Im so sick of being a hypocrite. I want to survive just being alone til after o's and then i'll just enjoy having fun with myself too. I do not want to please others nor do i want to care of what other people think of me.
I just want to be alone.

Here we go again
I kinda wanna be more than friends
So take it easy on me
I'm afraid
You're never satisfied

Here we go again
We're sick like animals
We play pretend
You're just
A cannibal
And I'm afraid
I won't get out alive

oh oh what are you waiting for
take a bite of my heart tonight.

I had my first job with a paycheck today! Hahahaa ok jakon. Am very tired. Imagine being on the train at 6 am, to bugis, on a sunday. Wah. But my job was rather easy compared to te rest, thank god~

I cant remember much but this week was o-k. Frm sitting w shirah to hazirah in physics buat dikir barat, P.E. cum cramps everywhere to playing FLAME with the guys and a new bottle since i lost my old one wheeee! and of cus meet up with icep peeps including iqqa at seoul gardennnnn~

k best best next week midyear eh.

k im not that mean but srsly i dont care, downt want to either.

Guys who wear tight shirts with muscles mcm so kiute eh >.<
k sch tmr and i cant find my karangan. Its not in my fulscape nor is in my bag ): i guess i have to re-do!! Haiy haiy

hope it'll be a great week ahead!
xx

Ok yah, i hate this phase. Can i get it over and done with fast like i always do :/

I think im breaking like an egg ): Maths o maths o maths haiy.

After school doing ss with mr c and then abit og self study. OK SO IS VERNICE CMNG OUT FOR MIDYEARS OR NOT??

After that chill arnd for abit here and there, at the gym toooz. Fittie classmates. But they are such fitties!!!!! hehehehhee :D All that muscles under that school uniform hehehehehe.

ok help. i dont want to feel this way anymore.

busybee study study study. Many motivational talks from teachers and holy crap i am so afraid for O's.
I am especially worried for my maths ): From consistant distictions to border-line passes? Depressing much.
k study hubby ok chubby babi.

5 years of cross country and i cant rmmbr it being this tiring. Jogged(well half the time) during leisure race. I think it was the tug of war that really wore me out. I can't even start on my homework now :/
p.e tmr tooooooo :/
well at least enjoyed myself. Caught clash of the titans too aft that w the rest~
and finally! Its safe to say that was my last cross country :)

Tdy in school, i got a letter from safirah. At first i laughed cus she gave me her adress for my wedding invatation -.-.
Then throughtout the rest of of the letter, i cried macam watefall sia. Only god knows how much i truely miss her. Eventhough we're in the same class, we all know how different it is now yeh?
I can't think abt it what more read it again cus it makes me really sad :(
Now, i can only pray for the best and whatever happens, happens. I'll know that she's there for me and im here for her.
;)

Sunday

HAI HAI

HOMEWORK :/

Sorry abt the language lately. My posts has been really short and straight foward, i know. Spread the luv k.

So anyway.. Been out shisha for two consecutive saturdays nw. Its like a supermassive black hole in my pocket. Haha who cares, better then spending $ on sticks right? Breakfast with haz on gd friday, night at yana's bbq & my hair still stinks of bbq even aft shampoo and coditioner!! Ergghhh~

Been facebooking and i realise, i miss the aussie boys, alot!!): and of cus the icep family. I havent been contacting them for a looong time. I think im the only one who's anti social:/ Haiy memories like these makes me want to tear.

Oh yah guess what? I got myself an iphone. So cliche ikr!! Long story short, i never dreamt of getting one but yeh,with a $500 volcher, my mom insisted to get the "best" phone. Its so... Unlike me. Touchscreen?? Ergh. But after 2 weeks, i could get use to this. The apps are reallly realllllly... Tempting?!? Heheh.
Finally got rid of my dearest lappie addiction and hello new distraction huh? Hehe. Am even blogging frm it hehehehe~

bck to jodi picoult yes?

Fck. fck all of you who fckng irritated me the whole week. I really felt slapping and swearing right in yr face. I admit tho, the words ive been using lately is very harsh and upon reflection, ive been a mean bitch this week. People like you just makes it worse eh thanks btw.
O and yes& of cus fck my bitch sister. Only god knows how hypocritical she is. I cant believe i didnt do anything when she fucking insulted me. There were so many things i wished i did to get back at her. What wrong have i ever done to her huh? Knncb.

Period