Hari raya~

Did you forget
That i was even alive
Did you forget
everything we ever had
did you forget
did you forget
about me.
-Dont forget, Demi lavato.

Today was a total roller coaster ride. One minute, people commented of me looking so happy the other i was crying and then smiling still then crying again asking forgiveness from friends.. Then feeling nervous/worried and then oh so happy! cause i saw D :) :) (how PMS-Y)

& again, Selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin to all,
Text me eh! I love hari raya smses!

hiatus?

Arghh my notebook brokedown again );

I Think nights at macs have really worn me out. I feel so tired then before, but i think its really woth it. With my POA, a 21 and 1/2 out of 25 and me passing my chem(finnally) and maths. I hope it'll all pay off when we get back our slips :) :) But still my chem is so horigible that my chem teacher gets so frusted trying to teach me ): How to become a nurse you tell meeeeeeeeeeee?!? ):

Walking to 201 macs home forward and backward has not been a good experince for me. Ive gotten disturbed my manymany nolifesukers on bikes and i even encountered a close death experience. Bahahahhaa, but i think its worth saving 55c on a single bus trip which is only 2 stops btw =,=

,Cause I havent done my ezlink card. Damn that busdriveeeeeeeeeeeeer! Someone accompany me to pasir ris one fine day? :) :) :)

School's gonna end at 10.30 tmr! Ramadhan's gonna end tmr! Yayy i likeeeeeee. My ma alrdy cooked for hari raya. Dnegdengdengdeng. Her dengdeng power k, its super spicy til i have to cool it off with litres and litres of water. So this year's gonna be the same.. Gathering at my house yayyy!

Ok gonna be on a real short hiatus! Selamat hari raya to all muslims, Maaf zahir batin kalau mulut ter-laserxzzzzzzz :)

Damdam~

"Boys frustrate me. I hate all their indirect messages, i hate game playing. Do you like me or don't you? Just tell me so i can get over you." -Kristen Dunst
(Thanks to farahzxz^^)

If only i had known that sooner. I hate that i see you everywhere now. Sometimes i wish we never even met and sometimes i wish it'd happen again.

Pffffffffffftttttttttt boys. I miss Damdam(hehehhee :x )

Iftar

Thursday was a bad start of the morning! Hah omg +_+ Was on my way to school with Chupaila went suddenly i slipped and fell! Lucky thing not much people saw... at least not much i know of. Hhahahahahahaa yes after that i acted as if nothing happened. So when we walked in the school gate, NOT even at the parade ground and i lost my left contact lense =,= Practically the whole day i wasnt able to see.I was really attentive during history, which we had for 4 periods. Not a single yawn! Powerx!
Rained cats&dogs PLUS thunderstorms! Shouldnt be complaining, I was sent by my dad by car :D Not a single drop of rained. In class almost the class took off their shoes Piyuuuuuuu smelly!

Iftar-ed with the girls today :) :) I really enjoyed myself & i swear my face in the pictures ugly xia!

Horaaaaaaaah

After Last paper on tuesday, It felt like the whole EOYs were over! We were all in horaaaaahhoraaaaaah! mood. So SS and english and Malay P1 is done. I spent alot of time writting on SS and MP1 til time was almost out :x Im so nervous for the upcoming papers and even worse ... I think im more nervous about where we'll be taking it in ... THE HALL. :8( I hate being pressurized. Esp with the big ass fan that always reminds me of Final Destination.

I woke up late today, 6.30! Well acctually i woke up at 5 but felt like it was too early?, so i continued my beauty sleep. I dreamt of an Elephant and YuBin in that 1&1/2 hours. Had a major stomach cramp during P.E. and it lasted til i got home just now D; I have nice classmates who cared and im really touched :) :)

Okdone, Six more days til Hari Raya eh?

I miss my cousins and i miss France. The next time im going there(lol) im not gg to go sightseeing. I want to sip some tea at a cafe eating crepe and nutella! :) :)

My ankle is swollen ): I could barely walk properly this morning. I think its better now, I want to be at the pink of health on Monday and Tuesday so i'll be ready& comfortable. Insyallah.

Re-December

Time is moving fast, and im really scared. Next thing you know, i'll be in Sec 5. So old +_+

Ah, and exams are in 2days. 0.0!

Ive been really tired plus the hot weather just makes everyone lethergic.My friends have been asking why ive been so quiet. (WHEN IM NOISY THEY COMPLAIN. WHEN IM QUIET ALSO WANT TO COMPLAIN =,=)

Ok break fast soon! Toodles!

/edditted\

Distractions.

1. Surroundings. Your sitting in between a group of guys who keeps laughing and a group of girls that keeps bitching (bahahhaa)
2. Atmosphere. Too hot/ too cold. Or maybe some people are just jiwang playing guitar and singing malay songs =.=
3. Daydream. Lasts up to 15 mins?
4. Smses.
5. Temptation and craving. Esp this month since its fasting month. I get tons of cravings at night and end up buying tons of things, Now im po kai ):

I want EOYs done and over with, then i want December to come quickly (;

Straitjacket feeling~

"Very emberrassing, very dissapointing ah"
Not forgetting the stares and the whispers to many dissapointing looks.
Guilty.

Anyway, Look up at the sky sometime at night. The moon is really, really beautiful :)

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My ma wants me to clean the room but i dont want ): I want to sleep, til tommorrow!

