I nak go shopping eh plz. want to go thrift shop want to go shiok sendiri and go poeple watching amcm?

School today was good. English was interesting, it always is. PE WAS AWES0ME. with 3 consecutive weeks of me ans sushil leading the class with the class run. Rugby= me hachilah kc niclim and rafhan. power sia~

Hai would anybody like to take me out on a date? I want pasta and tosai masalah :) oh, and sheesha. hahah :D

RAMBLES

Pictures credits to E from his blog cus he refuses to upload them in fb.

Wait, i realise i have nothing to blog about.

School has been.. relative normal.

Life.. wait, i have no life, life= school at the moment.

Woke up in the morning, got shampoo into my eye& got my head banged hard on the showering pipe after attmpting to pick up the toothpaste cover.

Well maybe something abit more extra-ordinary today huh?

xxx GLEE!

Monday Blues?

(+)FINALLY completed the 18 compres + summaries, only this morning.
(-)Have to re-do it again.

Well, its actually my decision to redo, only those which i copied. after the long talk by mrs w, i felt realy guilty and ey, its for my own good right? But it really felt damn good having finished the whole book.... :<

Marina Barrage aft school. Sang the school song in assembly and poof, out for lunch. haiy waste time only.

Omgod, i am so shagged, alone at home and hungry ): But................ ive got bnj all to myself waiting in the fridge :D :D :D

OK ANYWAY, HAPPY 17TH TO EDDY <3

wanted to have a good mugging saturday but...

"maybe at 1k.." at 1 oclock, "ok at 2" at 2 oclock,

"4 uh k k" at 4 oclock "OMG 4 OCLOCK ALRDY!? BUT GOT HEROES!!"

At 8 oclock(present) "oh shit. oklah tmr k promise."

heeeheeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeee ;>

My feet is sweaty haahahhahahahahahahahahhahaha feels gud. Haiy haiy haiy what a week.

i want these plez ok g buat untuk me ok ok

mek xxx

Today everything just got worst. I couldnt breathe properly, my hearing is not improving nor depleting and in addition, my left eye fckng hurts. There was some moments where it hurt so much that i could take it anymore, that i tear up abit ahhahahaa mcm boleh lek one corner g shiok sendiri lagi best. I mean, why was this happening to me? Do you know how fckng annoying it is not able to hear properly?

Everything is still swell tho. Had Pizza hut with sushil rafhan dan and nas, dan's treat sho swee right~ Bought eddy's presents and home afters.

Now i wished i had my specs, IKAAABEEEE!! Ok, come lets meet then can hang out oso :) :)

110110

I am partially deaf still, unfortunately. Irritates the hell out of me and i dont know what to doooooooo. Help anyone?

X texted me arnd 1am. Its funny how ive been thinking abt him alot lately and going places which reminded me so much of him, and suddenly he pops out. I couldnt remember what i actually texted back until i re-read them the next morning but his last msg left me wondering to the wee morning, pissed off.
And then i realise, i dont need these distractions. That jerk in my life is like.. training wheels when you already know how to ride a bike. haha k did that make any sense?

The release of 2009's gce o level, like last year, left me with many goosebums. I am extremely terrified of what's to come....
One thing's for sure, tears that will be rolling down my cheeks next year when i get my results will be tears of joy. Anyway, Congrats to all who did well. To 72girls too<3

After sch on friday stayed back for cca open house. Every year its the same ol same ol. It was Khay's last day too ): Could really hear the sadness in his voice. omgd i think im gna miss him x.x Was nice to see the 4t guys. Miss walking pass their class haha.

Got home feeling like shiat.

Had flag day yesterday. I was in such a bad mood mcm monster. Nobody even dared to talk to me and saf said i looked scary. I asked people for donations for a mere five minutes and..done. One time i was just stoning alone and a lady came up and put in some money into the tin. I must looked super symphatatic x.x

After we had kfc i think i felt better.

Slack in sch for awhile, rushed home and got ready. Met jenjen at tamp and off to nyp. Met Khalis! :) :)

Wanted to go np next but was too late so we shopped at j8.

