Towkay wayang and guess who guess who! I didnt realise we took it with Suhaimi Yusof til..... 3 mins ago. Lol.


Awam Belanga Ystrdy was awesome! I was kinda pissed cause the bus got lost and we were 45 minutes late and we missed like alot of it D: But still, i enjoyed the rest of the performance. It was slightly better than Towkay Wayang i could say cause Awam Belanga was filled with humour.


I dont want to go to school tmr and im Hungry.
Hmmmmmm and i want to catch a movie..... Anyone?

I think yesterday's towkay wayang was worth watching. It was pretty good really (and there was this really cue guy HAHAHAAHA k hachilah you know i know) Im still afraid of long tunnels k(!!)

I like it that the week's finally over :D Ok so i have Awam Benlange soon! Its 1114 now and i havent athe :x


I miss you, and i dont know what to do.

I cant help but to get tingles whenever i see him.. Hhahahahahahahahahahahaha Ok.

I woke up at 8am today! School started at 8.30. I wasnt late tho(AND I TOOK A BATH OK) but i really really hate being (almost) late. Dammmmmmn~

Fuck. Im pissed n sad n fucking hurt. Why cant i just end it all? What the fuck is the matter with me, that its just so hard for me to let go. And after all You're treating me like shit!

Why is it so hard..

Why cant i just let go..

Let go..

Let go..

Saramichimek ):

Ok! Sorry for the MIA bit but im back^^ March holidays wasnt like a holiday ): Im pretty tired still and i have yet to complete, more like started on my 4 math practice papers.

Caught race to witchmountain on Sunday. So it was me kiks Sushil&Justin Dan Fozi Khay Faiz & Isk. It was worth watching acctually. Went shopping afters :D

I think i spent the next day, Monday in school.....

Tuesday & Wednesday.. Part A camp!

Was really exhausted. Without most of the express people not being there throughout wasnt easy. But it was fun^^ I enjoyed myself. Lol.
I stuck up with Hazirah on the first day^^ She's like my other half!(eventho she has a twin) The second day however she left me for Haider. LOL. It was weird hanging out with your friend's brother but enjoyable, haha.

Thursday, GPA and our 6thMonthsary(!!!!!) I remember having a huge headache.. Went to Faizah's crib afters and caught Dark Water & Thirteen Ghosts.. Had some girl gossips and they sent me home :D Thanks girls, Love every single one of yaaaaaa!

Friday GPA full dress. Omg it was so exciting to see them dressed and make-up-ed! Hahahaha. My part C's P.O.P. of Spec course phase 1 too on friday! So i met them up afters. It was so kecoh(!) & they couldnt stop calling me Maam =,=""" I was so pissed when i heard Mutual Test wasnt conducted! Damnnnnnnn & they've worked so hard to prepare for it...... But anyways.. Congrats 2nd & 3rd Sargents, Ameera, Suhaila, Amira J.(!!!) Im so proud of you people! :D

Saturday, GPA, The real thing. Ok... so fast foward... PASIR RIS WON FIRST!!!!!!! SO yeap, everybody was nervous(and it was so funny seeing them nervous even Cikgu!). But our hard work paid off. Honestly, i think im pretty much of an extra in the group cause i didnt do anything much. But anyways,Im gonna miss Rehearsals and laughing at them cause they're just so enjoyable to watch. Omg, 1st! Gonna miss times like this.....

Sunday I stayed home & took care of Hasif. Tired shit k. I even changed his pampers.

Monday, today. Ok. I know some peoples' been wondering why im in white shoes. K dont assume anything aite, i just left my shos in NCC room. Heh.

Ok i shall carry on with my homework! Toodles~~~

I'm so pissed at the world D:


K editted. Sorry for my bad english!

(my legs are white!!)

K i miss Nur Atiqah Bte Nasir. I havent seen her for a very long time. Hopefully she recovers fast.

Im tired. My march holidays are booked ): Im only free here and there. Plus my Parents are going to padang..

Ok i need sleep.

Sick

Sick,
Sometimes it feels like the end of the world. That you just want to give up on everything, making yourself believe its an uncurable diesease.
Getting sick in the first place is a different story. Getting too exposed to the unconditional weather or even an infection being passed on.

