mondays//

this was just one of those bad starts of the week.
&& i really hate it thankyouverymuch.
1st 2 periods were english
which was like asdfghjkl! cause mrs wilman made up stay back for 40 mins after sch.
then was P.E.
Did the 5 stations again.
heh , after we all had completed ,,,,
we decided to play bobbie catching! :D
hahahaha , damn fun oke//!
even tho we were like primary sch kids. ,,,
we did have excercise && didnt just wait fo like 20 mins to pass.
and then mista mahmood said we were acting like p4s.
so we really acted like p.4s and played some clapping games.
got realesed out 15 minutes late fo recess taww.
had recess and wanted to change clothes.
then like senior councillors abt 10 of em? we stopping us from going outside the canteen.
cause we still had some foood and drinks.
oke laa ,,, i kno i wasnt doing my part as a councillor but ,,,
then mr ow stopped us. =,="
cause the bell rang after recess.
he took our ezlinks and we had to change and meet him back.
like asdfghjk!
mother was short (:
then we had ace.
pornography.
it's a really disgusting subject oke ,,,, ESPEACILLY WHEN YOUR SITTING BESIDE DANIAL!
wah paing!
had geography and it was a pain in the ass.
cause teacher caught me talking fo like 1234567890 times!
and its always me when the rest are talking too.
stayed back fo english
& had to do some council stuff.
dance fo investiture.
like asdfghjk! im damnn shyy oke?
ahhahahaa.
ive never dance on stage or better yet dance!
like with the steps and all laa~~
waah piang! i damn shy oke.
and the steps are ... oke i guess.
AND IQQA DEAR ,,,, i really pray fo you. do feel better , im very worried oke?
and just when i thought that the day couldnt get any worse ,,,
it did.
no one was at home ,, and just so you kno i dont bring my key.
cause i lost it.
and my 1st sissy is always at home so i wouldnt worry.
if she'd left , she called.
so no one was at hm.
i called sissy laa then she said that nadira my second sis was a hm.
she said that if nadira were to go out she'd called me ,,, like da pesan suro call.
then i called her handphone.
she was outside and she asked why should i call/sms you wheather im going out or not.
even when my 1st sissy told her too.
then she asked me to meet her at ngee ann sec bus stop.
i waited fo 13 minutes and my phone rang.
me: hello.
dra: where are you?
me: ngee ann busstop laa
dra: then cross laaa!
me: you never say opposite!
dra: now i telling you laa!
I closed the phone and walked angrily to her ,,,
( even when she specificly smsed nth about opp of ngee ann sec busstop.)
she wanted to throw the keys at me even when i was like less then 5 cms away.
then it fell on the ground.
i picked it up.
she bend down "trying" to get it too.
then she called out , " stupid laa you! catch key oso cannot!"
I WAS ALREADY LIKE ASDFGHJKL! AND WALKED OFF.
like asdfghjkl! im really lucky huh to have a sister like this?
i hope tmr's gonna be better.

i am really bored.
monday = P.E. = EXCERCISE = LOOOOSEEEE WEIGHTTT!
heh , tmr tmr ,,,,

i think kaaan , i would want to have a list of what i want.

• paramore's riot! cd.
• paul frank tee (ehh aiyshaa ehh?)
• light blue , faded blue , jeans.
• two tees.
• new shoes.
• new SCHOOL shoes.
• contact lenses.
• a blouse.
• a ripcurl/billabong backpack.
• a normal backpack.
• get third piercing.
• an acoustic guitar.
• a new pencil box with proper stationaries in it.
• get in and out retainers.
• LOSE WEIGHT BODO.
• my own room with preetty equipment.

i think thats all la ehh?

heh.

i went to kenduri yesterday.
the food was great.
and it was shukry ilhan's birthdayyy!
posting pictures yo.
shuk's cake & little kiddies arnd the cake.

haziqqq babyyy!


heh , i like that candid of iika syaa and kikeee. funyy :DDDDD




JANELLE'S BOOOBIEEEEEE.

turn it up , FIVEEE MINUTES TO MIGNIGHTT.

this week flowed so fast.
its just like the running steam of a river.
everyday went by like a snap to me.
and there you kno it , its saturday!
wohooo.
im really tired , and didnt realise i was this tired til i didnt want to get up from bed.
friday was a blast.
had a huge headache at first but it was oke in the end.
ncc was good.
had some meaningful talks with shermin.
i was just like ,,, touched.
her courage & self confidence is high.
and i really envy her youu kno?

there's just smth im not over with ,,,
& its not about you all you all ,
cause we're back togetha yeaaa.
its just something ..

ehey , i saw someone in the bus.
and he saw me too , and he still remembers me.
too bad he's like 16/17?
mampos kaoo , not interested fo now.
HAHAHAHAHA okebye.

asdfghjkl

currently ,
luqman is a sdfghjkl;!
i kno what he asked ,
and i wasnt telling lies.
i just want everyone to kno that.
so what if i did tell farah all those stuff.
she had to kno.
she herself said that she didnt like luqman and talked abt haww he flirts.
let him sedar siket ehh , then she can get farah back.
and there was someone else who told farah stuff too you kno.
and thats his best friend.
thats haww much of a flirt he can be.
i kno what he said and im not lying.

