SYFOCSYFOCSYFOC! The feeling that its over is WOW, ITSFINNALLY OVER. But then again, its over ): Making new friends and getting to know your platoonmates better.. wow. Honestly it was a very wonderful experience :) The whole thing ended pretty late and we only reached tampines arnd 11 plus. Me hazirah iqqa and shima then took a cab home. The taxi driver was blur and i got alil bit PMS-y. Wait wait, the worse part is, i left my phone in the taxi :0 & now its with hazirah-san. OH boy am i one sad soul. Yesterday had family picnic!^^ I was so tired but my ma really wanted me to come. &i finally ate. I didnt have any appetite to eat, too tired too sick. After eating i cycled abit. The wind rushing through your ears, you're moving faster and faster til you dont know when to stop. Then my head started hammering & it began to drizzle. Cycled for 40 minutes and rested. The rest of the night i plugged into my cousin's earpiece and chillex.
Plans for today? Supposingly out to study but man im still feverish. I cant afford to skip another school day, im too far behind studies already. HOW HOW HOW?! & I WANT MY PHONE BACK.

!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E-OiE7D9ZyQ
You were everything that's bad for me, make no apologies.
Im crushed, black and blue.

The new semester was a great start. The day started off with loads of warm hug and Our home Teacher being abit, abit cranky(not enuf sleep nye pasal =,=") Yeah had alot of laughs and i really enjoyed studying! After school had lunch with girlfriends. We finnally caught up with each others' lives. Ended up talking about Fart to Escape theme park and i forgot what. Yeah, i finally felt so happy and enlighted since such a long time :) Headed off to school today and left arnd 9. To be honest, i was so reluctant to go SYF. I really, really really wanted to study(and spend time wit friends) But SYF ended up preety awesome(!) So yeap, i wont be going to school til next week on monday ): But(again) I'll bet i'll enjoy myself during SYF. Oh and yeah, im still traumatised about the incident and i hate the fact that some people still bring it up over and over again even though it was a month ago.

Okdokes, keep on texting me ok people. I love all your sms-es. Oh yah i changed my blogskin, pft no difference anw cause black was too ... black(heee)

I love Sundays. Woke up early and had family day at Tanah Merah Safra Resort. Went bowling with cousins~ Had a competition uh and my group had to wear funky hats to identify ourselves. Finished around 3 and had my breakfast + lunch + dinner at Bedok corner. After that my Dad drop me off at the library and off i went to continue my homework. Something embarressing happened :x I was having an upset stomach(ive been having em since aft camp) then my stomach made a LOUD funny farting noise. Apparently the people arnd me heard and laugh and i couldnt help but to laugh too. HAHA.
I was forced to go home arnd 7++ cause all my pens ran out of ink and my calculator didnt work. I was utterly pissed, i could have thrown a tantrum .. but i didnt :) Urgh but i was really pissed! My intention was to stay til the library closes and finish up most of the homework PFTTTTTTTTT/ So i satisfied myself with famous amos cookies :D
Im pretty excited for school tmr and im prepared for all the scoldings imma get for not doing homework. Yeah oh well. Its just homework.

Fuck you liar. Dont want say dont want, dont make up stupid reasons or whatever fucking shitx. Whatever, im sooooooooooooooooooooo over you

Yours truly :)

Cousins!
My hazirah-san! She's always been there with me for camp, Synergy and Spec course & I love her very much :)
History lesson!

Heheee I remember this! Pranakan Mueseum with class. Friends left for Cambodia and Some had peer mentor. So i spent the day with these two friends Acip And Khayrul :D

Khayruls' one cute kid, no kidding.

This last one, i seriously cant get enough! Oh gosh haww i miss them all, together, so much.

OkDoke. Salutations to all :D Camp was good, really good. I think it went pretty well. I didnt get much sleep tho. The second night playing cards and abit of frisbee at the parade square, at 4 plus in the morning. Heee, we got tired and gazed at the night sky .. and i fell asleep. Deep sleep ok! So i feel asleep on the parade ground, now you dont get to do that often yeah. So i spent today in the library. I tried to do my homework but im only halfway done D:
School's next week, school's next week! SYF'S NEXT WEEK D:

Ok i love everybody, take care!