Right now, i feel sick. Maybe its mind over matter? Maybe i really got myself sick. One thing's for sure... Today in school, i dont think i felt sick. I think it was more of, "i dont want to talk to anyone please leave me alone"

Like a scenario in class between me Rafhan and Dan was about JX away for cruise for 4 day(which is stupid i think cause he's taking o's this year" Then Rafhan asks me where JX was cruising to.. so i replied " Cruise uh! Mana aku tau kau pikir aku mataair die pe?! " [Cruise uh. How should i know you think im his girlfriend?!] Danial pulls Rafhan away from me saying " PMS, PMS, Beware." LOL!

So i got an MC for tomorrow, guess im really sick. Throat infection, got it from someone else. My throat really does hurt ): At one point in time, i really felt like i was in a terrible state til i thought the world was coming to an end. But then i realise, its fortunate to get sick. Like my Ma used to comfort me when i would tell her "why me?why do i get sick so easily?", She would say....Cause God picked you, of all people. Maybe God made me sick to make me feel better again, Have rest and Time to heal from this agony. I really am thankful :)

Before i forget, Happy 14th To Nurul Heryani, My yanibombom, the girl who cant lift weights(hehehe) May Allah Bless you with many more birthdays to come!

Selingkuh

Time : 5.09 pm

Location : On my bed!

Weather : Riany & cold

Filling myself with : Choco-mint cip ice cream

Current Mood : Content.

Current Annoyance : My running nose -.-

Cravings : Baby carrots, lol.

What am i going to do next? : Wants to have a nap but gonna watch some tv, i think.

Missing : Girlfriends.

Is listening to : Haziq crying.

What's next? : Charge laptoppppppp, dang :0

Last week;

Wednesday =>

Birthday babies Ikaaaaa and Farahhhh!

Thursday =>

GPA til late :(

Friday =>

PE on muddy feild. NCC on muddy feild && BBQ and Star gazing at parade square. Night class was cancelled :D

Saturday =>

GPA and dinner with fam. I was really really slow :x

Sunday => Out w sis met gpa crew afters. Our instructor was performing at taman warisan. Got home pretty late.

Monday => Overslept. If im late, might as well stay late, no rush ey. Came to school and class alrdy begun. Stood outside chem lab rubbing my eyes. Classmates reaction.... :0! HAHAHAHA priceless mayn. Som thought i was crying. Thanks for the care and concern eh. Danial gave me brownies(!!!!!) LIKE HE DID LAST YEAR. I swear that boy can bake :) He made my day^^ School was fine acctually. Oh and i walked home.

So im here now and im feeling stuffy sneezing since morning. I cant wait for this week to end! Then it'll be march holidays! At least we'll get to sleep a lil bit longer^^

Been a whacky week(!) Im tired and i dont like staying in school :( I feel pms-y. Even he thinks im pms-y HAHA.

Be back soon ;)

kuhn-fyooz

a)To cause to be unable to think with clarity or act with intelligence or understanding; throw off.

Friday's PE was gooooooood. Did beep test as per usual and shooted some hoops. NCC after was rather dissapointing & I was especially taken aback by someone. I dont know whats up with you anymore mayn. You know im damn worried about you and the way you've been reacting and it scares me. & I dont know if it was on purpose but that reaction you gave me hurt me alil. You know im here for you girl.

Moving on...
I took the Part Bs cause my Part Cs were having FSD. Felt good taking Part B again... Heh. Rushed, got changed and ate. Had Night Class again. This time it was rather boring-er. I got to make that 2hrs in school from 7-9 worth it mayn. I want a distiction for my English N's Can? hohohohoho. I was so shagged at home but i didnt sleep til arnd 2 :D

I forced myself to wake up at 5.30, to give a wake up call to him. Ended up smsing alot of people. HAHAHA. Since i couldnt go FSD Competition later on in the morning, I sent my regards to some of them. Went back to sleep at 7 and woke up at 11. HAHA. Got a call from Hachilah and she told me FSD team, Awesomnizers, got....... 5TH POSITION(!!!!!!!!) I WAS ALREADY SHOUTING AND JUMPING UP AND DOWN. DAMN I WAS EXCITED! BASICLY BECAUSE THEY ONLY PRACTICED FOR 2 WEEKS. AND OUT OF MANY OTHER SCHOOLS IN THE EAST, WITH NO INSTRUCTORS, THEY MANAGED TO GET 5TH! im so proud of them :)

Headed to school arnd 1.30 for GPA. I had to cover for one of them. Damn mayn, i was nervous. Hhahahahahahahahhaa i think i cocked up alot. After four hours, headed to TMall and window shopped. I managed to only cover 2 shops in 45 mins til my dad came round to fetch me. So now im at home and its raining outside.

