part 1

someone kidnap me away from home, please?

Kk , no, i dont want to be kidnap ( :0 scary oi!)
I want to go out )):





I envy you folks who are having fun outside now.





My face has 4 dirty CLOGGED pores.
so noticable la.
I wanna go facial spa please :DD






Ohoh , i just realised the upload image thing above at the create post area ,
after yesterday my freinds told me abt it.
I went searching for it at settings and template instead```` =,="
Oh this picture is ...........
HAHHAHAHAHA , but really , i miss this.
I look like a total dufus laaa.
Dear bloggers , these are my friends//` & im happy they are.
The make me laugh although somethimes we bitch like sdfghjk, we'll still love each other.
Im` really comfortable with them & i can do any type of expression , wheather its ugly or psychotic, i dont mind.
Yayayayayayaay! Stay long and happy k friends///((((:


(Oh ya , this was the last picture i editted with a font, cause after that , it went psycho.)

Im reallyreally happy`` (((:
Entah why , maybe beacause im thinking about the ole days.
In classes with my malay friends (((:
Makes me laugh to myself.

Imt was cancelled today ):
Oh nevermind.

Ehey , its my 100th post.
Ohya , ive been blogging since primary six.
Til this year , i deleted it.
Cause i read back my post and realised how ............ i was(KENTAL LERH! LOL)
so i moved to livejournal for awhile.
I didnt get a hang of it and created a new blog account , this current one.
Since the middle of this year aye?

Im vtired.
My bodys` aching.
I had fun today & i hope aiyshalee loved it.


I need to lose weight , like now.
You momma can lose to how fat i am.

(Kk , i know i have alot of pictures to upload and post , BUT SERIOUSLY , MY UPLOADER IN PHOTOBUCKET IS SCREWEDDDDDDD! After all the pictures are uploaded , the page will close and boom , NO PICTURES.
My comp`s jus asdfghjkl; i guess)
This is when i was in france.
I was browsing thru my photobucket and realised how much i had missed that place.
Not show offing or anything , but really , i reallyreally miss france okay.
With those hunkyHUNKS matsallehs & the beautiful historic places & not forgetting of course my cousins!
I remember, while staying there , i got chase by a dog. AND IT WAS HUGE OKAY!
I think right , i shouldnt have ran away , i sholuld have just let it come to me.
Hug me or lick me or whatever , cause that would have been better.
Or maybe if i didnt run , the dog would have stopped infront of me.(hahhh!)
Kk , next time kay.
I loved their house.
It have a beautiful garden in front and a huge backyard at the back.
& The backyard door led to a small sheep goat farm.
Me and my cousins would take our bikes and ride in an open land & we wouldnt catch a sweat cause it was so darn cold.
We would as a family take walks to the forest , to get some cherries.
And every mealtime without fail , we would have it together , all 14 of us.
I would always remeber the city sights , and how beautiful it was.
I WANT TO GO THERE AGAIN KAY?
This time with a professional camera (((((((((((:

Oh acctually , im really quite sad , cause escape theme park is closed tmr.
Oh why ohwhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?
lets just see eh what happens tmr.

(OHHHHHHHH & JANELLE EFRON STILL OWES ME 10 BUCKS!)

OHohohohooohohoho, im tired oi!
I almost spent the whole day sleeping :DDDDDD

Oh on saturday , i went out with my family.
We wanted somewhere fancy to have dinner to celebrate nadira`s birthday.
So i suggested sakura ker , cause its near mah.
Then at the carpark , nadira realised that sakura wasnt the buffet.
Then she got all bumped and was showing attitude (errrrgh!)
So then we decided to eat hans river , since she wanted buffet.
She was all excited cause it was korean buffet ( like my girl, nyehhhh)
We had sushi and those bbq your self food.
Oh whoa , and damn i was friggin full.
After that , we went to ikea , shopped alittle.