Today was alright :) I went out abit with some friends. There were six of us but we seperated equally cause we wanted to watch diff movies(heee) I caught KUNFU PANDA wit Monyet and Eddy. It was awesomely awesome, to the max! Funny shitx lah. Oh and the way home Iskandhar offered to send me home but i told him its ok, im a strong girl :) Such a gentleman he is, then it made me think and think and think. & I hate it when people know when im thinking. Pft.

I ended up not packing a single thing for camp. On top of that, i havent done homework :0

&Im missing a particular someone very much and i sincerly hope he/she knows it. 'Biar terase, it might just be you :)'

Happy 17th everybody :) Its a bright sunny day outside,no reason why you should be down~\
Okdokes lets talk about SUNday! It was our NCC pit 08. Was suppose to meet some people before but i was late(andlost!) Hee well pit was fine.. Sadly there was so few people but its ok, it was just "kitekite je" Had waterbomb war! They dont want to make alliances with me cause i cant be trusted *huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu!*
Yesterday i went to the airport to fetch thze french peoplzes. OhohOH and i was like talking to my sister uh while the rest were like hugging the cousins so suddenly ... Adrien walked up to me and said "HI!" Then he walked somehwat toward me but i thought he was gg to walk pass me or smth but he ended up hugging me =,=" Whatttt? When i was leaving France last year i hugged him he was like "whaaaaat?" So now its payback huh!? Right, heeehee. AND THEY TOOK OUT THEIR BRACES ALREADY! Well two of them .. Adrien and one of the triplets.
EHEHEH my ma said our family(cousins and all) have high posibilities of getting twins/triplets cause ive got twin cousins and triplet cousins each. So its in the blood uh *hehehehhe* So imagine me married(well if i get married)(Insyallah) with QUADRIPLETS. Hhahahahaha, Right!
So huhm today .. I dont know i dont know! Shld i go out with Monyet or wit cousins? Monyet basteed to the max, he cheat my feelings one minute want to go out another dont want, and now he wants to go out. Pft .. Guys. But my cousins are gg BOWLING .. Oh gosh haww could i resist. But i havent seen my friends for agesssssssssssssss.
Lets just be a good lil girl, stay home and pack up for camp tmr k? :)

Well, Specialist Course was definately a great experience for me. I acctually PRONED on the feild, on an ANT FARM(!!), pft, Countless ant bites. Yeah so, i love the bonding we had as a platoon(BRAVO4) It was awesomeosttothemaximous! To think of it .. 4 days was too short. So anyway, IQQA got best platoon cadet, COOL OR WHAT? hehehehe, and during the camp i had BILLIONS OF COMMENTS. "Hey, do you have a sister? You look like someoe i know" "You look like JUNE!" "You look like the CLT JUNE" "DONT LOOK AT ME YOU JUNE LOOK ALIKE!" wALAUWEII WHO IS JUNE? We must look very much alike. It was very amusing at first but after the 5th person or so, it got very annoying =,=" Oh and not to forget the classic "I THOUGHT YOU WERE CHINESE"

Overall, i feel different. I am prepared. WE all are, Preapared :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZCQ52ObP-E
Check yes Juliet by We the Kings acoustic set *meltsmelts* One of current favourites now.

Dont tell your heart,Dont say we're not meant to be. Run baby run!, Forever will be.. you and me.

2nd week of holiday was filled up with council and ncc. From writting invitation cards to seniors to taking long bus rides to yio chu kang in 72.I havent gotten any "me time" and ive been wanting to go for a jog for a long time but the weather just doesnt allows it i guess.One thing im sure ive learnt from the last 2 weeks was different people have different personalities and that if you just stop and listen to them, they're lovely people.You just gotta accept the way they are (:

Ive always thought that having a relationship wit you closetest bestest friend would turn out all wrong when apart, cause the friendship after that would never be the same& I wasnt willing to take that risk again. But then with a wake up call, "im lucky im in love with my bestfriend" Why not.

Random,Random. It doesnt make much sense too, hehehe.

Hmm plans for the third week? Spec course! Its like two days away and im barely prepared for it :x Maybe abit of shopping after that and then NCC bbq :D Anyway, I want to go out wit friends! Te last outing i had was................ Jamming =,=" And it wasnt even with my normal bunch. Well,I did managed to meet up with kiks for abit, oh haw i missed her so much! Im looking foward to go out some friends on the 4th week or i'll just have to wait patiently for school to reopen :{

And yeah my parents are coming home from Indonesia today^^ The house is in big mess and had been absolutely choas with them not around. And its ELSA'S birthday tmr :) Happy fiftheen dear love!