I feel like going jogging tmr.... OH AND I MISS GOING OUT WITH USUALS ON SATURDAYS. I miss my two girls ): &I CANT BELIEVE AISYAH'S IN KL! DAMNNNNNNNNN THIS IS SO UNFAIR! hahahahhahaa, well atleast im meeting Aqilah tmr^^^

Oh & Say hello to March :)

Under Construction

Dont you miss me in with specs? I think my eyes were smaller than. HAHA.

First up, FEBUARY BABIES!

25th- Fiyan 17th!

26th- Iswan(i just got to know!)-16th, Hafir-17th, Alai-19th.

28th- Khalis hidayatul Ain- 20th!

Mayn.. people are getting old.

This week was cool... Orals are done too. I gotta tense myself up abit more cause CAs are next week. Dang, just when you thought its all over ey?

Oh yes!, and ive change my skin. I just couldnt find the suitable one form blogskins. Ended up, like this. I dont know where my links went, nor my tagboard. Repairations soon, hopefully

Been going home under the rain. It has been pouring heavily dont you think? Gah, i love the rain :) BUT...... WHERE'S MY MORNING RAIN? :0

RAIN :)

im pretty happy bout my common test EngEmB3 tooooooo :)

Finally fixed my guitar string and got the rest of the stirngs checked on too.. I also got bermudas^^ Wonders shopping with dad. Lolzxz.

Friday was cool too. NCC under the hot sun = burnt nose. HOHOHOHO.. Night class wasnt that productive(to me of course cause 3/4 of the time i was distracted :x) Dang, Fridays are long..

Right now, i'm feeling unusually down now & i just cant get myself from thinking of anything else. With the days numbered.. Im reconsidering sending it.. But i guess its alil to back out now ey? I have come to a conclusion that i shall not care what other people will think and even though i know you're not reading this..

Imissyou.

I PASSED COMBINED SCIENCES!

I PASSED CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!! :0 :0

^^^^^^^

And saramichimek, nobody replied my messages =,=

Oh oh and Remember FOB gig last week or smth? HM played in their opening. OMG I KNOW! hahahahaha and bloody LUCKY friend took photos with C.P. and the rest of HM memebers. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. unfairrrrrrrrrr!

Oh oh oh and didnt i tell you HM's goona be big one day? ^^^ (LOL even haickel has 6 months on his phone)

Oh oh oh oh and my 400th post^^

I want to pray. Hopefully Allah will open up my eyes and ensure im doing the right thing, walking on the right route. Also hopefully, my sins would be forgiven. Amin.
But period. Twice this month

Plus, Poeple around me has been really sick. From Hachilah to Safirah to YT sitting beside me. GERMS I TELL YOU! eeeeeek i-do-not-want-to-get-sick mayn~ Hopefully they'll get well soon. Amin.

Well anyway....
"and whenever its recess time,its seems like the table is getting more spacious..nothing seems the same anymore.."

I am, really sorry... ):

Spent my Saturday again with the usual 5 + Fozi. Met at bugis & i bought a cap and a skirt. $32 goneeeeeeeeeee ): Headed down to the shops down Haji Lane where Fozi went MIA. Chilled at some restaraunt.

Walked down to City Hall to Penin. That was where we were all seperated. It was left w me, Dan and Isk. Fozi joined us later down in Esplande. Chilled for a bit, watched the gig, took photos with D40.

Hmmmm i was kinda disgusted but jealous to see lovebirds all arnd. With their couple tees even snogging up or just having dinner. What would be my ideal Vday would be dinner at the beach. A mat, Food cooked by him or his mom and a candle in between us :)

Rightttttttttttttttttttt...