Woke up at 9 today and finally headed to the docs. I've had a blocked ear for a whole 3 days now.

Beeep beep beeep.

Ok ive got a pile of homework to do.

xxx

i wonder why people are so hypocritical. ok, maybe who am i to say this why maybe i am too.. but to such a huge extent?? I am for sure definately not a two faced bitch like you.

 Plus, WHATS UP WITH YOU AND I-DONT-KNOW-HOW-TO-EXPLAIN-IT-BUT-MAYBE-YOU'RE-LIKE-COPYING-ME. At first i thought it was a coincidence or maybe we just like the same thing but it's obvious now what yr doing. I thought i could let it go since you're a really close friend, but it just gets too out of hand!! Im sorry for not telling you personally cus i really really dont want to tell you off or hurt you. But yeh, do your own things, have originality in what you say, do and buy.. and maybe stop being more like me?

Sch on the other hand has just been a pain. I really hate Mr Ng for calling me cb every now and then. Yes Mr Ng, I really hate it. I dont think i deserve this cus this is 3/4 your fault for making me freak out!! I this fades off quick. Im getting irritated tskkkk!!

Catching up with the girls was really good. After school today, lnch and did math homework at the study corner. For some reason i felt really happy :) Kiki and Saf claims that my hysterical laugh came from the older me but reallly, its my lungs. Its so hard to breathe nowdays :/

So anyways, im not planning to be online(hopefully) for the next couple of days. Can you believe that class tests are starting this week???


xxxx

Fck i hate dwelling on sch on monday but i just can help it :< I've only done 2 comprehensions today.16 left too go ): ):

Ergh, i've got to be serious. Its the big O's this time. No more messing arnd and sleeping in class, unless i really can't help it(hahah) OK SERIOUS. I need to get my study mojo on. I need to get away from the laptop. Sucks havin your own lappie cus you wont know the limit. Shall i lock it in its bag and throw the key away? Hmm sounds like a great idea.

Back to dwelling. I hate that out of the sudden holidays are coming to an end! I feel like there's still a long list of "to dos".
-Watch heroes seasons, Chuck seasons, Play my guit/keyboards(i havent touched them in more than a month now) Shopping(DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY SALES THERE ARE NOW??), Travel Singapore, Catch 5 more movies( i have,still, yet to watch new moon, avatar, sherlock,chipmunks, you name it) Plus, i wanna eat good food and grow fat. I still crave for fish and chips btw. Makes me wanna go to aussie and have good fish and chips and maybe stop by france to have crepe with nutella and india to have tosai masala. hmmmmmm

Anyway, Its the 2nd of January! I would love to make resolutions but nah, i think i'll do whatever that pleases me and what i think is right this year.
Lets see what happened in 2009....
-Went hiking for the first time with the two other little pigs and the big bad wolf~
-GPA <3 I absolutely miss the gpa people and or trip to kl! :<
-Part A camp
-Got my heartbroken
-Made new awesome friends
-Went to Jakarta!
-HAD STRAIGHT HAIR
-Studied damn hard for N's
-Danced on stage on national day.
-Sat for Nlevels.
-WORE REALLY HIGH HEELS
-Had a really nice bonded class
- Had prolly the worst birthday
-Had many outings w friends.

Read my achieves ok.
Okay one last compre after The Ugly Truth! :)

3 2 1

How i spent the last 3 hours of 2009:
After two servings of cotton candy from new york new york, guys headed to play pool while me and Sushil lepak-ed at grass patch. Talk, Poloroid pictures, running away frm the police, guys came, chips, spray cans.

What i did at countdown:
Guess what i was doing -,-" Sushil told me i had 7 more minutes!!!!!

How i sent the first three hours of 2010:
Spray cans galore, coffee bean lepak, bus stop for an hour, no bus, call cab, wait, scared my mommsie would be mad ahah, home nearly 3am, momsie didnt say anything huakhuahuak

So.. Happy 2010!! 2009 was a fairly good year. Hopefully 2010 will be better.

