest bestest friend would turn out all wrong when apart, cause the friendship after that would never be the same& I wasnt willing to take that risk again. But then with a wake up call, "im lucky im in love with my bestfriend" Why not.

Random,Random. It doesnt make much sense too, hehehe.

Hmm plans for the third week? Spec course! Its like two days away and im barely prepared for it :x Maybe abit of shopping after that and then NCC bbq :D Anyway, I want to go out wit friends! Te last outing i had was................ Jamming =,=" And it wasnt even with my normal bunch. Well,I did managed to meet up with kiks for abit, oh haw i missed her so much! Im looking foward to go out some friends on the 4th week or i'll just have to wait patiently for school to reopen :{

And yeah my parents are coming home from Indonesia today^^ The house is in big mess and had been absolutely choas with them not around. And its ELSA'S birthday tmr :) Happy fiftheen dear love!

There's gonna be another baby in the house other than that lil rascal up there^^ One is way too many already!*omgzx faints*(!!!!!!!!!!!!) Yeah, my sis is already 3 months pregnant, Well congratulations to her. YEAH I KNOW 3 MONTHS PREGNANT AND I GOT TO KNOW TODAY =,=" heheeee oh well, Haziq's not gonna be too spoilt after all :D

My blogging days might just be over ... Either that or im blogging someplace private. The thought of some random person reading my blog freaks me out. Heeheee, im sure im gonna be back soon actually, keep the tags coming aite! Alright then, til whenever!

Lets just keep things low aite :) Ive deleted my last post for various reasons and i do not wish to bring it up anytime soon. Yeah thanks to all my friends again for the awe-some care and well wishes, im perfectly fine. And i dont have frankenstein stitcheszxz(hahahahaha) & to HuiFang, It was just an incident and it happened to fast anyway. It must have been hard for you, being veryvery worried. I dont blame you for such a small thing, so dont worry about it yea :) Just be really careful next time! Hehehehhehehehehehe alrightalright.

Yeay and im off to camp!

Hello.

I forgot what happen on tuesday but i was in a very happy mood on wednesday. Museum in the morning,Lunch time concert(the atmosphere is slowly dying ..) and then council til very late. I think ive got really bad moodswings ): I felt rather gloomy today. I didnt throw any tantrums or gave any attitude whatsoever but i just kept really quite and i didnt want to talk much. Maybe its because .. im missing too many things,Im missing too many .. People.

Oh well, *always look on the bright side of life to tu to tu tu to tu to* Im sipping Oreo Ice Blend with soft chey black pearls :) Huahuahuahuahua~

YeahYeaaaaaaaah and its the 14th month today. And HAZIQ IS 14 MONTHS TOOOOOOO!

Spent my day out with theese the two ZIES, Zizie & Fauzi. Didnt know today was monday. &There's school tmr,hmpf. I want to sing and strum, my ass off lah but my sis is in the room ): PaiseyXZX makan Toseyzxz Ok. Even before camp, im tanned, SEE SEE SEE THE SECOND PICTURE! I AM TANNEDTANNEDTANNEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD! :0 I have 3 or 4 camps during the holidays and im excited, yeay!

Just caught this just now.Even though i dont quite understand what they're saying,It was hillarious.It wasnt really a good show, the conclusion was +_____________+ The movie made it sooo simple to find someone and just get married. They didnt even get to know each other much and then poof they just "fall in love" Love at first sight eyyyyyy? Pft. I dont have anything agaisnt that but what happen to "getting to know you first"? I think i watch too many love movies .. Its such fantasy with happy endings that i want to make it to reality .. &This is why im growing old with 2 dozens of cats or three adopted kids :D Dah i dont like thinking about the future, notnownotnow.

Oh yah,My third post of the day! Yes, im uber bored. All im doing is some onlineshopping and neopets. I think i want to get new havainas, but i dont like my toes ):

I still dont have ITunes. WhatThefzxzxz

Whoa im hearing Three Cheers For Five Years everywhere theese days The lyrics makes me sad ): HA HA HA k shuddup.
Oh and i think im too young for friendster. http://profiles.friendster.com/electrikk

Im suppose to be off somewhere, but i think im better off at home :D

How's my results? Unsatisfying,Dissapointing.
Mind you im in NA so we use Grades.
I cant remember much but this is roughly what i got.
A grade3/4 for my English,dissapointing, My paper 2 suckedxzxzx!
Grade 5 for math :D
OMYGAY MALAY! I THINK CIKGU PROUD UH, GRADE3GRADE3! He wants me to maintain, Insyallah Cikgu~ His hopes of me being a Malay Professor might just happen (;
I passed my POA with flying pigs, G4 :) I think i can do better,Way better cause i like POA now,really.
Combined humans with a solid 5/4(i dont know) I thought i did fairly ok ..
Combined Sciences, U Grade siowxzxz. 24.5/50 for physics& 19.5/50 for chem.

Friends are flying off tmr morning .. 4am eh? I know you'll gonna miss me(why not bring a picture?Hahahaha vain)

Dah since i cancelled the plans for today, im gonna stuff myself with zillion of trillions of indonesian love movies,ZAAAAAAAAAAP!