Honestly i was looking foward to be spending Vday with 72FTG but oh well. Our 5th is coming soon anyways^^^^^^

Friday wasnt the best day.. It acctually opened up my eyes to many things, plus i had a really huge headache. I asked my dad to come fetch me after training, i had to wait for like 40 minutes.. and my dad said he reached home and he forgot that he was suppose to fetch me.. =,= heartbreak xia ):

But it all got better after an hour on the phone with someone. He really made me smile :) :) Talked til i think i eventually fell asleep. lol.

Anyway its the 14th. Happy valentine's to whoever's celebrating!

I dont want to come to school tmr. I'm sick. I feel sick. I want to be sick.

Common tests are finally over. My results aren't that fantastic either ): I dont think i can get EngMa&B3Subs less then 19pts ):
I'm still very tired from night studies at MacS. I want more sleep :0

School on friday was normal. PE was really great^^ Training afters too was ok. Changed and met both Shima-s and sham and headed to parkway. Had dinner with Birthday Gerl ANNISA. hohohoho. Crazy kid sia she....

Went out w Safirah Aqilah and Aisyah on sat. Headed to Little Inda. Hohohoho We've been multi racial lately, having gone to arab street chinatown and little india. Teka was closed so we had lunch at some shop beside it. I didnt eat alot cause i was rather full but i love indian food(!!) and their portion is alot mayn~ Walked arnd got lost admired really nice houses took pictures and mustafa^^ i had fun :)

School today was pretty normal too. Somethings been on my mind all day and even though its the same thing all over again, i just feel like expressing i out in some way... Anyway, I DID NOT STUDY FOR CHEM/PHYS. not a single bit. Damnit.. I should have studied mayn.. Now im gonna have a hard time in Chem. Haish, But its good motivation tho. My weekends were just left to burn. Im gonna study hard for my sciences , esp chem ;) Anyway, HAZIRAH HAS MADE ME JIWANGZXZXZ HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

"begitulah payahnya nak ku lupakan pernah engkau pikirkan...? Oh sayang.." ....... LOL

Keep The Faith. Its gotta be somewhere out there..

I thought i was strong enough to handle it, But now these mintues cum maybe hours with no sign of a reply is honestly killing me. Maybe because my gut feeling tells me its a no but a part of me is saying he's busy now to reply my message... Maybe he's reply, or not, will tell me the real truth.. WTF HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?



722PM,
And an answer so typical from you.

Annoyed
Confused
Sleepy
Angry
Tired
Sad
(!)

Picture taken after training on friday at SGH visiting (sgt) Razif. Its kinda true, if it weren't for him being addmitted we woudnt have an LEO meet up in a long time..... Plus, i still miss ICEP! Ben emailed me too shimmy! Huhuhuhuhuhu~~~

Im tired of school.I dont like common tests.I want a holiday fast.I want free time.I want time to think^^^^^^ haha.

Hello Febuary, Lets start AFresh.. Yey, im actually excited for Feb, Aren`t youu?(????) :)

Tell myself i stop everyday knowing that i wont.

CNY celbrations were fantastic! I could feel the class spirit vibe mayn~~~~~~ The whole class was wearing our new class tee. My says Syaka! at the back and now Mr N calls me Syaka. Hhahahaahhahahaa superbly irritating k~ Woooooo CNY concert(!!) Prolly every girl in school got that tingly feeling when Mr L did his thing on stage.. =,=" I think after he dance every girl was thinking what it would be like being with him, like a cheesy teacher student romance in school. HAHAHHAHAHA EVERY GIRL INCLUDING ME! HAHAHAHAHAHA but then i realise how ridiculas it was, lol. seriously. & that got me laughing to myself too... Chinese new year flings. HAHHAAHHA k mepek.
Had lunch over at Airport wv some girlfriends afters :)

Nothing much happened today, Im just really worn out from school. Right now i just feel like switching to daydream :0 Where's my rainy morning?

Tell me how, how do i save $500? I can barely even save $20 bucks to make my ezlink. Did i tell you? I lost my ezlink card on my Birthday last year, like, a week after i made a new one after 9 months. Now im ezlink-less again

Its coming to the end of January and I know im 27 days late but, i guess its never too late. Contradicting i know(lawl)
New Year's Resolution.