Went studying per usual yesterday with dearest(huhuhu). Started out at the library about and hour. Then moved to some block near the school. Call from my ma saying we're gonna breakfast out.
Got home, settled down and hurried to Ehub with my sisters and Haziq. Met my ma alil after azan at Fig and Olive. The service there was awesome, i like :) Got home first to do prayers and off we went out again to Geylang bazaar. I did not like my first visit this year to the bazaar. The atmosphere wasnt there yet, plus i had a heavy headache. Saw some familiar faces too! :)

I want to get back to sleep. I think my posts are getting mundane -.- I'll come back when something interesting happens aite..Til then :)

Went to mooncake festival in school just now. I felt like a lost duckling wearing home clothes =,=" Serious shitx, no one told me to report in uniform. bahahhaha but its ok. I was Aqilah's brother from another mother, sister in law cause family was allowed to come along :D I did not like my first ever mooncake. It was some egg yolk flavour and it tasted kind of salty? Caught some performances and just slacked at the parade square, playing truth/dare.

Walked home from school! Been walking home alot lately. After studying at MacdAfgan i'll be walking home just alone, enjoying the night. Walking to school too!^^ 2 Times this week. On Monday and Wednesday. I thought there was no school on monday cause i didnt see a single pasirian til at festival park? Maybe cause the seniors arent in school and the population just decreases?

Ok im off! I want to have an early start tmr and start mugging! Cheers,

AHHHHHHH

School did not end on tuesday. Fortunately, I found my report card somewhere in between some worksheets. *pheww* Went to MacTmart after buka to revise on schoolwork. I saw _____ TWICE that day. bahahahhaahaahahahaha its fate :x Was really moody yesterday. Everyone was extra irritating, ESP hazirah! Last periods managed to perk me up :) Played "enjet-enjet semut" with my groupmates^^

Khayrul was awesome today. He kept me alive most of the day, laughing and laughing~

Im looking foward for tommorow (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINXIN

Had tons of fun ------ with this girl today. We had alot of things to talk abt and plus!..... K i dont know what... But ah girl, i havent finish the song!

Ok so i think i did something terrible today. Hmmm but the feeling .. awesome. Im sorry Sushil! (and zip your mouth aite?)

In other news, I cANT FIND MY REPORT CARD!! MR N'S GONNA F ME UP TMR IF I DONT BRING IT, I SWEAR! F F F F F F F F F, where the hell did i put it?!? Im sorry, i Cant help but be unorganised I feel like breaking down into tears xiaxiaxia! ); ); );

I think drinking tooo much coke sucks cause now i have a sore throat :x
&
I just lost my 3rd contact lense. saramichimek!

Choking

SSC O8' 4TH SEPT- 6TH SEPT(EAST&AIR)

Foxstrout 2
Arep concluded that i had PMS-coke, cause i was craving for coke all the time. The best part of the whole 2 and 1/2 days were breaking fast together with the PRS family! Second day was really tiring. We had to march around alot from one place to another adn we were all fasting!~~ But we did have a lot of free time on the second day :) Last day of sahur & we were late. Maam woke us up and we were all... "aaah?" then when we asked Hazirah what time it was (it was 412 and we were supose to report at 4) All of us, just automatcially woke up and got ready. HAHAHAHA, thinking back its really funny.
Shant elaborate more. I think 2 and half days went by quite quickly. I still cant believe we made it through! Now my only worry is school and homework and tests next week ahhhhhhhhhh

"The lanyard on the shoulders of all 5 of us represents the responsibility that we're bearing from now onwards. We all work differently, but we have one common goal." -Quoted from Atiqah.

Sidewalks

I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is just Washing you out of my hairand out of my mind Keeping an eye on the world, So many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds, towering over your head

I couldnt remember what i did on monday morning. Ah yes, sleeping =,="

Then i headed off to the lib for some studying.

Today seemed to rain alot. Had Physics at 8 and English after that at 9.

"Do you agree? "It is alright to tell white lies sometimes" Explain yr answer" So that was one of the questions we had to do for English.

Familiar? No? And my answer was a disagree btw.

Rushed over to Shermin's after cause she wanted to change to no.4 so me and hachilah teman-ed her. Got back to school and met the girls at the outside school at the girl and XINYU gave me that ^^ STITCH plush toy. Why? Cause i told her the other night at the arcade that i like stitch and she diedie, even spent tons of money, to get that for me :x Sweet eh? THANKYOU XIA XINYU!!, She said it'd be for like for live range later on ....

So yeap! Had Live Range! The feeling was amazing. I was so nervous when it was my turn to be the assistant. The banging was so loud, the smell of smoke was everywhere. i thought i was gg to sufficate! When it was finally my turn, all types of scenes ran thru my mind. I thought about the SYF incident.. what if i do get hurt? &It felt like we were gg for war! When you're ready in proning position, you perspire and you can even hear your heart racing! And thus, I am glad i will not be going to the army. Being in labour and giving birth is well enough :) & Yes, so live firing went well, I archieved Marksman :D .................So the STITCH was good luck yeah :) :) :)

Plans for tmr are lessons with Cikgu and then maybe off for some self studying? But i want to come home early so i'll have plenty of time to pack. No more packing at 3am ok! Of all the camps this year, i have been packing at 3/4 am :) I want to wake up not so early and have a big big sahur on thursday and off we go!

Ok i'd like to wish that girl a happy 13th birthday!
Toodles, will be gone on camp from Thurday til Saturday! All the best!~~