On sunday , i went out with family again.
My cousins , my aunts & my nephews and nieces.
We had an excursion(sp?)
We rented a huge coach bus red in colour.
Like mega huge lah! the ones you would ride to malaysia or indon.
Hahhh , first stop was neWater.
It was pretty boring cause i went there already 3 times this same year.
So after that we went off to bishan`s harmony centre.
The place was about our religion islam.
It was nice you know? It got me thinking alot.
I wanna get married to a really islamic person please :D
Then we head of to eat lunch, at arab street.
I would love to go there again , theres like so many places you can eat and chill.
I didnt have something big, caus ei was still full from the feast yesterday.
I only had murtabak , and i couldnt even finish it ):
Then we headed for prayers at masjid sultan.
After awhile , we went to Taman warisan.
It was really boring cause i went there around 3 times the same year.
Then the next stop was mount fabour , i think it was my first time there.
You know from the cable car thing there.
Its a hill , a really huge hill.
We just enjoy the sights and went to labourer park after that.
We just chilled there , took some photos and headed off home.
It was pretty fun acctually , hanging with cousins (:

Took alot of photos on both days , but my photobucket is really just screwed.
Maybe tmr yea?

&& im excited for WEDNESDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Sorry eh kiki , today`s plans canceled.
Im gg out with family uhh.
kk this is when kiki is sad =8(
hahahaha , no offence kiki , no joke no fun.
;DDDDDDDDDDD

I think i think to much.
See?
I should stop thinking too much , my brains` gonna explode soon.
I took a nap since father and mother wanted to have a rest first before gg out.
But it wasnt a real nap you know?
I didnt go to sleep.
I just , covered my eyes and relax ,&started thinking(MUSTSTOPMUSTSTOP)
It started at 145 ended at 4
Fast eye? But i wasnt fully asleep.
& i dont know why but i like it ^.^
ohwell

I think i should go out more often these holidays.
Ive been posting nonstop oi!

Pictures. This is what i can post for now k , my photobucket`s screwed bigtime.

Oh i had i dream last night that i was late for the last day of school.
& i didnt give a shiTxxxzxzxzzxzx.
I was still strolling my way to school.

okeoke , go clean your ears that`s filled with earwax and turn on the volume of you computer ,
NOWNOWNOWNWONWONWOWNWOWNOWNOW
Cause im addicted to this song , idky


=8) ( Kk , muke nih mcm kiki , with her hidung kembang)

I think i just got a new cat , and his name is Chombi```` ^.^

I havent bathe oi! & its 6.21pm
No really , i havent bathe since morning;

Kk bye.
I better go bathe now before my mother and fathers comes home.

(i just posted like freakingxxxz 4 times today)

Whoa , i really cannot tahan these days.



Kk , i'll tell you why
I hate this whole trend thing.
Its like , everywhere you go , you'll see skinnys(ohikindofregrettedbuyingmine) the samosamo tops only with different colours and designs.
I hate the way people use their bag at the side.
Or how people this days like the colour green.
Even the whole big specs like nerd thing.
(Im not putting it all on a particular somebody , really!)
BUT REALLY , HAVE YOU REALISED IT?
hahhh , its like , peole are copied and paste!
I want to shop in thailand or the states or even africa.
Get something different you know?
I dont even feel like going shopping? Its like the feeling`s gone.
I would love to buy something i love to wear , and something i think is nice to wear.
But not really copypaste you know?

i feel like a total nuthead right now.
I was feeding haziq his biscuits on the sofa.
My big sissy was facing towards me.
So then i was breaking the biscuit into smaller pieces.
Then went i turned , i saw haziq who was suposed to be sitting on the sofa fall flat on his stomack behind the table , on the floor.
I heard a loud bang on the table .. his head had hit the table , haaaard.
I started sreacming.
I couldnt do anything at all.
Big sissy was pissed and shouted my name & tried to comfort haziq.
My second sister came and started scolding me too.
He was crying and crying and yelling up til now.
His head started to become red.
I took full responsibility over it , i really do.
& Now i just feel like dipshit.
(rightnowireallyneedsomeonetotalkto)

Good morning to all (:
Its 11.44 and a very nice day indeed , well so far.
acctually today , i have to go to the Jamiyah feild trip or smth.
But this is what you get when you already woke up at 7 and went back to sleep waking up at 9.44
Hey , it wasnt so bad k
We'll get back to that later yea

So yesterday , i went out with my family (((:
We went to suntect city`s carefour.
Nadira was hungry so we went all over the to search for smth to her liking.
In the end , i got my self Hot chocolate and she got herself a tuna sandwich from The coffee Bean.
It was mind idea la ( luckily okay , if nt she would have taken foreveeeeeeeeeer!)
So we went to carefour bought some stuffs and after that i gotten myself Ben&Jerry`s Phuish food.
On the way home , haziq shitted.
Oh and damn it stinked!
Imagine that , we were a airconed car with a shitting baby.
Hahhahahahaha , he's shit was somesort of laughing gas that made me laugh like a hyiena(sp?)
We got home safe and sound , away from haziq.