There's gonna be another baby in the house other than that lil rascal up there^^ One is way too many already!*omgzx faints*(!!!!!!!!!!!!) Yeah, my sis is already 3 months pregnant, Well congratulations to her. YEAH I KNOW 3 MONTHS PREGNANT AND I GOT TO KNOW TODAY =,=" heheeee oh well, Haziq's not gonna be too spoilt after all :D

My blogging days might just be over ... Either that or im blogging someplace private. The thought of some random person reading my blog freaks me out. Heeheee, im sure im gonna be back soon actually, keep the tags coming aite! Alright then, til whenever!

Lets just keep things low aite :) Ive deleted my last post for various reasons and i do not wish to bring it up anytime soon. Yeah thanks to all my friends again for the awe-some care and well wishes, im perfectly fine. And i dont have frankenstein stitcheszxz(hahahahaha) & to HuiFang, It was just an incident and it happened to fast anyway. It must have been hard for you, being veryvery worried. I dont blame you for such a small thing, so dont worry about it yea :) Just be really careful next time! Hehehehhehehehehehe alrightalright.

Yeay and im off to camp!

Hello.

I forgot what happen on tuesday but i was in a very happy mood on wednesday. Museum in the morning,Lunch time concert(the atmosphere is slowly dying ..) and then council til very late. I think ive got really bad moodswings ): I felt rather gloomy today. I didnt throw any tantrums or gave any attitude whatsoever but i just kept really quite and i didnt want to talk much. Maybe its because .. im missing too many things,Im missing too many .. People.

Oh well, *always look on the bright side of life to tu to tu tu to tu to* Im sipping Oreo Ice Blend with soft chey black pearls :) Huahuahuahuahua~

YeahYeaaaaaaaah and its the 14th month today. And HAZIQ IS 14 MONTHS TOOOOOOO!

Spent my day out with theese the two ZIES, Zizie & Fauzi. Didnt know today was monday. &There's school tmr,hmpf. I want to sing and strum, my ass off lah but my sis is in the room ): PaiseyXZX makan Toseyzxz Ok. Even before camp, im tanned, SEE SEE SEE THE SECOND PICTURE! I AM TANNEDTANNEDTANNEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD! :0 I have 3 or 4 camps during the holidays and im excited, yeay!

Just caught this just now.Even though i dont quite understand what they're saying,It was hillarious.It wasnt really a good show, the conclusion was +_____________+ The movie made it sooo simple to find someone and just get married. They didnt even get to know each other much and then poof they just "fall in love" Love at first sight eyyyyyy? Pft. I dont have anything agaisnt that but what happen to "getting to know you first"? I think i watch too many love movies .. Its such fantasy with happy endings that i want to make it to reality .. &This is why im growing old with 2 dozens of cats or three adopted kids :D Dah i dont like thinking about the future, notnownotnow.

Oh yah,My third post of the day! Yes, im uber bored. All im doing is some onlineshopping and neopets. I think i want to get new havainas, but i dont like my toes ):

I still dont have ITunes. WhatThefzxzxz

Whoa im hearing Three Cheers For Five Years everywhere theese days The lyrics makes me sad ): HA HA HA k shuddup.
Oh and i think im too young for friendster. http://profiles.friendster.com/electrikk

Im suppose to be off somewhere, but i think im better off at home :D

How's my results? Unsatisfying,Dissapointing.
Mind you im in NA so we use Grades.
I cant remember much but this is roughly what i got.
A grade3/4 for my English,dissapointing, My paper 2 suckedxzxzx!
Grade 5 for math :D
OMYGAY MALAY! I THINK CIKGU PROUD UH, GRADE3GRADE3! He wants me to maintain, Insyallah Cikgu~ His hopes of me being a Malay Professor might just happen (;
I passed my POA with flying pigs, G4 :) I think i can do better,Way better cause i like POA now,really.
Combined humans with a solid 5/4(i dont know) I thought i did fairly ok ..
Combined Sciences, U Grade siowxzxz. 24.5/50 for physics& 19.5/50 for chem.

Friends are flying off tmr morning .. 4am eh? I know you'll gonna miss me(why not bring a picture?Hahahaha vain)

Dah since i cancelled the plans for today, im gonna stuff myself with zillion of trillions of indonesian love movies,ZAAAAAAAAAAP!

They said, I'll bet They'll
never make it

But just look at us holding on

We're still together, still
going strong.

