Ever wondered what house im in? ahhaha sometimes i do too. Im in leopard act. i represent leapord on sports days and anything to do w houses uh. Believe it or not ey?

Sec twoooooo! I love the whole bunch. Sec 2 was like the golden agez HAHA CARELESS AND CAREFREE!

Raya o7

Lastly, all time fav. pic.........

HAHAHAHAH I KNOW RIGHT. i never get tired of this picture...

Look at us now, its our last week in sch.

(Fozi says he dont wanna go out w me and we'll only meet in 10 years time. that idiot.)

I feel so emotional to even think abt it..

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im a 39.3 degrees right now. havent eaten since yesterday aft. Why am i here when im spose to rest?? Cs im lonely, boooooo ): ):

Gone hiding.

one day its happy the next it all goes down down down.
elaboration tak perlu. Im glad that i have friends like firahsanuba that never fails to make me laugh even when she's not trying :) Class photo, i think i look stupid.
I just got from the mall. finally, i got my diva accessories. i just had to go out of the house to think,something made me reallly unhappy and distracted. I spent like 40mins in there, in my own world. 2 hairbands,bracelets and a ring. in the end i didnt get the ring cus it costed 43 altoghether but i only had 42 ): ): ): ): Oh well. Next stop Ion ok. Im still not in a good mood. Ive got a headache and i havent eaten since after school just now.

wtf. someone just added me in msn talking abt Alai cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb GET A LIFE LAH PLEASE >:(

Raya was awesome, only i havent jalan raya w cousins ): I feel so kental cause i dont have any raya pictures =,=""""

School was awesome-r today. Khay made me and the rest laugh so hard today during mother tongue. Made me miss our sec 2 days.. For some reason, i was really happy and i couldnt stop laughing the whole day. got home early too. Haziq's sick. he vomitted awhile ago so i bathed him.Its amazing how he the same annoying boy even tho he's sick. Aft i bathed him, he ran infront of the mirror and 'admired' himself naked. I KNOW RIGHT. Miang.

Ive been cryin in my sleep, dreamin abt things i wish i didnt.

Throwing away yr old shoes made me tear for awhile just now.

f, even thinking and typing this down makes me cry even worse.

Somehow i know raya this year wouldnt be the same..

Syaza nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidil fitri, Maaf Zahir batin to everyone, be it if you're my friend, or schoolmate or some random person. Harap diminta maaf kalau tersilap ataupun terkasar kata bagaimana pun.....

Selamat hari raya! :)

HAI

This week flew pretty fast.

Its thursday already!

Been really sleepy lately.

One of the days aft school when i got my butt into studying w the girls,

i knocked out for 10mins.

I even couldnt rmbr where i was when i woke up. haha scary.

Ive been really sleepy lately.....

Everyday there'll be a teacher who'd call me to stay awake.

Had 2 teachers to do that, today. hahaha

Can't help myself ok..

Maybe its bcus i dont sahur in the morning, thats why im always drained.

It alright i guess, since raya is coming in 2 days :)

Been hearing alot of people complaining abt not having the mood for raya

and "takde feeling this year"

Whatever. Honestly, i think raya shld be filled with celebrations

if your mindset is gna be like that, then that will really happen.

Ok anyway, im looking foward to raya!

Went shoe shopping yesteday.

Raya shoes arent always my thing.

Got some 4 inch heel(i know omg) frm charles and keith

I dont know what got into me, 4 inches?!?

Ive never had anything more htan 1 and half. hahahahhahaa

But yeh, I love shoes, just not my time to look old.

Geylang w fam after.

It wa smy first time being there this puasa. hehe

Got a bag(hehe) and some neat sandals

&food.

Oh and someone said the sweetest thing to me today.

It kinda caught me off guard cus i didnt know he felt the same way

:8)

been cleaning since 9am. tired cus ma wont let me sleep. Ma im tired, really tired and the dust is making me crazy ):
Found a handful of things. from love letters from ex lovers to letters frm friends, janelle's valentines card in 07, my old billabong wallet filled with receipts(HEHEH) tolast year's birthday presents/cards, baby pictures, Omar's baby picture(hahaha) and the at the lowest end, things i dont want to remember. Its painful just to even think abt it.
i hope i get thins cleaning thing done soon. my nose cant take it anymore ):

editted.
Seems like i glued to the laptop. Might as well blog.
Friday iftar-ed with the Leos. Annisa and iqqa got pissed cus newton was closed and some didnt turn up. It was really incomplete bt it was nice seeing them again. Breakfast at toa payoh, lepak at mac, bus 31, bedok, taxi, bus, home :)