So ya , back to just now
This morning wasnt so bad , Its almost 12 noon acctually
Around 9.45 Nadira's boyfriend smsed me saying that he had a self made cake for Sissy all ready and he was on the way to suprise her.
I was really hyped up and helped along while sissy was still snoring
When he reached , we started to light up 18 candles all onto the cake , making minimum noises.
This was how the cake looked like ..Brownie cake with strawberry coated marshmellows and MnMs forming an N. So soundly asleep after lighting up the candles , i woke up Big sis.The wax was already melting and Big sis took her own time.So after all that , i came into the room , seeing sissy on her bed her eyes open.She looked somehow confused and angry at first glance.I came in saying "Good morning , happy birthday!"Then i heard Sissy's boyfie , Wadi , coming from behind with the candled light cake.Upon seeing him , she quickly covered her face with her comforter.I stood aside , letting wadi come in first with the cake.She was embarressed and started tidying up her hair.Sissy just woken up , with her messed up hair.She needed to blow the candle cause the waz were already melting. Right there and then , she blow her candles(with her smelly breath)(i find this picture rather stunning) So off we went to the dining table were sissy then brushed up.(Finaaaaallly!)So we cut the cake , ate it like cavewomen and wadi was the only one eating with a fork(gentleman kata kan)The brownie cake was rather good , much like Mr luqman`s only sweeter.(Yes this was for breakfast)

The wonders of love (: So in the end , Wadi had to go to malaysia.& sissy is left at home , kinda sad.Shld i ajak her out?Hmmmm maybe.Kk , pictures sumpah soon okay! Maybe later or tommorrow set?

1stly , i went fringeless for awhile yesterday. It was really outta shape & maybe only syaa knows why. Lets just keep it that way.
2ndly , I wish my camera had bluetooth.
3rdly , never let Atiikah hold on to you camera. You'll never know when to start sending her the pictures.


Pictures soon (:

Today i met my bitches ((((:
Me & kiki were late & the rest were already at macs eating.
I ate hotcakes wit sausage`
Yelayela , i was like damn slow eating +______________________+

I was feeling scared , scared of being overconfident.
We went to the board to look at out results.
I dont know how to describe the situation you kno
Like , everyone had their different emotions.
I was feeling quite releived , but still somewhere , reallyreally sad.
I was the only one among them who were going to another class , and a teared alittle.
Cause im going to be seperated with alot of people , my fellow friends.
It was hard being comfortable with someone , to me.
& Around my friends , i feel like they're almost close to family.
I cant get myself that comfortable with anyone else , whether its my seniors , or someone from another class , cca groups.
Like i cant make faces , any type of face around the people im not comfortable with.
But with them , i can make any face with them laughing at me , but with me laughing too.
But then i looked at the bright side.
Well it wasnt that bright , but just a light.
Dan and i are going to be alittle bit wild in the class.
Along with khayrul(okethisonebornwild) and maybe remus.
Like imgine everyone in my being so quite studying.
Mampooooooos , i'll be bored to death oi!
But thats okay yeaaa , i will always have mybestest imaginary friend Alice ((((((;

I got home feeling kind of tired so i slept.
When i woke up , my sister went , "Eh cik saza la"
She taught i went out & told my father i went out.
Whoawhoawhoa , i feel so invinsible but yet im alive.
Im just unseen i guess (((:

Pictures up soon .. im just lazy to upload.
Maybe i'll just draw

Im kind of dizzy right now. Idky.