School starts monday and i havent started one bit on english fck. Year 5 of secondary education. the horrorrrrrrrr!!

Day 31

the end.

Happy new year!

HAHAHAHHA SUSHIL<3

Omg she got me something and im so afraid its expensive. As happy as i am, YOU SHOULDNT HAVE!! I feel supa bad.

Ok KL~

Spent my thursday w khay then afters kiki and xy, only for a few hours. I missed ki alot. Friday head to Faizah's house for a mini movie marathon. Watched when a stranger calls, final destination and a bit of house bunny cus i had to go off to my cousin's engagement. Stay at home today, for the first time this week. Only had fam dinner just now.

KL next week!

Don't?

Don’t ever give up your dreams

Because you need them.

Don’t ever compromise your morals

Because they make you who you are.

Don’t ever hide your feelings

Because someone’s willing to hear them.

Don’t ever think you’ve got it all figured out

Because the next moment you won’t.

Don’t ever live your life in the past

Because then you’ll miss out on the now.

Don’t ever let people bring you down

Because you don’t deserve to.

Don’t ever worry about the petty things

.Because they just don’t matter

Don’t ever run away from your problems

Because they always find you.

Don’t ever be afraid to take risks

Because they make life worth living.

Don’t ever let someone take away your happiness

Because it was never theirs to take.

Don’t ever let someone tell you how you feel

Because it’s not their right to.

Don’t ever give up something that feels right

Because it probably is.

30 bucks on ingredients. Cooked Spagehtti, my mom's recipe. Omgoddddddzzzzz i luv to cook and it tastes so goooooooood<3 Made chicken nuggets too. Made not fry kay! Think im baking brownies tmr/tonight. Momsie's birthday tmr~

Gym w saf on monday.

Out with A1/A2 mates, a total of 17 of us, on tuesday. Had good lunch at plaza sing's secret recipe. Cathay, Eddy bought me & sushil havaianas. Me and sushil decided to get the same exact pair, same colour and size(Haha her idea) Ok syg edz.

Marina square played awesome arcade. i think i almost lost my voice there. Kfc and home.

Woke up at 7am, JB with xy, sya, her parents & sis.

Fucking awesome.

Guys were f flirts but fun to talk to(haha)

sch bag, vans sch shoes, eyeliner, b&l contacts(it was 50rm, in sg they sell it for $38), Pencil& Highlighter, 2 kotak, Boskin Robins, 2 boxers, cleaned my nails/buff/shine.

<3

Sooth your soul.

Dashboard Confessional

hate this fucked up phase of life.

why?

He's attached to someone i know. How unluckily coincidental ):

hahahhahahaha ahah hahaha hahaha haha ok shut.
HUNGRY. I WANT FISH AND CHIPS!!

Why do you have to be so darn adorable you even look like samuel rizal >.< Too bad your alil bit old for me. Bahh im missing/loving the thought of fallin in love :)
Hehehehe getting tingles. Dont think i can get over it juz yet.

Im tired. I should sleep but im not sleepy, Never was yesterday/this morning either. Ton til 5++ had fun with cousins and second cousins. Slept for 40 minutes, got home at 6.30, slept til 10. less than 4 hrs of sleep and i still feel goodz (:

Event was good too. Had loads of bonding to second cousins which i barely even talked to before. In games, my group won first place :D The weather was scroching hot and as per usual im not dark(i think) but sunburnt, only on my nose.
-,-

Oh yah and Haikal.O "proposed" to me just now with a ring he found in the chalet :8
I didnt feel anything, only just "srs pe ni boy" haha
weird ok, we're second cousins and we were in the same primary sch! 0.o

im a so hungry i could eat half a cow.
(diet siket)

i have yet to watch new moon. anybody?

got bored, an old friend texted me. Kinda miss her since we were friends for 3 years? So... i went to my hi5 page when it was still "in"
I cAnT bElEiVe i uSeD tO TyPe lIKe ThIs!!!!!! HAHHAHAHAA I think i was supa cool back then eh.
I kinda miss primary school friends. Hi if any of you are reading this :)

