Life's not getting any better;
Homeworks are piling up, the intense pressure, prelims, N's
The thing is, i can't put myself together to start waking up.
I know that its coming, but im not doing a thing about it.
Im somehow out of inspiration, out of hope abt anythng and somehow everything

And there's a friend, who really crossed the line this time.
She's known to be somewhat a good person, well-liked and popular. She's ultimately friendly to strangers and her peers.
But everyone has their flaws.
Ive known you for 4 years, but somehow, i feel like i shouldnt have known you at all. You've hurt me not once not twice but a couple of times now and i cant seem to get angry at you cus you know im built to not get angry for long.
I wish i was.
Cus the thing is, you prolly dont know im talking abt you.

I'll have picture flood soon, but here's part of it k.

This was on wednesday w fuzi.

MY SISTER HAS CHICKEN POX!!!
Neither my siblings nor me have had chicken pox.. Now she doesnt even mind spreading it to the kids. I MIND OK. WHY COULDNT I HAVE IT WHEN I WAS YOUNGERRRRRRRRRRRR!!

I feel itchy all over alrdy!!
PARANOID OR NOT I WANT TO MOVE OUTTTTTTT!
boo *cries*

(I posted this post on NCCG by accident. :x)

cus im

FRUSTRATED!

Kinda miss icep. booooooooo

Where's the icep famalia huh?!

Away

Away for awhile.
Maybe you'll find me elsewhere haha.

These pictures maybe an eye-sorer but i really miss wearing glasses!! Boo. And i miss 2008. Sec 3 life was the bombzz~~

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This is me now. I think i shld smile more. HAHA

Nights like these i wish i said dont go.

I have an addiction.
i dont know how to stop it, and i dont think i can ever do.
Its killing me inside, esp. my teeth.
Help Me.

Momomomomoma GRRR
Im already cracking my head in my studies, really trying to put my best
but when i get home and on the laptop she nags and nags at how i dont study.
I dont know what to do anymore.
Honestly maybe she's right. N's are in 41 days from today
excluding weekends public/sch holidays.
Im not organised enough.
I feel like Humpty Dumpty
who's gonna fall and crack
soon.

Down down down

Im filled with frust
At the world
At everybody
At myself
No hope
No faith

Ok yah so my sis is pre-ordering SANDALS. They're kinda pretty acctually, might think of getting one myself. Uhm Any Inquires Tagboard kz~



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#2 Pony - $24
#3 Dalia - $22
#4 Slender - $22
#5 Kourtney - $21
#6 Fetro - $25
#7 Tanned - $24
#8 T-bone - $22
#9 Charlie - $24
#10 Vivian - $28
#11 Chloe - $24
#12 Bella - $24
#13 Studdard - $25

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School's good but i still dont look forward in waking up soooo early everyday. NCC day tmr.I think its the 108th year.

Happy July everyone :)

( It's been a long time since ive heard a, "YOU LOOK LIKE JUNE" HAHA.)

I wish i was pretty face + pretty body. Oka, boleh?

My hair has that chlorine stench

My eyes still sting from the chlorine water

Dangg i hate swimming pools

>:(

Revenge of the fallen titans!

Flea market was dope! With good company(was w kiki!) With a smashing DJ= good music and really good looking people Felt like i was in Geylang Bazaar during the fasting month, only worse cus it was cramp with tons of people and i was fasting! -.- Didnt get anything tho ): the hustle and bustle just made my mind lost. Instead, headed to Plaza Sing and got a skirt and Far East and got Flats, YEY ^.^

For thought you miss the flea market of the year, well no worries, its still on tmr! Its at Dhouby ghout, plaza sing's taxi stand where they'll be a shuttle bus. I'd suggest the 124 steps up tho, its's faster to get there.

Gue mau nonton bioscope bareng siapa2 yang mau nonton skali. Jomz Girlfriends!!
I wanna watch Ghost of girlfriends past!

My parents are once again overseas. My dad took a plane and my mom left by bus, both to K.L. Gosh, K.L. I miss the whole GPA crew alrdy~

So again, parents overseas = $$ (hehehe) Im prolly gonna spend it like water on stupid, stupid things. Seriously. For example, I just found a birthday present that i was meaning to give to someone, but i realised, his not worth it. Mind you its customized! It must have cost $14.Poop.
Ive been wanting to get my hands on loads of things. Damn i wish i was a rich dutchess. I wanna go shopping, like tonight haha!

Spent my last week wisely.. I think i went people watching/soul searching... and shopping on monday and council camp on tuesday. Then transformers 2 with sushil&justin, dan, eddy & nick lau on wednesday. Transformers was reeeeeeeeeeeeally awesome :) my $6 ticket was worth it :) Thursday i had pastamania with sis and today im rotting at home.


School! Damn.. School. You know, i was starting my english homework today. Everything was going smooth til i got hungry i went down to Tmart to get some ingredients. I cooked Spagetti! The best spagetti i ever cooked so far (; The last time i had spagetti was with 72ftg on our 8th! Gosh i miss you bebz, heaps ): So yep, i got distracted. Hahhaha. Here i am blogging and my homework is right beside the laptop, just staring at me.

H1N1 has really been bugging the hell out of everybody eh! Even im terrified of it alrdy.. This whole holiday ive been reading the newspapers daily and the numbers have been increasing! 315 cases to this date! Luckily no deaths, yet. And MOE... thinking of extending holidays.. Im not to keen about it really. I think we're all alot safer in school during that one week than rather being bored to death and hence leading to us socialized outside. Plus extending holidays means no school. No school= less time for N's!