They said, I'll bet They'll
never make it

But just look at us holding on

We're still together, still
going strong.

Meet those kental kebababs^^ hmm.. You know i know ):

Plans today were cancelled and i was really looking foward to it ): I-am-rotting-at-home

Its's ok, Tmr's SUN-day :D

Healthy and alive.

"The king of russia,Tsar died a long long long time ago in a far away place called Jumanji". Khayrul's Mid year papers, History. LOL!

Captain ball on wednesday, yesterday, was awesomezx!Had council duty first, time keeper! Ha ha ha there was this one time i got so excited on the last second, i jumped and my phone dropped to millions of peices(haha) Our first game was agaisnt e7, very competitive, volleyballers ey? Very exciting and very hyper^^ Lost but scored quite high so we proceeded to the next round with e3. e3 had only four players and still we lost to them. Ha ha ha ha but omgxzx it was hella fun! Then last game we had a friendly match with e7 again. I must say, it was the best captain ball game i ever had this year :D

And i think i dropped my phone more than 5 times on wednesday.

Erg, my phone felt the pain and sufferings so i guess it just wanted to take revenge. The alarm didnt went on and i woke up later than usual, an hour later acctually. So like always i took a wonderful morning bathe and reached school earlier than you think! (:

Had 6 free periods, mostly cause home/math teacher off to somewhere. Hmmm did nothing, had a few laughs with friends and PE! Ran for 10 minutes around the feild and Floorball!

The sun wasnt friendly at all! Captain's ball was hot. Very hot. I find the seniors matches harder to handle .. Well, some of them we rude, like yeah maybe its your last interclass in PRSS but its not life and death~ +________+ He heeeeeee. Got home quite late all sticky and very dirty and dark. Pft.

My friends are leaving to Cambodia too soon! Im gonna be anti-social for a week with no one to sing to ): Then Aisyah action to the max, MENYAMPAH! ha ha ha ha ha ha, yeah yeah i shld be jealous. Anyway get me a souvenior aite. One whole box filled! Maybe adopt me kid or smth toooooo, that'll be awe-some or you can make one perhaps. Im gonna miss all of you, Have a safe trip there and come home safely. Think about me every night(HA HA), I love all of you! (Sound like you're leaving for a whole month, padahal 1 week =.=")

Oh and i know to many people with "HA" infront of their names, it gets so confuuuuuuusing!

&Someone told me something i really didnt want to hear .. ):

Ok da, go and sleep til sunday and wake up at 9 .. in the afternoon

Re-December

Teeeeheeeeeee, i feel like lame to the ultra max and bored. So i did the true friend quiz thing .. well you dont really need to be a true friend to know this aite^
Its found at my profile so pleasepleaseplease take time to do it thnky.

Oh yeah, changed my link! Now i hear B.A.R.B on teveeeeeee, ok bye! School babey!

Wouldnt it be nice if we were older?

Yo(I dont know your name but excuse me miss, i saw you from across the rooooooom~)

I feel EX to the MAX flabby siowzxz(and nauseous). 2weeks already ive skipped, tsktsktsk. I had a date with my father today :D He wanted to go catch a movie and i told him i was gg someplace else but then he added ..."After that we can go shopping" Omgxz How could i resist?

Caught Ironman at suntec. Personally i wanted to catch What Happens in Vegas .. but watching cameron and ashton making love in bed wasnt really appopraite for daughter-father bonding ey. In one of the scenes in from ironman, there was the guy and the girl making love and my dad looked at me and said "so this is why its PG" LOL!
After the movie shopped abit ;) Bought a few things from cotton on and toe socks! &My dad got me an ipod shuffle :D K shuddup, im spoilt .. Or maybe not, k im not. Now im here infront of the screen and i realise, i cant download Itunes ): !#$%^&*() Now how am i suppose to upload the songs eh, Ningkapoop!

I cant wait til school reopens! Wednesday there's gonna be CaptainBall InterClass and there's PE on thursday. FUN OR WHATZXZXZX!

Survival of the fittest

My ma gave away my ticket to the Mother's Day celebration today to my aunt cause i got unwell .. yesterday. Oh well, Im not a mother anyway.

Anyone wants to go rent and watch tons of dvds today. WeddingSingerWeddingSingerWeddingSinger!

Anyone?

OH yah. Dont try to contact my phone aite^ Call my Home number or for kikie, send a paper airplane :D

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I spend the rest of the day watching teeveeee. tsktsk.
Yesteday's shopping was rather ................. Hmm. As always, i didnt bought anything ):
I wanted that tee(i know you know kiki) but the price was too pretty for me. Then over at HMV which i spend 40 mintues there i couldnt decide on what cd to get! I reallyreallyreally wanted TRS Calender days album but they didnt have it, not even at the other stores. I dont like the new album,Do You Feel, that much. TRS has become quite popular and next thing you know it .. its everyone's favourite one man band.

"I dont like it when someone says She's ok when we both know we're definately not"... From Ghost Whisperer i watched just now. Yeah well i dont like it either but i do the same thing over and over again. What i really feel is content. Theese mixed feeling of all emotions are just jumbled up together, i dont know what to feel anymore.