Guess i'll be having another year in prss........... (:

Met with the girls first for princess and the frog. Got to school feeling normal until.. we heard the last person on earth we wanted to see/hear from, Mr Ng. After walking away he shouted at me, "Syaza, get ready to fill up your ITE application form okay". I replied with a "cb". Unfortunately, he heard HAHAHAHA. He yelled blablablabla and i laugh and walked away. Ooooo it doesnt end there. Examanition hall was tense. Sat in hall for like an hour and half waiting for results. When it was time and my name was called by no other, i panicked. Of course his words kept lingering in my head!! What if.. ... ITE? First thing when i got up to him he passed me the ITE bookllet. Got my results and mr ng laughed. Must have been entertainment to see me so scared huh huh! Hhahahaha After that he threatened saying that i'll get form D for vulgarities. ahhahahaha
But you know what, i think it was worth it. Its not like i can do it again :D

Anyway results are fine. Got distinctions for maths combined humans and......... POA. A "1" FOR POA CAN YOU BELEIVE IT???? okay refer to post "October 10 2009" Or as copied below. Monday was the last N level paper,Poa.

F my self discipline from gg out jalan raya today.

Oh and i only celebrated raya on the first and second day of raya. I didnt jalan raya w my family/cousins/friends. AHHHHHHHH

Come on monday come on monday..

.................

7.25pm

SO MUCH FOR SELF DISCIPLINE!

i did not get a single thing in my head cus i ended u gg shopping. Bought D.P.'s jeans( VERY COMFY) and C.O.'s printed leggings, shorts and shirt. spent 100 k.. so much for spendin thriftly. now i feel brokeeeeeeeezzzz

My attempt to study in coffee bean failed too as the counter boy was too cute unglue my eyes from.

AHAHA

now im gg tmall again w sisters.

i wished monday came later now..

 

HAHAHAHHAHAHAA I MERELY STUDIED! ok cool. Shall not be complacient though cus i know my poa aint that good. Rlly dissapointed with my english&sciences ): But no point dwelling yeh?

&Thanks to all thos who wished me and asked how it went, all hugs and smses! Even when i smsed my family abt results and told them how dissapointed i was, they comforted me and said i've done well. Made me tear a lil ;)

So.. sec 5 bby. I didnt really kept my options open for ITE cus i know what i want. But the thought of having to stay another year isnt lovely dovey ): Oh well. O's bby bby O's :D

Now im hungry. Cant wait for family tmr and BBQ tonight yum yum yum~

outdated

58th POP

NCCbbq

161209 out

Stomach feels like a bubbling pit. Throats/Lungs tingles. Palm sweaty.

Im a nervous wreck.

Waiting for Chuck at 10

k yah. so..

Hungry. Can i have good food plez?

Krispy kreme sound good now.

huma huma huma.

Day 16 was awesome with all 16 of us<3 Had lunch at breeks at taka. Who orders ramen in a western restraunt? Me. The last to come and left everyone waiting(hehe) Met fuzi so abangabang rdy cycle on the road. BnJ orchad central dinning in was good to. Movie at lido after. Why do we all have so much $$ suddenly?
Pretty tired. Its been town all the way these few days~ I wanna go gym tmr/later but saf lazy. i wanna go swimming too!! Anybody anybody??

Fck im nervous shit. results.

Ve'got loads of outdated photos, will upload soon.

Meantime... Been pretty happy lately and tired. Went gym yesterdaywith saf. Had a good workout but..

didnt eat=no energy=very sleepy.

thus, next time eat beofre you head to the gym.

After gym only god knows what happened. Plus the 4 of us lah of cus. I've never sweared so much in one short evening and laughed after that and sweared all over again haha. What a night.