Meet those kental kebababs^^ hmm.. You know i know ):

Plans today were cancelled and i was really looking foward to it ): I-am-rotting-at-home

Its's ok, Tmr's SUN-day :D

Healthy and alive.

"The king of russia,Tsar died a long long long time ago in a far away place called Jumanji". Khayrul's Mid year papers, History. LOL!

Captain ball on wednesday, yesterday, was awesomezx!Had council duty first, time keeper! Ha ha ha there was this one time i got so excited on the last second, i jumped and my phone dropped to millions of peices(haha) Our first game was agaisnt e7, very competitive, volleyballers ey? Very exciting and very hyper^^ Lost but scored quite high so we proceeded to the next round with e3. e3 had only four players and still we lost to them. Ha ha ha ha but omgxzx it was hella fun! Then last game we had a friendly match with e7 again. I must say, it was the best captain ball game i ever had this year :D

And i think i dropped my phone more than 5 times on wednesday.

Erg, my phone felt the pain and sufferings so i guess it just wanted to take revenge. The alarm didnt went on and i woke up later than usual, an hour later acctually. So like always i took a wonderful morning bathe and reached school earlier than you think! (:

Had 6 free periods, mostly cause home/math teacher off to somewhere. Hmmm did nothing, had a few laughs with friends and PE! Ran for 10 minutes around the feild and Floorball!

The sun wasnt friendly at all! Captain's ball was hot. Very hot. I find the seniors matches harder to handle .. Well, some of them we rude, like yeah maybe its your last interclass in PRSS but its not life and death~ +________+ He heeeeeee. Got home quite late all sticky and very dirty and dark. Pft.

My friends are leaving to Cambodia too soon! Im gonna be anti-social for a week with no one to sing to ): Then Aisyah action to the max, MENYAMPAH! ha ha ha ha ha ha, yeah yeah i shld be jealous. Anyway get me a souvenior aite. One whole box filled! Maybe adopt me kid or smth toooooo, that'll be awe-some or you can make one perhaps. Im gonna miss all of you, Have a safe trip there and come home safely. Think about me every night(HA HA), I love all of you! (Sound like you're leaving for a whole month, padahal 1 week =.=")

Oh and i know to many people with "HA" infront of their names, it gets so confuuuuuuusing!

&Someone told me something i really didnt want to hear .. ):

Ok da, go and sleep til sunday and wake up at 9 .. in the afternoon

Re-December

Teeeeheeeeeee, i feel like lame to the ultra max and bored. So i did the true friend quiz thing .. well you dont really need to be a true friend to know this aite^
Its found at my profile so pleasepleaseplease take time to do it thnky.

Oh yeah, changed my link! Now i hear B.A.R.B on teveeeeeee, ok bye! School babey!

Wouldnt it be nice if we were older?

Yo(I dont know your name but excuse me miss, i saw you from across the rooooooom~)

I feel EX to the MAX flabby siowzxz(and nauseous). 2weeks already ive skipped, tsktsktsk. I had a date with my father today :D He wanted to go catch a movie and i told him i was gg someplace else but then he added ..."After that we can go shopping" Omgxz How could i resist?

Caught Ironman at suntec. Personally i wanted to catch What Happens in Vegas .. but watching cameron and ashton making love in bed wasnt really appopraite for daughter-father bonding ey. In one of the scenes in from ironman, there was the guy and the girl making love and my dad looked at me and said "so this is why its PG" LOL!
After the movie shopped abit ;) Bought a few things from cotton on and toe socks! &My dad got me an ipod shuffle :D K shuddup, im spoilt .. Or maybe not, k im not. Now im here infront of the screen and i realise, i cant download Itunes ): !#$%^&*() Now how am i suppose to upload the songs eh, Ningkapoop!

I cant wait til school reopens! Wednesday there's gonna be CaptainBall InterClass and there's PE on thursday. FUN OR WHATZXZXZX!

Survival of the fittest

My ma gave away my ticket to the Mother's Day celebration today to my aunt cause i got unwell .. yesterday. Oh well, Im not a mother anyway.

Anyone wants to go rent and watch tons of dvds today. WeddingSingerWeddingSingerWeddingSinger!

Anyone?