I went out just now , with SherminLeeQuayteow.
We ate at Kfc , i wanted my bandito but it was unavailable.
So then we watched a movie .. again.
I watched The Game Plan with her on Friday.
IT was suprisingly good , A family movie , you kno?
So then we bought tickets to Stardust.
There werent many people around acctually.
Stardust is suprisingly a really good show ..
Its about fantasy , alittle bit of comedy and action with twists and turns.
If i was a book , i'll give it the same rate or slightly higher than harry potter.
Go watch it nownownow.
After the movie , we went to mc cafe and i had oreo cheesecake and mocca frappe.
I've been eating alot of oreos lately , and to tell you the truth , i love oreos (((:
I wanted to have double chocolate but it'll be too much oreo.
then Quayteow said "there's no such thing as too much oreo`"
Hahhhhh. I had loads of laugh with Quayteow & my momma saw me laughing my ass out til she didnt said that i didnt see her.
=,="

Haziq has been sleeping alot these days. Maybe because its harbination(sp) season. With the bears/gorrillas you know? He's been getting angry easily and sleeping alot. See the similarities? Oh well who knows .. maybe he's a shapeshifter
http://s77.photobucket.com/albums/j47/syazzy_/?action=view&current=MOV04504.flv
Go watch this nownownownow



Im really looking foward for tommorow , espeacially the part where i meet my friends (;

I want to take alotaltoalotalot tof pictures` with my firneds//
Im missing; em` already )))):

I went to my sister's computer and realised that i couldnt read what i was writting because of the font.
My comp's font doesnt want to work.

I had the wildest dream last night.
It was seperated into three parts , but all somehow connected.

The first one was about this person and i.
She/he was being a pain the the butt and didnt want to accept what i told her.
He was like , antisocial but with friends(hah lol). She was selfish and arrogant.
She didnt want to accept it for a reason , cause she was too badly hurt i guess.
And just yesterday , i tried to do the same thing to this that person to in my dream , but she just didnt reply.
well , He isnt antilsocial or selfish nor arrogant. (lol)
But maybe i dreamt of it because her reply woud be as in my dream.
Maybe i hoped that it didnt happened that until i dreamt of it.

The second one also happened yesterday before i went to bed.
This person asked me where i got a tshirt from.
So the dream that i had was about the person and afew othe people and me.
We were in the shop where i bought my tee from.
Then he decided to buy this red swearter or smth.
Maybe in real life he bought a red underwear or atleast smth.

The last one , oh the last one ..
I dreamt about my dearest friends.
From kiki to iika , syaa` zizie even jen , sofia and masshy
Hahhh , we were back in school in this carnival or smth.
And we entered a contest.
But we needed to go all the way up to the 16th level , with stairs.
There we alot of spider webs and ANTS , ANTS EVERYWHEEEEEEEREEE.
So when we reached the 16th level , the first thing we saw was Mr Joshua Tan.(hahahhaa 0.o)
It turned out to be okay , but in the end , i was in a fight at the beach , saving some kids.
And i think I was holding some kind of magic stick.
Cause when the bad guy was asking "Who's gonna help you know huhhhhhh?"
I wrote two names on the beach , and both appeared.
I wont tell you who , but you know , then hush.

Maybe these dreams we somehow teling me somthing .. Idk.
Hahhh , but in the end i woke up nearing seven cause i needed to go shit.

I know you guys dont know what im talking about , me neither.
It was just a really weird dream.

I feel like blogging , alot.

Im taking up reading , as a hobby for this holiday.
I went to the library with dearest Shermin the other day and she picked out for me a few good books.
That should keep me occupied this holidays.
Its such a bore you know. I miss hanging out with friends in school.
Every day i wake up with no intentions of doing anything or having plans the rest of the day.
Heck i have to remind myself what day and date it is everyday.
Its saturday today & im pretty sure im happy it is.
I like saturdays , i don't quite sure why.
Maybe because if i do go to school , it'd be a rest day of the week
Or maybe because its the early morning wakeups with mac's breakfast and saturday morning cartoons.
Hmmm .. but still , i love saturdays.

Oh i think i want to have at least another chinese boyfriend in my life.
I want (not those ahbengxx type please) a smart , energetic , humorous , atheletic , goodlooking enough caring boyfriend.
HAHHHHH , (oke dream on syazabintekassim)

Okay , im really smelyxx cause i havent bathe. But who cares if its 110 and i havent even bathe , its the friggin holidays yo`

Ive acctually got nothing to say right now.
There was so much i wanted to post about then , but my brain just drained out last minute.
But today i felt really happy :DDDD
I saw someone ive been longing to see .. But the thing is , he didnt see me )))):
I was slightly sad to the fact that we were only inches away , he was going down i was going down the escalator.
Neverthemind , i shan't be a pyscho and stalk him(lol)

Oh , im just to darn lazy to change my blogskin.
Any angel mind helping me?
(lol , oke mcm phm)