Headed to Bugis and spent a whole 40 minutes in a particular shop and ended spending 60 x.x Worth it though, im pretty contented. Met up with saf and nab at wisma, lucnched and they went home. I headed to bugis and raffles city back and forth to get a wallet in acessorize. Finally got this really awesome one but costed me almost 45 bcks. Lucky thing i have capital land vouchers<3

Gg out tmr and the day after and then the day after, results. shit.

58th, Pit. Prolly the best catch up yet. Congrats to Faizah for completing the course and yeh... AYE MAAM!! Wanted to ton with the girls at the pit but i still gegirl uh. Food was alot. 72gs finally reunited for.. 5 minutes.
therefore, ncc brings the people together & coke makes you angry.

Im relatively happy since i got some big $$ from dad just now :) :) But im scared it'll be all gone by........ tmr. Ok no lah gile eh!! maybe not even the end of the month... ):
It's okay actually, I've still got my capitaland vouchers MUAHAHAHA

Suprised me big time to the fact that my birthday was 5 days ago.

Nuff said, im a happy girl w really awesome friends.

omg i juz bloghopped out of randomness srsly and ended up at someone from another country's page. turn's out he has that roadtraffic thingy and it knew that i was singapore!! Omg im just thinking that he'll track me down down down embarassing lah x.x Hhahahaa sorry bored lah not my fault so dont be flattered that someone from singapore visited your page aye peace out

ergh ergh im sho sleepy (x.x) but i think i'll go for a run. burn off calories from mcspicy!!

Ok i actually forgot what i wanted to blog abt.

day 8
Im still not at ease and i still think you pragai with me but whatever. My one para post just now was me very very angry and since you said it's nothing, im just gonna give in and let it go~

Spent day 8 with normal peeps 11 of us. Watched Couples Retreat omg horny sia x.x Bt i guess its worth watching :)? Lepak-ed. dinner at pastamania. lepak ended up with sushil and hariz. It was nice like confessing and stuff but abit weird 0.o hahaha And they found out smth abt me that i really really feel ashamed abt. Smth thats gonna change their prespective of me :/ I think yesterday's confession was rlly intense!! But nonetheless exciting C:

Danggggg and i needta go to the cobbler and like mend my shoes.... again ):

Day 7

One week down of december~

Gym today. I wasnt really lazy but i wasnt really excited either. Forced myself to go cus i already pinky swear-ed Saf last week. Hhahahaha She's making me make up for the last time i didnt turn up cus i was watching lion king hahaha~ Was nice metting the girls of cus :) Just got home, made really good grilled cheese with beef ham, letuce and some chicken salami woo good. Sandwich not alot of calories right? hehehehehehehehe :>

Day 6
I'd like to thanks those in fb who wished me, Hariz and Sushil for smsing, fb-ing and msn all together, those who sent 5c sending me and sms, some of the msges were really really sweet :), Those who rmmbred but didnt wish, Stalkers who waited at the stike of midnight for my birthday and got excited cause it was my birthday but was too shy to wish(its ok, i understand) and of cus the girls who called me at midnight<3 Thankyou :) :)
Shall not elaborate on how i spent my day. It would probaly be the worst day in december ;<
But thats okay now is it? It's not every year your birthday has to be the bomb or really really bad or just so- so. Mine's just really really bad this year~

Looking foward to next week! Seems packed.. And the week after = RESULTS. OMG.

Stay at home today. Got many movies to watch. Hungry, am i? To bake or not to bake? Or maybe ben and jerry's? Hmm...

Day 5

Sweet sixteen.

it was like a bad dream ):

Day 3

Out with a wonderful bunch of people.Got so freaking addicted to the cube thingy since i asked Helmi to teach me how to figure the thing out!! I was so excited and helmi was so fierce :/ HEHE Lunched at Swensen's PS with very ex bill and me being and me being the money count-er :D

After that went to build a bear and aisyah made the bunny that i wanted but...

it turned out to be for me!

LOOKIE I GOT A BUNNY!! They, apparently, planned way before since i dont when OMG IM FREAKIN TOUCHED OKA!!