waaakdush.

today was fine really.
woke up late again.
arnd 6?
went to school with the girls.
acctualy wanted to meet up with janelle , and she met up with sofia cause she wanted to meet up with mas.
and then at the end , all in simei.
together with aisyaaah.
and met iika along.
so yes.
and we had to sit in front cause the bell rang and we havent sat down.
like hello , there are others too who came later than us.
asdfghjkl;'!
at least didnt have detention like the last time oke?
tehehees.
duirng english period the whole class had to go down to the detention place.
cause we were making so much noise.
heh.
home ec was oke .. khayrul is just crazy siooot.
hahahahaha.

and dear norazilah ,
idk wheater you read this or not ,
but haww cruel can you get?

shut up really ,,,

& i regretted telling you abt that.
next time i wont tell you whats wrong.

im so sick of staying at home.
its like , everyday , momma keeps nagging & shouting & mengomel.
momma treats me like a 4 year old even tho she keeps saying that im a grown up.
i mean like , she has to do it everyday , telling those things to my sissy ,,
&& father keeps telling me to study.
ever thought that i did study when you werent at hm?
i mean , what time do you come back really?
11 plus? like , macam paham.
&& im sick of fighting and not studying in school.
can i like not be in singapore right now.
i want to be back in france , where everything is just sweet.
live there with my cousins and my aunt.
where my aunt treats me like a proper 14 year old.
im just sicksicksicksick of this.
and it has been on my mind fo a very long time.
mind you , im not acting emo.
this is my blog & my journal thankyouverymuch.

everyone comes in a different shape oke.

after monday is tuesdayy//
and so.
first two periods we maths.
had to take maths test.
it was hmm .. oke?
i feel asleep acctually.
hhahahaha , but ..
when i was falling deeper in my sleep ,
i woke up. =,="
school was just normal.
had photo taking today.
in class :D

ou and to SOFIA ;;;;
please la ehh , you want to call me fat ,
No need to bitch about it to another person.
pleaseee seyhh!
i mean , I KNO IM FUCKING FATTT
but just dont say it oke , no even whispers.
you're just making my self esteem low.
and you think , im fat , ikno im fat , that i dont do anything abt it.
like hello , im thinking abt it everyday . and trying my best to slim down.
and you're not helping.
&& i think mastura feels this way to.
so stop it oke?
asdfghjkl;!
cause im very sensitive abt this.
mothafuckas , its not only her.
AND STOP COMFORTING ME BY SAYING IM NOT.
cause i kno i am~
and this just spoiled the day.

BANANANNANANANAA MILK!

today is monday yooo.
and its the start of the week :D

so had english fo the first two periods.
english is like huhrghfukchk?
yes.
P.E ,,,
we had to do the five stations.
we only completed 3 eh? yes 3.
1st wasincline pulled up.
i got 18 hahahahahahahaha**
then shutter run was oke.
was nervous tho.
the last station was sit and reach.
i hated it like asdfghjkl;! cause i can never pass.
i was telling faiz , aisyah and sapa? hmmmm , i fogot who uhh.
"i drank banana milk yesterday , good for bones. can do sit & rich"
and faiz gigleeed.
then when my turn came , i was really really scared uhh.
cause my tighs were in pain .
so when i bent down , guess haww much i got at my first try ,
hahahhaa , 42 yo.
i was like "really? , AHAAHAHHAHAHA."
then zizie went , ehh , cher! she play cheat cherr!
hahahah , taknak mengaku!
so i did another try.
and it was 43.
hahahahaa.
so imma tell you my conclusion.
BANNANANANANANA MILK HELPS!//`
& its damn delicious.
hehehehoooRRR.
mother was just plain boring.
i somehaww miss cikgu diah , haww she jokes arnd.
mista haris is like ........
and faiz said something reallly cheecky.
peeh daa slenge taknak join anuegrah.
during ace period camwhored.
hehehehheheooor.
i'll post pictures next time oke?
photobicket sLOOOOOW.
after school shermin went my house.
we did some things ehh?
NO MOFOS!
we played.
HAHAHAHA.
nooo.
hehehehehe.
aisyah , you have the voice in you , have the confidence yo;;;
ohooo , i almost fogot.
when they wanted to get home.
i wanted to buy food.
so i followed along.
and when i wanted to get inside the house ,
i realised , I DIDNT BRING MY KEY.
=,="
i was really fasdfghjk mad at myself.
& this is not the first time taww.
i had to wait fo 54 mintues til momma got hm.
hehehee.


AND YO YOU BITCH ,
PLEASE EHHH , ITS NOT US , ITS YOU.
SEDAR DIRI.

Haziqqq babyy!

hello all.
i am back to blogger.
my livejournal is still opened tho.
im just thinking , maybe blogger is simpler uhh?
its very hard finding skins fo livejournal.
i miss doing skins fo my blogger , but i fogot haww.
hahhahaa.
so imma stick with this skin fo awhile.
&&& HAPPY FOUR MONTHS TO MUHAMMAD HAZIQ!