1. Study really hard & try not to talk so much in class or sleep either.
2. Come to school "early-er"
3. Be nice to people :)
4. STOP EATING ICE. hahahahaha one day, Cold turkey babyyyyyy...
5. Stop copying other people's homework. lol
6. Cherish the ezlink card. Try not to lose it til at least a year?
7. Stop saying "saramichimek" as tempting as it gets.........

Thats prolly all. I have not completed better yet even started my homework/revision, best.

it feels good being happy but at the same time its like torturing me. I know i should stop so why arent i? F i hate long holidays make me think think think til we all overthink(and hungry too)

Goodmorning!~~ I was awaken by a miss call & then a message. Huahuahuahua i love morning messages!

Its 912am and im having lontong at the same time. Huahuahuahua~ First of, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! WeEeEeWiT!

I spent my Saturday with Syaa Aqilah and Our Big bROtheR Isk! Meet up arnd 630 at tamp inter and bus-ed a 1 hour journey to bukit timah nature reserve. We went trekking/hiking! Wheeeee~ So it was just the four of us... Much like A guy stucked with 3 girlygirls. HAHA! Aqilah was the semangat i love hiking kinda mood. Aisyah was at front and motivating saying we're reaching already. Isk was our big brother( if it wasnt for him, we'd be lost little piglets oinkoink) And me. I was the one slowing them down.. Blame P.E on friday, it made my tighs hurt. But it was really really exciting! minus my weak ankles of course, i slipped countless times :x We managed to finaly get out after i dont know how many km but after nearly 3 hours. LOL!

Afters we changed and bus-ed to Far East Plaza to have Brunch. Trained to CHINATOWN. Me like xia~ The festive mood was there, even though i dont celebrate chinese new year, i felt like celebrating! Hahahhahaha~ Ok lets shop at chinatown one day, they've got pretty nice clothes ^.^

The backpack travellers kiks and Isk, wv Aisyah right in front.

Left arnd 240 and met Family down at royal plaza on scotts hotel. Went crazy at orchad searching for the place when it was just in front of Far East =,=""""""" My brother in law wasnt there sadly, but my 2nd sister's boyfriend was there. whoa... family or whatzxz. Hhahahahah~ So we had Hi-Tea. I didnt eat much and the food wasnt really that fantastic either. I was just amazed by the food served... kebab, prata durian, a foundue set! Hhahahhaha cool or what~

Ok so that was this saturday :) More pictures wv Aisyah~ Hmm i want a rainy morning :0

Its 943 now and i havent finish my lontong!

My sisters are watching Lost In Love on Demand tv =,= I had to watch in in Youtube k. I still love that show xia.. Especially the part where Tita read what Adit wrote on her journal :)

School's good. We're doing experiments in chemistry yey! Common tests are soon! I dont know, having four days of not working my brain by the time common tests are up, i'll end up stonning. Hahahahahah~~ But oh well.. Someone motivate me to go study please?

CLOSING MY EYES AND YOU WILL CHASE MY THOUGHTS AWAY TO A PLACE WHERE IM BLINDED BY THE LIGHT, BUT ITS NOT RIGHT. GOODBYE TO YOU.

Bahhahahaha~~ I nearly, nearly lah fell in the toilet dancing to Nsync's Girlfriend from the lappie. Now im singing to goodbye to youuuuuuuu and its magrib :x
Dah i should be off! Having a date with my BoYfIEeEeEEEEeEeE~ lOLZXZ

And happy 4th to 72ftg! Yeyyyyyy! & Iqqa's home safely! Alhamdulilah. She got to meet mar!(They even took picture doing the hahahahahahah rock sign!) And water rafting AND THE BEACH AND THE SIGHTS! omgAWD jealousssssssss! HAHAHAHHAHAHAH OK. TOOOODLES!

I WANT YOU BUT IM NOT GIVING IN THIS TIME

Remember last month?

I hate this straitjacket-feeling. Why? Why why why? Ok. hahaha.
& My nose is like a flowing tap!(Disgusting, i know.) Im really, really sick ):

P.s. Remember last month?

Yey so.. Im back. Lolzxz.