OH yah. Dont try to contact my phone aite^ Call my Home number or for kikie, send a paper airplane :D

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I spend the rest of the day watching teeveeee. tsktsk.
Yesteday's shopping was rather ................. Hmm. As always, i didnt bought anything ):
I wanted that tee(i know you know kiki) but the price was too pretty for me. Then over at HMV which i spend 40 mintues there i couldnt decide on what cd to get! I reallyreallyreally wanted TRS Calender days album but they didnt have it, not even at the other stores. I dont like the new album,Do You Feel, that much. TRS has become quite popular and next thing you know it .. its everyone's favourite one man band.

"I dont like it when someone says She's ok when we both know we're definately not"... From Ghost Whisperer i watched just now. Yeah well i dont like it either but i do the same thing over and over again. What i really feel is content. Theese mixed feeling of all emotions are just jumbled up together, i dont know what to feel anymore.

And now,I feel nauseous.

Say nighty-night and kiss me.

I feel overjoyyed like i could jump on my parents bed all day long .. but i dont want cause im lazy. After our last paper, Mr Ng decided to give us a look at our results .. i wonder how he marks the papers soo fast, He already marked 3a1 and 3a2 papers, eventho we just took it yesterday. Not to mention his other sec 4 classes 0.o I felt very nervous, i was confident .. of being one of the 7 failers. Paper one i got 41/80 and paper two, 35/60. HAH! I almost teared, ok i did. hU HU HU HU// But i bet ca3's marks gonna pulled all of em downdowndowndown.
Oh well! I PASSED MY MATH PAPEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Now i feel so free, like a bird, i wanna fly awayyyyyyyyy. Yes im veliveli free from now til school ends, hUAHUHAUUAhuahuHUa. Maybe with this free time, i'll fly a kite, teheeeee.

Im very happy, veliveli happy.

Oh and during the paper just now, i suddenly coughed for 1 and half-3 whole minutes! Someone must have talked about me .. or maybe thought of me cause it was too early in the morning to gossip.. Whoa, that peson must really miss me ey?

Trapped in the pass i just cant see to move on

Egh, i feel like my throats filled with sharp needles. See, that what you get for not drinking water after eating chocolate. Tsk, such a pity.

And plus, I still have another paper tmr. POA. I am absolutely determine to do the paper but not sure abt the answers ey. Maths and chem paper was horrible. My maths, i skipped 2 questions 3a and b. Then Mr Ng cam up and peeped at my work .. "You sure you cannot do this?" I replied no. "Syaza, you're panicking alrady, dont panick dont panick. Look at the questions Properly". Wah piangzxzxz dah physics chem and math, no hope.

And to Hafir!~~~, Thnkysm for the pick and for everything else(Yay) but i really think you shld go consult a doctor ok? (:

Kk, last paper!

To this one slow dance

I went to Aqilah's blog and i saw my Prettyprettypretty giler babs face in one of her navigations. Yay, she's my number one fan!^^ Of all the pictures eh kiks! K anyway, i love you!
Dah, see lah, the whole post dedicated to you, since you dont have a tagboard .............

I still try holding on to silly things

Physics was terrible! I would be reallyreally, really veli lucky if i'd pass. Math paper is tommorow .. I predict both paper one and two is gonna be a killeeeeeeeer.Ok i cant wait til Friday~ POA's the last paper and then poof, All done^^

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WhatS love really? Is it just at first sight? The next day you go goo gee gah gah over some girl and then sweet talk and then tell her all those stuffs when you barely know her. Im referring to no particular person ok, and this act of foolish-ness just pisses me off, alot.

I might even be a RockStar

Im listening to RockStar by Hannah Montana, Ha ha ha ha ha. The song is very catchy lah, go listen to it one day aite^
Anyway, yesterday i was so hyped up to go to physics class that i ended up not going. I texted Dan and he felt the same way tooooo. Ha ha ha ha ha, so much for semangat.

And here we go again

Ugh, For the Trillionth time, I lost my GPick ): And i just bought it not long ago )))): Any kind soul would care to get me a new one?*GIVESCHEEKYSMILE* Oh yah did i tell you my sis bought me Gstrings already, the only promblem is i dont know how to fix it +____+ My sis has been awfully genourous lately. She got me a file, and earaser and a pecilbox from Artbox. Its too freaking cute thats its too cute for to my liking! She said "I'm not using any of the items anymore so i thought i'd buy it for you" +______+ She has tooooooooooooooooo much money i guess.