 

Ben and Jerry's After at Cathy. Had Chocolate Theraphy + Strawberry kiwi sorbet<3 with safirah. Free dark chocolate mocha too :)

Good Food + good whether + good company,

A girl couldnt ask for more :)

Thankyou so much from my bottom of my heart,

Safirah,Billy,Sushil,Chloe,Aisyah&Ilham,Dan,Eddy,Helmi,Nic,KokCheong,TongKai.

<3

Pictures.

KOK CHEONG has the same birthday as me :)

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Day 4

Woke up abit and looked at the time. "6.30" My first thought, "shit f f f i need to get back to sleep cmmn i still have an hour to snooze" and then i went back to sleep :) Met HACHILAHSAN turned minah with her dyed hair and minah talk. suposingly at 9 but dotdotdot 9.40 :/ Omgosh i miss that girl so much!!! Talked talked talked and as always i can keep up with the guys she's contacting :/ BUT i know one who's maybe gonna end her single hood ^^ WEEWIT!! It was rather dry but i wouldnt spent my friday morning any other way  :)

It rained so heavily after that. Headed to shops and still i got so freaking wet even with an umbrella.

Met Aqilah just now and she gave me her's and aisyah present to me, A POT PLANT!!! Omgosh <3333

I love it very very very much really. Why? Cus i dont like potted-less flowers/plants. heehehehe.

I am a truly happy girl.

even after i finally got my old old phone back but i lost the charger only two days having a stupid phone. Life is so much better without a phone :)

Day2 and something more than 3/4
Fucking pissed. I want to run. away. away. alone. cry and cry and cry and sleep ;<

Before we get to December, lets rmmbr the last day of november.

WOKE UP WAY TO EARLY TO MEET THEM!!! haha no lah, no complains, had breakfast with aiqlah and safirah. SOMEBODY didnt come action rdy cut hair tsk. So anyway, had breakfast at ka yun. was still early and we wanted ice cream so trained to buena vista. Got freaking lost felt like 3 little piggie tourist in our own country -.-

 Off to cold rock, holland v at 11am!!(IKA LETS GO STILL OK!) Cold rock was good. MUM MUM MUM. walked arnd arnd wanted to go dempsey but dont know how.So took a bus initially heading to orchad BUT THEN "dempsey road" caught my eye so we ran down the double decker bus and alighted.

Got lost again walked, seemed llike forever. and then finally..... DEMPSEY!

DEMPSEY= BEN AND JERRY

But we had cold rock so..... I KNOW RIGHT ): ): Interior was awesome tho. Shld go there again someday, with money and empty stomach.

Since Saf was hungry, she always is anyway so it wouldnt make much difference.., we headed off to find a bus stop. Asked people for directions and otw to the bus stop...

PARROTS! 5 cages like a mini bird park. SO took the opportunity...

I KNOW RIGHT!! BETTER THAN A BIRDPARK!

Tied my hair cus the first time it was on my arm, it thought that my hair were worms and tried to eat it up 0.0 (who could blame him/her eh? it does look like worms)

Bused to wheelock, had burger king & home.

So yes, It was truely an awesome time especially with the company of the girls. Its like walking drunk arnd laughing and laughing <3

November really ended off with a kick :)

ANYWAY......

ALL HAIL THE MIGHTY PIMPLE!

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December. Saying it from the tip of my tongue make my body tingle :)

Day 1

December started off well. Had breakfast with my baby boy :)

Day 2

Shopped at bugis~ Started to have a headache and realised i was walking around in circles. AND GUESS WHO I MET......!!!!!!!

my sister -.-

Trained to tampines, i felt like fainting omg i guess i forced myself to walk too much.

Headed to the cobbler to get my shoes. Finally talked to someone, suddenly i felt better. ha-ha..

I think my head was on the verge of exploding thinking/talking to myself inside!

Chatting with Khay now. Annoying idiot!! Fozi also.. Was planning to meet up, in the end he said..

"tapi i say areadi wat after 10yrs kita aru meet" pfttttt!