Saturday plan was wazzup w aqilah. tak jadi. in the end, impromptu outz with isk. far east to heren to woodlands. found the reef sandals he wanted, it costed $99. i know right? Beli kat pasar malam lagi murah eh isk. hehehehhee. breakfast at ljs causeway. actt gg out with him is enjoyable. I like shopping w him~~ and you dont have that awkward feeling cus he talks non stop :P it made me realise im nowhere near talkative! HAHA

our first ani.
Now we're coming to our first year next week. Somehow it makes me sad, thinking about the whole year. I cant explain it bt i hope we'll go strong. I miss you bedahs alot like mad!

i dont think i talk as much as i used to. dont you agreee?
Ok enough syaza. go study.
Oh its my 500th post! Setia eh :) :)

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iTS 6.06 & i havent start on bit on cleaning.(i havent even bathed. K SHUTUP) HAHAHA.
Youtube craze uh.

teachers day was dope. went back to gongshang w isk aft concert which ended super early. wanted to find the rest but both of us were phonelesssssssshated the assumptions people made when they saw us.

thursday;
got way to early to school. reached the same time tho Was super sleepy and i wanted it to rain! boooooogot home was really pissed at everything.my bibik, haziq, hasif. ERRRRRRRRGHH i wanted to curse and swear, bt puasa.buka and then finally, some serenity. i went tarawih with aqilah.it made me in peace. away frm thinking abt N's abt life.It was good:)
ok random:
There are guys who send you home.there are guys who send you home from the mrt stationsome from the interchange. some takes the bus with you or stops with you.some simply dont send you home at all. some insist on sending you home bt in the end doesnt cus the girl is to humble.(dont even know if his offer is for real or just for the sake of it either)some guys really do send you all the way to the lift.
Well, for me. ive had guy friends who've done all of the above.Bt nvr had someone who've send me to my doorstep before.

Friday
Had a talk w aisyah had a talk w safirah.im stuck in between.i dont know what i want i dont know whats best for mewhat i know is i shld try my best and do the paper first.Actually, im really scared i'll get complacient. But im motivated. to prove some people wrong.to strive for a distinction in mother tongue.Insyallah.

Saturday
forced myself to wake up at 9.30 played w the kids and watched tv til 11.had malay in sch at 12.shit.i can never be anywhere on time.reached at 12.10 walked arnd to find the class
finally aft 10mins found them and settled down.(i feel like banging my head on the wall cus i was phonelessssssss)ended at 3went to 201 and kiki cut her hair abit .haha this rant is a waste of timenow im gg to titaprss for some M.I.TOh happy 14th to farah firzzzzzz!

Sunday.
was at the lib at 11. Along w aisyah and kiki. 4 hrs of freezing. bt it was good i guess Out to buy food.met farahz. im gnna give you cupcakes (cut short) til yr 16.buka at home alone ):was super stressed. bought a new pack huahuahua

monday.the real thing.i wanted to cry.i really did cry, when we were abt to take paper two. I prayed that my heart would be bright, no more mental blocks. Not like paper 1i think i really, really screwed up and there's no turning back to it.why cry over spilt milk?I HOPE MANAGING HEALTHCARE COMES OUT TMR CUS THATS THE ONLY THING I REALLY STUDIED ON.

Tuesday
.Managing healthcare did comeout. yey :)i swear i wanted to cry if it didnt.morning paper, LC was alright too. 30 whole minutes to listening to the radio.Oh and happy sweet sixteen xin yu!Buka out w ncc girls since there was no food at home.wanted to go home early but ended up not so early. hah havent studied a bit on english and its 10.42. besttttt

wednesday.
English was fine. home then met up w su farah and brahm. Senior spec or whaaaat. hehehe. im proud of them^^ went off to t1.shopped for awhile. wanted to go thrift store at first but tak sempat. i was shoo sad cus there were no more sales and the herem pants i wanted from topshop we'rent there and the promod top ive been longing was toon pricy. booo. broke fast at my aunt's. was good. i love family gatherings :)

so that was the whole week saved in notepad. first few papers are over and soon the whole thing's gnna be over yey. I feel like gg out but i promised my mom i'd clean the room ); BOOO I KNOW RIGHT.