Yesterday's physics did turn out well. I managed to clear some doubts but was still confused at most stuffs. I need help with my sciences, i failed my Chem ):

Walked again to school! Grrrr i swear if it was blazing hot i would have complained to sofia even more! After recess we had malay and again we used the iMac room. It was really boring .. Like zZzZzzzzz And then Cikgu said there were pictures of me in his computer.
I got curious and thought it was the old pictures me and kiks took this year but it wasnt!
It was from Sec 1, SECONDARY 1 podcasting session. Omg i couldnt bare to look cause me and Aisyah(my partner for the session) were ..... Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. The pictures were just Horrifying, like imagine back in the old days when we had cute poses and stuffs^^ Ha ha ha ha ha ha, i dont know if its deleted, BUT I HOPE IT IS. And now i have phobia of taking pictures in school iMacs ... Oh the Horror!

After school i felt so busy i didnt know where to go! In the end i calmed myself down and had lunch with girlfriends. Walked arnd abit and then Eddy called me. So then i headed of to meet him at the interchange and off we went to simei. We had booked two rooms( for god know's what reasons +_+) and i went off to listen Fa-fa-fauzi's band. They wasnt at all that bad .... They were practicing for Anuegrah Muzika that's coming out. Woo and good luck to them eh eh eh. I played abit, only abit cause no one bothered to listen which was kinda sad ): But oh-well, tsk. I still need a Gpick.

And here we go again and again and again. Give up and lose hope?

This picture was candid taken by Jen, Im ok with being stupid, but we're not cows
The best a girl can get^^
Ha ha ha ha, Couple of the year (III)
And this last one! Khayrul Faathiiin, he entertained me so much today. He's a disgusting lil rascal but he's the best joker! He ater 3(or maybe more) Tissues and even swallowed them up!

Im really in need of help for physics. Luckily, there's no school tommorrow and i asked for some friend's help, after we get moving on badminton :D Kk go start revising, its all gonna be over soon, Yay^^

Eh and my birthday is coming. In 7/6 months and 5 days, its coming, yay yay yay

B b b b b b b b and J and J and J and J!

Its a wonderful Tuesday-ay-ay. Omgxzx Eddy my Sayang Sweet talked me during SS.

"You hot uh tu pasal i hot" was one of them. Next was when Eddy fought with Safirah. I yelled,"You guys all crazy lerrrrrrr." And then Syg Replied, "Yes of course, cause im crazy for you". Ha ha ha ha ha ha omg puke puke puke pukes The rest of the day was fine, Had POA remidial after school, Again, 4 periods 2 days straight, oh the horror :0

Yay yay yay, Happy BnJ day to all~ After school went over to Pasir ris to get a free scoop with some friends.The seven of us was already in line and everybody got worried abt hiw long it would take Slowly, one by one started to back out and in the end, it was only me and ha ha hafir was the only one who stood strong,Hehh. I'd like to thnk him for waiting :D After 30-40 mins, we got our ice cream. I was truely jumping for joy deep down in my heart, Yayy

I got home and knocked on the door continuously, i ddnt brought my wallet which had my home keys in it. Grrrrrrrr, it was clear haziq was at home shouting away but no one came to the door. Hu hu hu hu, Pathetic i know =,="

I hate searching for blogskins(eeek) Oh and im thinking of linking up people, so want to be linked? Tag me me me me me me me me me me me me

Sunday was fine, I caught out with some friends and spent alot of time in the library^^ Oh gosh, i thought it would be a horrible start of the week but it turn out quite nicely. I was really pissed off cause we had the first three lessons of free period since our eng teacher didnt came but our new poa was the relief and decided to teach us. Omgxzxz it was dreadful! I was caught daydreaming in class liao~ Ha ha but it didnt turn out that horrible in the end, v interesting .. My love for POA might just start to bloom Hu hu hu, Recess and we girls had along talk about random stuff, it was particularly interesting, we hadnt been talking so much during recess or any other time for quite awhile. Mother tongue cikgu did nothing so we just chillexed. POA was next again for two periods and i wasnt at all looking foward to it. But i was so engaged, i started to piss people off. Ha ha ha ha!

After school i went of to where i always went every monday. I had been going there myself for the last two weeks, and indeed i feel independent. Everytime when i wanted to pay for the fee, the person would ask my ezlink/ic and i'd always reply "i dont have *gives innocent face" Luckily, unlike last week, i only paid 1.50, Yayyy^^ save money! I would always see the same faces there .. even after i head out walking my way to the interchange. I shall call this, "the monday routine"^^

My- myspace speaks mexican!