Talking abt N's...
2 months. Can you believe it. I've got so much revision to cover up but the thought of it is sooo dreadful that its making me lazy. You know what else is coming in 2 months? Fasting month. Im really looking foward to it actually, excluding the fact that i have yet paid my days from last year :x

"Hi my hair is back to curly"
Carpark, covers, tak-menjadi jumpshots uhm hoedown throwdown haha!

I miss my counsins, heaps! Been eon years since ive met them. I wanna play block catching w them hahahaha. But they've all grown up. One just turned eighteen, 2 is going NS this year. I miss gg arcade with Fir! haha

Headed to polyclicnic during mid-day to check the pain that's been bugging me on my head. Afters met Aqilah and we did our hair! :) :) Its been in our long wishlist and we've been saving up together since somewhere in march. So every school day we deposit a dollar to our yellow envelope. sikit sikit jadi banyak k! All together we saved up to $54.15! Yey.

Met her at afgan around 5 and searched for a suitable place. The whole hair treatment took like an hour plus. KIKI LOOKED SUPER GORGEOUS K I TELL YOU. Oh then when it came to my turn, the hairdresser blowed dry and straightened my hair. I didnt ask for it tho..

macam popcorn. macam je.No worries k, Temporary only! Not intending to rebond anyways. Nano saw me and she was mad furious and ??? hahahaha chill chill apple eh. Its not everyday i see myself with straight hair, so im gonna save every moment of it k hehe
Happy 9th to bunnies!^^
Nine months macam can give birth alrdy you know? Hhahaha looooove you girls to bits and i seriously miss all of you.

Happy 17th to the LEOs! Meet up soon, yey!

Safirah's swwwwweeeeeeeeeet 16! There's so much abt this girl that annnoys me but i guess that's what makes me love her! She's true to herself, independent, annoying, loud, r whack, fun loving and all round an awesome friend. She's been here, since the start of secondary sch but sometimes i forget her name hahahahahahaha! Actually she has loads of names, safari shariffah safirah.... Many names, only one soul. Happy sweet 16th hun :)

I think i was talking to her when she snapped this =,=

The long escalator ride.

OH AND THE BEST PART OF ALL! WE MET LADY GAGA!!!!!!!

okay maybe not.

Headed to Janalle's today. It was really awesome. We danced to hoedown throwdown/nobody but you/macarenaa/ketchup song/single ladies. We sang and sang and ate KFC and caught 'the unborn'

Now im at home and the back of my head hurts at this particular spot. Remember my accident last year? Maybe its an anniversary thing....

Pictures frm Jakarta.
Uhm this is breakfast taken by my paparatzi mom.

By the street

Feeling by the beach^^^^^

Unglam.

Runway Sistaz

Me ma and sis.

Counting money glamorously ehhhhhh

Ok anyway, Safirah's 16 tmr & im excited :) :)

I am............ blogging....... on my new....... my first, actually.... laptop :D Went to PC sale at suntec today IT WAS CROWDED I TELL YOU. Felt like the whole of tampines in one mall. HA-HA. The salespeople who explains the functions of the laptop to me are very enthu and i reply with a nod looking fascinated but my brain goes ?????????????????????? haha

Afters i went swimming w Aqilah! Met her earlier to have lunch cum dinner. Met her mom in the complex and she taught me how to swim.. So now i can swim :) :) Im srsly happy cus i never took classes and nobody really taught me how.. Hhhehehehe I CAN SWIM!

P.S, maybe you find me irritating but im just really innocent k. Peace.

My favourite 4 letter word, SALE. hahahaha. I went to shop for abit on wednesday yay! Then met up w cowok matrep fozi. hanging with him was interesting & he's so geekyz hahahaCaught a movie with the girls on thursday! From $50 from the start of wednesday to $10 at the end of thursday eh ahhh :(

Well last day of june camp today. I swear the duration and classes are too short. Im really, really motivated to study. And its mr A's last day teaching us Chem ): He said my work improved and asked why i didnt work this hard in the beginning. I only answered by a giggle hehee. I shall work hard for my chem, oh wait, my sciences k! AND MY MALAY. My malay is horrigible ): Talking abt malay, i havent seen cikgu for a long time... I bet his somewhere in europe eh^^

How is it possible, me.. feeling this way now? Maybe im just really ugly or you're just blind, i dont know. Whatevs im not gonna get high hopes cus the probability is one in a million. SLEEP OVER IT SYAZA or maybe just sleep since you got school tmr.....

You know how your home teacher sometimes has a whole paragraph of comments about you in your report book? Well you know there's always flaws written hidden in your comments like what you learn in SS/HIST...mines right in the first sentence...

"Syaza is fun loving and enjoys hanging out with her friends in her leisure time" heheh what do you think? Write me a super long cross reference essay k^^V
Mind you the rest are all compliments *blushblush*

I feel like such a bum i dont want to go to schoooool i wanna sit home and finish my korean drama!! But look at the brightside, i got motivated to study today. Say no to dramas after tmr or the day aftr k!
FIGHTING!!

I like after swimming feel.. Its like you feel the water waves through your body and floating. I think i drank to much chlorine water though.

I kinda miss Jakarta now. I miss the busy streets the people the toilet the luxurious life the money convertion everything. I even saw Samuel Rizal, in my dreams... Guess when you're in indo, you have indon dreams. hehehehe

Living the life in Jakarta.
Home. Safirah too!
Dont feel like blogging yet :p