Had training after school of Wednesday. Janelle's SWEEEEEEETSIXTEEN on Thursday. She treat us to pizza hut! :) :) And then on friday. Wow friday. Definately the most tiring day this year, so far.

Reached school barely on time. My feet ached like @#$% cause i practically ran to school.(hahaha) Afters had idk what lessons and had PE. Omgosh P.E. We did circuit training(eh?) 5 stations, each stations 45 secs. Omgoshhhhhh i never felt to excited before(!!!) Hhahahaha i totally loved it but it was, really really tiring mayn. Three periods of english was a total bore and then had CCA open house... & afters again, PTM. Hhahahaha tired shit k.

Saturday(!!) Nat(HELLOKITTY) SWEET SIXTEEN!

So yep. Out w Danial Iskandar Eddy(bday boiiiiiii) Syaa AND Ki! Met at Bugis, Headed down to Arab street to have lunch. Huahuahuahua. Walked arnd and headed to costume shop! Huahuhauhauuahua. Omgosh super exciting k(!) I had fun. Lolzxz.

Super irritating face(SORRY) i didnt have anything on. K and i dont know who's under the green head. LOL .

Wazsapppp wv D!
Yey kawankawan.
Where art thou? Anadeyyyyyy

Me love me erbal~ CoCoNuT aNd OrChId.`````~~

Headed to city hall to esplande cafe. Then again by the bay.. Then to Marina Square where the guys did shopping. Sent kiki off and headed to Raffles city shopping mall. Then headed home. Lolzxz. Lazy lah to elaborate. But anyways, I somehow felt good yesterday. Yey i love friends and Happy Sweet sixteen to Eddy Ruzeinal! :D

GERLGERL IQQA! :) :) Taken back on her birthday

I love beeeeeeeeeeeeeeee```~~~

It felt good restoring normalcy after 3 days of orientation. Thursday and Friday was a total killa, had to catch up w so much stuffs.. Eeeeeeek. NCC on Firday, Went HQ for Trainfire.. Afters back in school, it got emotional? Lol.

Saturday!

Sended Iqqa off to NZ~ So she's prolly at NZ now enjoying herself/// or missing us. Lolzxz But yeh, The process of her leaving was emotional too :0 Well iqqa, if you're reading this, I hope you return home safely & enjoy yourself gal! Xoxo much misses darl!

Afters left and met Xy, Jen Aisyah&Aqilah at macd tamp & Headed off to TP open house. Well nothing much interesting, Maybe i'll think about it more after Ns yeh? Seperated from Xy and Jen and me and the girls headed off to esplande~~` (by the bay lolzxz)

Thanks eh Kiks.

Stayed for the 730 gig. I must say, im quite impressed by local talent/music! :) :) Check out For This Cycle, their original's really arent that bad^^ We got really hungry :0 but we still walked all the way to bugis. So yep, I enjoyed my Saturday very much^^

Sunday just went to waste.

Monday was fruitful. I caught up with alot of things. After school we witnessed the realese of O's. Pretty scary ey... Hmm afters initialnally to the gym but instead headed home. Home and apparently my ma was at home. So i got outta the house....... lolzxz. Got some stuffs from shop and save and sat down under a blok nearby... Then jengjengjeng... Distractions! Hhahahaha An old friend came down and we chat for abit. Lol. But then i got my butt moving under Aqilah's block at arnd 6. Completed 85% of my POA and Maths til 8. Bhahahaha im so proud of myself :) *Taps back*

School too today was gooood. Well except for three periods of history which was ultimately boring! Lucky thing there was Hazirah(!!!) my saviour. Gosh i could have sufficote and died of boredom if it wasnt for her. Lolzxz. Oh and khayrul too. Crazy boiii

Its 6.18! I think i wanna go study liao. Im definately motivated alrdy.. Bahahahah k right. I love the night breeze :)

I was so hyped up to blog jus tnow but after getting BUSTED by My Ma... I suddenly lost my blog mojo again =,= Pffffffffffft.

Amw, Congrats to my 4 Girlfriends who got AS for their MT O'S (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Im so proud of you girls :) :)
& To seniors, All the best for your future :)

Majority of the sec ones(well those who i asked anw) think im in Sec 2/3. And then i ask them why.. they go shaking their heads. Whyyyyyyyyy? I dont think i look THAT young. Maybe its because of my behaviour =,= Honestly, i dont like it. It just goes to show my behaviour is baddddddddd.