I was forced to wake up way too early in the morning by Ma. We had to head off to Malaysia. I got a pair of converse. Wanted to buy high cut but the makcik makcik were so pressurising about it in the end i wasnt really satisfied ):
Omgxzxz the makcik-makcik were so MISBEHAVING! Esp my Ma. Like BEDAH siowxzx, laughing along the streets like nobody's bussiness! I couldnt care less and acted like i always am, innocent. Ha ha ha ha i was reading the book i borrowed yesterday the whole time~ Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. In any case i could cover my face with the book before anybody realises im With those cRAZY BEDAHS(k no offence) hU HU hu hu


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Blog song with old memories :)
You and me dancing the night away~~~~~

I feel like my afternoons are being taken over Haziq! Ah ah ah ah, and now, in addition, My brother in law's daughters are staying over(!!) With syaffilah and syafiiqoh together with haziq, I shall preapare for the worst.
Today i went to eat with some girlfriends at TmalL'S LJ. Omg, i swear i am not satisfied and utterly disgusted of the food. Im sorry im sorry,but really its (ekkkkk)! Went to library and borrowed a book and met the guys and off we went to sunplaza park.
Weeee i played the swing~~~~ Afew swings and Bloop, I was about to pukepukepuke :O Bleukkk. Anyways, im dreadfully sorry for being so emo (=,=") :DD

Anway, its not even May And im already booked in advanced(LOL) for the June holidays. I know,iKnow, im a busy woman. The june holidays are packed with mostly NCC stuff .. :0. Yay PartCs girls are going to SYF^^ Im really excited :) We're gonna wear number 1. Yay yay yay yay^^, Insyallah;

Its just another night, another dream wasted on you.

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I feel like a fool you know. How cam i be so stupid. Grrr

I tried so hard but it didnt rain in the morning ): I was getting reallt really really nervous and every single screw up rushed in my mind. In the end i didnt take the pledge. Ha ha ha ha ha ha, Im nvr ever gg to. nvrnvrnvrnvr! What for anyways?

:o im sitting under the fan for examinations. Omgee omgee omgee i'll pee in my skirt :o :O I had a study "Date" with my dearest after the papers. Been along time ey since we caught up with each other? :DD I got home and was forced to babysit haziq (ok wait, see he knows im talking abt him and now he's awake!) while my sister went to sleep =,=" I bathed him cause he shitted and then took him out for a walk, where i met iika and her boyfriend. I made him fall into deep sleep and poof here he is eating my biscuits. He's jumping for joy just trying to get one!

Its no coincidence. No wayyyyyyyy

I passed a paper arnd to ask my this year's classmates what they think of me .. for the last 4 months, the answer are all like =,="

Safirah = You love to sing alot ..

Sushil =You are super fun to be with (:

Shermin = [Cause you make me feel~ you make me fee~you make me feel like a natural woman!~ Lol. Youre crazy that's what make you special. (:

Yu yang = YOUR CRAZY And spread your smile!!!!

Eddy = My "Sayang"

Hariz = I feel pretty, oh so pretty so pretty and witty and gay so pretty that i hardly believe im real!

Hazirah = Crazy fun and friendly

Aisyah = Crazy, nice voice friendly and a great smile(: !

Lol, ya right. I expected more negatives sides .. Eh and im not crazy k, Im a really innocent girl, very quiet and shy :} All these people havent met aishaleeeee~ Huhuhuhu
So get ready everyone, mid year start tommorrow woooooooowoooooooooooooweeeeeeeeeee

Mid years are like 3 fdays away and i havent studied/revised on a single fthing cause im still over-ly sad about something and its piercing meeeeee

free hugs?

Eh eh eh you you youxzx reading this, go tag my board now now now now leh.
I dont care, dont put your name also nevermind, please please, thnkyvm.

I still am not awake for the mid-years and am so reluctant to hit the books. I should probaly stop now but i just cant keep my hands of the computer!

Ok now go

Sports day was kinda awesome. "GO __INSERTHOUSENAMEHERE_! WOOOO!" On the speakers, it was me ^^ Was the only thing i did. Started the day with some mcdonalds and was just in time for flag raising. Oh yah and i ran 4x100. Huhu, everyone was like,"Good luck Syaza/All the best eh Syaza!" ... To the person beside me. I know, i knw, terase.