And now,I feel nauseous.

Say nighty-night and kiss me.

I feel overjoyyed like i could jump on my parents bed all day long .. but i dont want cause im lazy. After our last paper, Mr Ng decided to give us a look at our results .. i wonder how he marks the papers soo fast, He already marked 3a1 and 3a2 papers, eventho we just took it yesterday. Not to mention his other sec 4 classes 0.o I felt very nervous, i was confident .. of being one of the 7 failers. Paper one i got 41/80 and paper two, 35/60. HAH! I almost teared, ok i did. hU HU HU HU// But i bet ca3's marks gonna pulled all of em downdowndowndown.
Oh well! I PASSED MY MATH PAPEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Now i feel so free, like a bird, i wanna fly awayyyyyyyyy. Yes im veliveli free from now til school ends, hUAHUHAUUAhuahuHUa. Maybe with this free time, i'll fly a kite, teheeeee.

Im very happy, veliveli happy.

Oh and during the paper just now, i suddenly coughed for 1 and half-3 whole minutes! Someone must have talked about me .. or maybe thought of me cause it was too early in the morning to gossip.. Whoa, that peson must really miss me ey?

Trapped in the pass i just cant see to move on

Egh, i feel like my throats filled with sharp needles. See, that what you get for not drinking water after eating chocolate. Tsk, such a pity.

And plus, I still have another paper tmr. POA. I am absolutely determine to do the paper but not sure abt the answers ey. Maths and chem paper was horrible. My maths, i skipped 2 questions 3a and b. Then Mr Ng cam up and peeped at my work .. "You sure you cannot do this?" I replied no. "Syaza, you're panicking alrady, dont panick dont panick. Look at the questions Properly". Wah piangzxzxz dah physics chem and math, no hope.

And to Hafir!~~~, Thnkysm for the pick and for everything else(Yay) but i really think you shld go consult a doctor ok? (:

Kk, last paper!

To this one slow dance

I went to Aqilah's blog and i saw my Prettyprettypretty giler babs face in one of her navigations. Yay, she's my number one fan!^^ Of all the pictures eh kiks! K anyway, i love you!
Dah, see lah, the whole post dedicated to you, since you dont have a tagboard .............

I still try holding on to silly things

Physics was terrible! I would be reallyreally, really veli lucky if i'd pass. Math paper is tommorow .. I predict both paper one and two is gonna be a killeeeeeeeer.Ok i cant wait til Friday~ POA's the last paper and then poof, All done^^

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WhatS love really? Is it just at first sight? The next day you go goo gee gah gah over some girl and then sweet talk and then tell her all those stuffs when you barely know her. Im referring to no particular person ok, and this act of foolish-ness just pisses me off, alot.

I might even be a RockStar

Im listening to RockStar by Hannah Montana, Ha ha ha ha ha. The song is very catchy lah, go listen to it one day aite^
Anyway, yesterday i was so hyped up to go to physics class that i ended up not going. I texted Dan and he felt the same way tooooo. Ha ha ha ha ha, so much for semangat.

And here we go again

Ugh, For the Trillionth time, I lost my GPick ): And i just bought it not long ago )))): Any kind soul would care to get me a new one?*GIVESCHEEKYSMILE* Oh yah did i tell you my sis bought me Gstrings already, the only promblem is i dont know how to fix it +____+ My sis has been awfully genourous lately. She got me a file, and earaser and a pecilbox from Artbox. Its too freaking cute thats its too cute for to my liking! She said "I'm not using any of the items anymore so i thought i'd buy it for you" +______+ She has tooooooooooooooooo much money i guess.

Yesterday's physics did turn out well. I managed to clear some doubts but was still confused at most stuffs. I need help with my sciences, i failed my Chem ):

Walked again to school! Grrrr i swear if it was blazing hot i would have complained to sofia even more! After recess we had malay and again we used the iMac room. It was really boring .. Like zZzZzzzzz And then Cikgu said there were pictures of me in his computer.
I got curious and thought it was the old pictures me and kiks took this year but it wasnt!
It was from Sec 1, SECONDARY 1 podcasting session. Omg i couldnt bare to look cause me and Aisyah(my partner for the session) were ..... Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. The pictures were just Horrifying, like imagine back in the old days when we had cute poses and stuffs^^ Ha ha ha ha ha ha, i dont know if its deleted, BUT I HOPE IT IS. And now i have phobia of taking pictures in school iMacs ... Oh the Horror!

After school i felt so busy i didnt know where to go! In the end i calmed myself down and had lunch with girlfriends. Walked arnd abit and then Eddy called me. So then i headed of to meet him at the interchange and off we went to simei. We had booked two rooms( for god know's what reasons +_+) and i went off to listen Fa-fa-fauzi's band. They wasnt at all that bad .... They were practicing for Anuegrah Muzika that's coming out. Woo and good luck to them eh eh eh. I played abit, only abit cause no one bothered to listen which was kinda sad ): But oh-well, tsk. I still need a Gpick.

And here we go again and again and again. Give up and lose hope?