Anyway, WHY DOES MY MA GET MESSAGES FORM THE SCHOOL? Like every event ok! Ive been wanting to blog abt this but i guess it just slipped. Anw the most recent message my ma got was abt the school scheduele... On Wednesdays we start school at 0830 hrs. Im not pretty sure about the rest.. but maybe i just get speacial service eh from the school.. But I really wonder, Is it just my parents who are getting information from school or is it every parent but they just dont wanna tell their kids...... Whyyyyyyyyyyy mine? Im a good girl right?


Another thing, Boys frustrate me. I never knew they're that sensitive..... Or maybe im just really mean? The way the get mad and stern up really scares me D: But why til that extreme? Or maybe they just wanna make you feel guilty? Idk idk? Bahhhhhhhhhhh


Orientation this year isnt that WOW for me. I think my mindset alrdy set to i couldnt care less mode since Day 1. Sorry, but 3 years of orientation, Im just glad its ALL gonna be over in a few months :)

I dont know what to do anymoreeeee ): ): ): I feel so stupid and embaressed. bAHHhahHAhahahaHhaaha Can go crazy.

Orientation for the next three days. & i still havent started on POA. lolzxz

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! LOST IN LOVEEEE!! OMG I REALLY WENT GAHGAH XIAAAA~

hahahahaa & this is why i love Indon/Malay movies so much :D :D

Go watch it ok? After you watched Eifel im in love then go Watch Lost in love cause its continous. :D :D

"Sebegitulah besar lah cinta dan kasih sayang gue kepada Adit sampai gue tergelam dalam ketakutan dan keraguaan hingga sesat dalam cintanya."

How did I get here with you
I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted I can't let you know
And I won't let it show

I thought it would be easy to let go and move on, but i guess i lied. Why can't i just move on? Isn't this what i wanted anyway......? It really hurts like someone really pulled your heart out. The feeling of being cold inside.... All you want to do is just, Cry.

I should be really be concerntrating on my studies. Someone please pulled me back to relality!! First day of school i was a very moody girl. Ha-ha-ha sorry strawberry~~ I just couldnt help it. All we did was....... listen and sat down at the hall til our butts ached. Favourite part of the day? Definately Recess :) :) My classroom's at the SECOND LEVEL(!!!) YESSSSSSA! But its way far in the end tho. Creeeeeepy~ Other than that, school was pretty ok and i was rather early for school :D :D oh oh && I bought candy canes for friends~~ Merry Christmas cum New Year!

"azam baru, yang sudah tu sudah."

2008.

Honestly, I never thought it would be a good year. Not being in the same class with friends would be dreadful, but it turned out way better than i expected. I've become less dependent and i've made many new-found friends.

From organising a lunch time concert back in march, The think tank team, Spec courses, SYFOC, OBS, Brownie project, 3A2 08, 72FTG, ICEP Inbound, Camps!(I think i went to alooooot of camps this year)

2008, you're filled with really great memories.

2009

Hopefully, you'll be as great. & Ah, N's. :0

How i spent the last day of 2008.

Met up with the crew in Bedok Mrt first and had many many many laughters with them til Yishun Mrt. Met the rest and headed down to Yishun Safra for bowling. Our ICEP family, Yesterday Strangers,Today Friends. 2 games :) :) It was fun yehhh., Headed to Far East to have dinner! There again, Manymanymany laughs :0 Trained home with Nat Atiqah Sham and Hassan where the riddles started from Nat's "how do you keep a pig in suspense?"....."Give up? I'll tell you tmr." =,=

How i spent the first day of 2009.

Had lunch with my PMs Aqilah and Aisyah~~~~ Initially headed down to the beach first, but it started to rain so we headed to eHub. Played card games and then pasar malam with Aqilah.

Now im stonning, in front of the computer and i just got a msg 50 secs ago and im so nervous to read it, my fingers are shaking and my heart is pounding faster. & now im thinking if i should start my POA homework now or the weekends. Ok, im so not ready for school tmr.