Erg,Sometimes i can be such a dufus} *Slaps face and runs arnd in circle.
Im a really shy person :D huhuhuhu.
Slap slapslapslap slap.

Dug up some old photos of EARLY last year. Huhuuhuhu~

This two pictures were last year's npdp.(Inside joke yeahh, dont think otherwise =,=")

& this two last photos were taken from the bash of movies marathons we had~ I was on pledge training today and i hope it'll just stay that way. I dont want to take pledge next week,nononnononono :x

Gahh, school has been total chaotic. Im just excited for the upcoming sport days on Friday then you'll get to see/hear me in action^^ Aite,its time to buck up yaww~

Online shopping has been such a bore lately :0

Somewhere deep inside me,There's a voice forcing me to go mug. And then theres the loud stubborn one telling me to watch teveee cause its sunday. Yesterday's Npdp was really akward.I didnt enjoy it as much as last year, but yeaaahh it was a great experience.
CCA on friday was kind of sad ): It was the last training and i had to leave early& It even before PT started ):
Ive got nothing else to blog about acctually .. or just that i forgot. Study hard people!

EEk,I feel like a sticky monsterr, Grrrr

My body's aching all over,espeacially the lower parts of the body. Omg the pain is just unbearable!
Woooo looking forward on saturday's Npdp. Huhu,Like last year with my the pyschobimboticmothers! Yaaaaay

it has been long since we were that close.
I could even smell your soap, still heavenly from you.
He was his usual self, only different.
He was more gentle and soft than i remembered and that made me soo warm inside.
I was comfortable, i should have stayed with you awhile.
Our past would refreash everytime we look in each others eyes.
Neither of us could ever forget it.
Right then, i had a wonderful feeling but it began to fade away ...
You were talking about your love and how you two are happy together & suprisingly,
There wasnt a pinch of jealousy. I knew all of this happens for a reason and i just had to face reality.
Those moments, speacial moments we had, they'll always been deep,buried in my memory (:

I got home and stuffed myself with B&J. Im really confused and frustrated for some reasons im unclear myself. Newsletter has been an awful pain in the ass, like really, Grrrrrrrrrrrr. Oh and im running tommorow. Just wish me all the best so i dont make a fool of myself k. :))

(+)I've found a new friend, MrPatato!
(-)Weekends make me eat alot :0
(+)I've got Money.HUuhuhuhuhUHUHU.
(-)I havent start studying.MYE are only less than 3 weeks away.
(-)Im still playing Neopets =,="
(+)My toe is getting better
(-)I got another 3 weeks excuse from wearing shoes ...again .. since last week.
(+/-)I wont wear sandals/slippers, NO MEANS NO. hahhhh
(-)I stil havent got a Guitar string ):
(+)I smell good ;)
(-)I hate canteen food! Blearggg its so nastyyyyyy

Past week was filled with Fun and laughters with me being punished for not doing homework,gym and Hariz's morning craziness that keeps me sooooooooo entertained.

That is all i can remember. Friday during CCA i got so excited cause me and 2 girlfriends of mine took over PART AaAaAa. &Time seems to fly real fast cause we're gg to Spec course soon. Hopefully my contribution and dedication to NCC will pay off,Insyaaalah.

So today felt like the 6th the of school only i had to wake up even early.Pft,Bummer} Was really just in time to join the rest of the ThinkTankTeam outside Grand Hyatt Hotel. Everybody were already on their blazers by then with ties and black shoes.Overall i felt that the whole Assembely was reallyreallyREally meaningful :)

Had a short lunch at BK and off we went to swensens for Mrs Willman's Ice Cream treat. Mrs Willman was very pretty btw. She put on make up and wore contact lenses :) Shopped abit with IsKandhar,Aiysha&Danial. After that went home with danial(THE BALLET DANCER) and had non stop conversations and laughters :D After which i reached Tampines, I shopped alone cause i was really feeling miserable and wanted to spend something for myself. In the end,I couldnt fine anything actractive ): I like weekends cause i get money from my parents. HAH-HA. Ive got a SUM of money from my Dad from last weekend and this weekend and i want to spend some of it ..Like now. I should be with dad shopping at batam now))))))))):

Anyway,met Justin in the bus and had a chitchat. Lol,That braceface!

Meet the team! :D

Meet NaNo!

Meet Wan Wardah&her braces!

Meet Chloe&Sushil!

Meet the grlfrnd!

Ive got to stop blogging.Will be back soon enough :)